Sunday, October 11, 2009
Saturday, October 10, 2009
September 29 2009
September 29 2009
Why lead singers in black dude groups of today have to start the song off with “listen ya’ll?”
All-4-One is singing live on Steve Harvey. They singing some baby daddy song. Sounding damn good. I’m waiting for Steve to join them and start singing too. This is a nice song lyrically. Has a message, This is a Dru Hill-esque song. SHIT! They fuckin’ this song up! I am almost caught up in the secular music holy ghost.
Watched some of Bobby Brown’s Behind the Music Sunday. Interesting. I am rooting for him. I hope he’s able to get his life together. He used to be cute 20 years ago. He done got a bit swole and is married with a baby. And apparently he, Johnny Gill, and Ralph Tresvant have formed a group called Heads of State. All looking like someone’s daddy w/ them derby hats on. But what’s even better…maybe this means there is about to be a BBD album! People sleeps on them.
I told ya’ll Steve was gonna start singing! Yo, All-4-One is thorough.
Why are people these days all into fashion? The majority of them don’t know shit about fashion. It’s just the “it” thing to do these days.
I am tired of celebrities putting their business out in the streets. The age of reality TV is hurting their image and brand.
Why lead singers in black dude groups of today have to start the song off with “listen ya’ll?”
All-4-One is singing live on Steve Harvey. They singing some baby daddy song. Sounding damn good. I’m waiting for Steve to join them and start singing too. This is a nice song lyrically. Has a message, This is a Dru Hill-esque song. SHIT! They fuckin’ this song up! I am almost caught up in the secular music holy ghost.
Watched some of Bobby Brown’s Behind the Music Sunday. Interesting. I am rooting for him. I hope he’s able to get his life together. He used to be cute 20 years ago. He done got a bit swole and is married with a baby. And apparently he, Johnny Gill, and Ralph Tresvant have formed a group called Heads of State. All looking like someone’s daddy w/ them derby hats on. But what’s even better…maybe this means there is about to be a BBD album! People sleeps on them.
I told ya’ll Steve was gonna start singing! Yo, All-4-One is thorough.
Why are people these days all into fashion? The majority of them don’t know shit about fashion. It’s just the “it” thing to do these days.
I am tired of celebrities putting their business out in the streets. The age of reality TV is hurting their image and brand.
When I daydream about my soul mate
When I daydream about my soul mate we bonded through dance. I envision us cutting up a rug at our wedding reception. We just dance and dance and dance and its like we are the only ones in the room. We interact with such ease. I think we dance on the regular so this (at the reception) is nothing new. We are just doing what we love. We tear up the choreography to shakeabadadown that I have in my head.
September 28 2009
Whoo! Good Lord I woke up late! You cannot ever be late commuting damn near 70 miles to work. There is no way to make up the time. But, if you don’t grease up and half ass curl your hair you can make it.
Oh, that 30 minute tribute on the balcony never happened at the This Is It line. I took the day off yesterday. I was tired beyond belief. Being up for 21 hours straight sucks.
Hey! Queen Latifah is coming out with a new Rap album. That’s tight! This single she got with Mary J is pretty good. I am officially old cause I am loving the lyrics and the music is secondary in this case.
“Don’t personalize other peoples issues”
~Queen Latifah
I wish I were a turtle. I just want to retreat into my shell.
Someone keeps coughing and blowing their nose. I mean it’s mucusy too! They even haucked up some phlegm…in the work room w/ others. Take that shit to the bathroom please.
Happy 37th Birthday Shawn Stockman! Chicken and Eggs!
John Legend is like…a wack no range having version of Carl Thomas. I miss Carl. He was so thorough.
There aren’t any female rappers out right now…wow. I just realized that like 30 minutes after the Queen Latifah interview thing.
I like how Stranger in Moscow builds. It starts off as like seconds of silence then comes the beat box and then the ambiance.
Just had to chronicle that the memory of Saturday made me smile. For the most part everybody was really nice. It felt like a mini inauguration on the love everybody-o-meter.
I don’t wear hats all that often, but I really want that Who’s Bad trucker hat.
Hey! Ray Charles recorded a version of Drown in my own tears.
Is it too much to be able to find a place where you can eat, drink, and dance (to music that I actually like) in LA?
Ooh, that Rabbi dude who came out with supposedly recorded conversations or interviews with Mike ain’t right. Non-kosher evil-doer! How can people live with themselves? You have no moral fiber to come out with questionable crap on people. No respect! None at all!
People’s personal business is scary. I’d much rather not know. Just preserves my sanity for a little bit longer.
Wait, I don’t remember there being all kinds of warning and stuff cause Mike grabs his crotch. It’s just funny that there is a rating for suggestive actions. The possible scary images yea I understand, but crotch grabbing is what he does. It’s weird, but I don’t see it as sexual at all.
I like hand claps strategically placed in songs.
Oh, that 30 minute tribute on the balcony never happened at the This Is It line. I took the day off yesterday. I was tired beyond belief. Being up for 21 hours straight sucks.
Hey! Queen Latifah is coming out with a new Rap album. That’s tight! This single she got with Mary J is pretty good. I am officially old cause I am loving the lyrics and the music is secondary in this case.
“Don’t personalize other peoples issues”
~Queen Latifah
I wish I were a turtle. I just want to retreat into my shell.
Someone keeps coughing and blowing their nose. I mean it’s mucusy too! They even haucked up some phlegm…in the work room w/ others. Take that shit to the bathroom please.
Happy 37th Birthday Shawn Stockman! Chicken and Eggs!
John Legend is like…a wack no range having version of Carl Thomas. I miss Carl. He was so thorough.
There aren’t any female rappers out right now…wow. I just realized that like 30 minutes after the Queen Latifah interview thing.
I like how Stranger in Moscow builds. It starts off as like seconds of silence then comes the beat box and then the ambiance.
Just had to chronicle that the memory of Saturday made me smile. For the most part everybody was really nice. It felt like a mini inauguration on the love everybody-o-meter.
I don’t wear hats all that often, but I really want that Who’s Bad trucker hat.
Hey! Ray Charles recorded a version of Drown in my own tears.
Is it too much to be able to find a place where you can eat, drink, and dance (to music that I actually like) in LA?
Ooh, that Rabbi dude who came out with supposedly recorded conversations or interviews with Mike ain’t right. Non-kosher evil-doer! How can people live with themselves? You have no moral fiber to come out with questionable crap on people. No respect! None at all!
People’s personal business is scary. I’d much rather not know. Just preserves my sanity for a little bit longer.
Wait, I don’t remember there being all kinds of warning and stuff cause Mike grabs his crotch. It’s just funny that there is a rating for suggestive actions. The possible scary images yea I understand, but crotch grabbing is what he does. It’s weird, but I don’t see it as sexual at all.
I like hand claps strategically placed in songs.
I just got...
broke the fuck down! Washing underwear and kissing and very much a man! Whoo, chile! And the I'm gonna fuck you bitch look. I needed that.I won't mention the source or the subject, but holy cow and new day in the morning. I should use the mood of this tale for my book when I get to that point.
September 26 2009 at LA Live and In Line for This Is It Tickets
September 26 2009
OMG, last night this dude came in B&B Works who looks just like John Landis! I had to do a double take.
Yay, I just heard a commercial on the radio for THIS IS IT! Yay 105.9! The announcer said parental guidance suggested. Humh?
I hate people who come and sit at the lunch table with you then get on their cell phones. Just go and sit by yourself and stop irritating me.
At LA LIVE, about 9pm and…I’m so tired of people trying to be on TV. It’s just funny in a disgusting way.
OOH, they played a remixed Skywriter.
There is a surprise tribute on the balcony in 30 minutes. TTW is out here teaching the choreography.
Met Jimmy Reyes and Boogie from Hot 92.3. Got me two tix to go see Chaka Khan too. Took a pic with Jimmy Reyes. It feels good to be out fellowshipping.
There were even people here trying to hog the media time with some peaceful boycott over something related to Iraq or Iran. Oh shit, I got distracted and now I don’t remember what I was about to say.
Anyway, if living in LA was like this everyday…maybe I wouldn’t be so melancholy here.
Oh, maybe it was the fact that TTW is going to be here at LA Live. It’s gonna be big this year.
OMG, last night this dude came in B&B Works who looks just like John Landis! I had to do a double take.
Yay, I just heard a commercial on the radio for THIS IS IT! Yay 105.9! The announcer said parental guidance suggested. Humh?
I hate people who come and sit at the lunch table with you then get on their cell phones. Just go and sit by yourself and stop irritating me.
At LA LIVE, about 9pm and…I’m so tired of people trying to be on TV. It’s just funny in a disgusting way.
OOH, they played a remixed Skywriter.
There is a surprise tribute on the balcony in 30 minutes. TTW is out here teaching the choreography.
Met Jimmy Reyes and Boogie from Hot 92.3. Got me two tix to go see Chaka Khan too. Took a pic with Jimmy Reyes. It feels good to be out fellowshipping.
There were even people here trying to hog the media time with some peaceful boycott over something related to Iraq or Iran. Oh shit, I got distracted and now I don’t remember what I was about to say.
Anyway, if living in LA was like this everyday…maybe I wouldn’t be so melancholy here.
Oh, maybe it was the fact that TTW is going to be here at LA Live. It’s gonna be big this year.
I sometimes wonder...
I sometimes wonder if he even existed at all. Maybe it was some heavenly mass produced divine dream. A global mind trick of happiness.
September 25 2009
September 25 2009
How do you know when it’s a slow news day?
“Dog Missing; Mountain Lion Suspect” is on the front page of the Antelope Valley Press.
I took the day off yesterday. Thought about a lot of stuff. Just didn’t write it down. People are already in line for the Mike Special Screening. Man, I wish I didn’t have to work. I think I may still try going over there to stand in line after work Saturday; if I don’t hear that there are thousands of people already in line. If I could get in line today I wouldn’t worry so much. But everyone who starts today will have a 1 day up on me (sigh).
Homade? Homemade? You see so many English grammar errors in California. That was on a delivery truck; Homade. A bail bonds place advertised “Payment Plants.” You mean Payment Plans?
OOH! Someone should play This Is It at an IMAX Theatre!
Was watching something on Bravo after real housewives of ATL w/ Andy Cohen. He is hilarious. Anyway, Kandi and Tyson was on there. Tyson sounded black when talking. He has a slight goof factor. I just wish I could see his pupils. His eyes are just slits. Something about them remind of Damon Wayans.
If you don’t get the secular music Holy Ghost on Stevie Wonder’s ALWAYS you have no soul. You are e-ville. I mean, sometimes I just want to jump out of my seat.
I’m afraid and unsettled in general these days.
Like the sound of trumpets with mutes.
How do you know when it’s a slow news day?
“Dog Missing; Mountain Lion Suspect” is on the front page of the Antelope Valley Press.
I took the day off yesterday. Thought about a lot of stuff. Just didn’t write it down. People are already in line for the Mike Special Screening. Man, I wish I didn’t have to work. I think I may still try going over there to stand in line after work Saturday; if I don’t hear that there are thousands of people already in line. If I could get in line today I wouldn’t worry so much. But everyone who starts today will have a 1 day up on me (sigh).
Homade? Homemade? You see so many English grammar errors in California. That was on a delivery truck; Homade. A bail bonds place advertised “Payment Plants.” You mean Payment Plans?
OOH! Someone should play This Is It at an IMAX Theatre!
Was watching something on Bravo after real housewives of ATL w/ Andy Cohen. He is hilarious. Anyway, Kandi and Tyson was on there. Tyson sounded black when talking. He has a slight goof factor. I just wish I could see his pupils. His eyes are just slits. Something about them remind of Damon Wayans.
If you don’t get the secular music Holy Ghost on Stevie Wonder’s ALWAYS you have no soul. You are e-ville. I mean, sometimes I just want to jump out of my seat.
I’m afraid and unsettled in general these days.
Like the sound of trumpets with mutes.
Newly released clip from This Is It
I watched the newly released clip from This Is It last night. He was singing Human Nature (sigh). He did this Cab Calloway-esque walk that was different. His moves are just usually jerky w/ straight lines. He also did this weird swing your arm back and forth fast thing. I don’t even think it went w/ the beat. But I loved it all. I also copied some photos from the gallery. Looks like he was going to sing Earth Song by the get up he had on in one picture. And how does Michael Jackson find tight ass red
Pants these days? I mean he weigh a buck 32. They were just-a hugging his thighs and butt. That was a size 18! He even had some Victory Tour/Triumph looking pants. They were super gold and glittery but loose fitting.
The way he and some person were standing outs me in mind of a pic I have of him and Randy on Triumph Tour. I might need to have a Mike Hour tonight. I still can’t listen to I Can’t Help It.
Pants these days? I mean he weigh a buck 32. They were just-a hugging his thighs and butt. That was a size 18! He even had some Victory Tour/Triumph looking pants. They were super gold and glittery but loose fitting.
The way he and some person were standing outs me in mind of a pic I have of him and Randy on Triumph Tour. I might need to have a Mike Hour tonight. I still can’t listen to I Can’t Help It.
September 22 2009
September 22 2009
Bill Murray: Looking like a pedophile since 1982.
Watched Eddie Griffin’s show last night. Why that dude say someone was cleaner than the board of health? I have never heard anyone else say that outside of my immediate family. Cool!
How in the hell does your body smell like hot breath?
I feel drained of all of my energy today. Maybe the lack of sleep is catching up with me. I almost feel jittery. Today feels more worse than Saturday. I have to practice good time management so that I can lay down by 10:30 every night. 12-12:30 AND 1AM ain’t getting it when I have to be up at 5am 6 days a week.
Why does Lil Mama exist?
Have you ever heard someone talk and knew right away that you were smarter than them? And they say stupid insensitive shit and are oblivious to the slight.
I just had a design/decorating idea! Use the 60’s/70’s color scheme of green, orange, and brown, but with contemporary more modern pieces.
HIS EYES ARE HAUNTING ME AGAIN, BUT IN A GOOD WAY.
There should be a This Is It after party somewhere full of Mike Music!!!!
Where is Sisqo? He is my 16 yr old fantasy baby daddy. And he is not gay!
Do you ever think that you were more in shape when you had sex? I’m celibate, but not by choice. Well I guess it is by choice because if you are giving it they are taking it. Guess I’m just not giving it.
I hate this. My creative book writing juices are oozing at an inopportune time. I’m at work. Crap!
Bill Murray: Looking like a pedophile since 1982.
Watched Eddie Griffin’s show last night. Why that dude say someone was cleaner than the board of health? I have never heard anyone else say that outside of my immediate family. Cool!
How in the hell does your body smell like hot breath?
I feel drained of all of my energy today. Maybe the lack of sleep is catching up with me. I almost feel jittery. Today feels more worse than Saturday. I have to practice good time management so that I can lay down by 10:30 every night. 12-12:30 AND 1AM ain’t getting it when I have to be up at 5am 6 days a week.
Why does Lil Mama exist?
Have you ever heard someone talk and knew right away that you were smarter than them? And they say stupid insensitive shit and are oblivious to the slight.
I just had a design/decorating idea! Use the 60’s/70’s color scheme of green, orange, and brown, but with contemporary more modern pieces.
HIS EYES ARE HAUNTING ME AGAIN, BUT IN A GOOD WAY.
There should be a This Is It after party somewhere full of Mike Music!!!!
Where is Sisqo? He is my 16 yr old fantasy baby daddy. And he is not gay!
Do you ever think that you were more in shape when you had sex? I’m celibate, but not by choice. Well I guess it is by choice because if you are giving it they are taking it. Guess I’m just not giving it.
I hate this. My creative book writing juices are oozing at an inopportune time. I’m at work. Crap!
Kitty Kat Eyes, Menace II Society, and Background Noise to Intercourse
Has a person’s looks ever grown on you? Someone’s has and it is weird. I honestly think it’s my eye-it is though. A twinkly cat eye-it is!
Was watching an episode of Family Guy and there was a marquee that said: The Tonight Show” The Background Noise to Intercourse Since 1992. I was rolling!
How does it feel to totally let yourself go? No inhibitions, just be what you are.
I just saw this dude who looks like Popeye the Sailorman Break-dancer.
I just saw an interestingly motley assortment of colored guys walking together. Puts me in mind of Kane’s crew on Menace II Society. One even had a baby in a pumpkin seat. I guess he was the Stacy of the bunch.
Was watching an episode of Family Guy and there was a marquee that said: The Tonight Show” The Background Noise to Intercourse Since 1992. I was rolling!
How does it feel to totally let yourself go? No inhibitions, just be what you are.
I just saw this dude who looks like Popeye the Sailorman Break-dancer.
I just saw an interestingly motley assortment of colored guys walking together. Puts me in mind of Kane’s crew on Menace II Society. One even had a baby in a pumpkin seat. I guess he was the Stacy of the bunch.
Roseanne
Watched the episode of Roseanne last night where Darlene haves her baby. Why is childbirth so hard? Everything has to be birthed so why is it so hard? David and Darlene are like my fave TV couple. For all of the half-assed raising that went on, Roseanne was a very attentive mother when need be. That cast did a really good job. I would just swear that they were really peoples. Wish the show would have lasted longer.
totally forgot about the sex dream I had about Robert Ri'chard
I totally forgot about the sex dream I had about Robert Ri'chard. Now that totally fucked up my psyche. It was so statutory! Ok, that wasn’t random…the recollection of the dream came when it was suggested that I check out a movie called Feast of All Saints that he stars in. Went to Blockbuster to have a movie night and the chick at the counter tells me I need a CA ID and a Credit Card to get a Blockbuster card. I am like WTF! So, I couldn’t see the movie.
My movie list:
Australia
Feast of All Saints
The Commitments
The Rocky Horror Picture Show
Whatever happened to Taquita and Kaui? I liked their show. Have you ever heard the truth in lyrics and delivery of Prince’s Beautiful Ones? I mean, you don’t have to be fancy to get your point across. That song is just all fire. Very direct and matter of fact like.
It’s official: Mica Paris’ version of You Put a Move on My Heart is better than Tamia’s version.
My movie list:
Australia
Feast of All Saints
The Commitments
The Rocky Horror Picture Show
Whatever happened to Taquita and Kaui? I liked their show. Have you ever heard the truth in lyrics and delivery of Prince’s Beautiful Ones? I mean, you don’t have to be fancy to get your point across. That song is just all fire. Very direct and matter of fact like.
It’s official: Mica Paris’ version of You Put a Move on My Heart is better than Tamia’s version.
I Don't Know- A Poem
I don’t know. I just really don’t know. And what I do know is frightening. What I do know is that I am lost. I know where I want to go, but have no clue on how to get there. I know that I am sad 78% of the time. The other; I just teeter between Ok and pretty OK. I can’t say that I am happy about one particular thing right now. I’m pretty OK with being alive I guess. It’s just like I’m going through the motions, but getting no real satisfaction. The one thing, place, person that brought me true happiness; to the point of giddy fits now brings me the most sadness. I lower my head, put my hands over my ears, and wince in pain. Closing my eyes and hoping that I would just all go away. Wishing that I could just go away. People say brighter days will come, but I don’t see how. When I’m a blind hermit crab, burrowed into the sand at the deepest, darkest spot in the Indian Ocean. Come to me and whisper words of peace because if you don’t I just might die down here.
September 21 2009
September 21 2009
I feel poetic this morning. Last night as I was searching for vocal coaches I happened upon a statement from some Asian guy, the former President of the ATV Catalog. He had nothing but nice things to say. He even included a picture of him and Mike Looks to be the same photo shoot everybody got in on at the beginning of one of those BAD tour legs with the gray background.
I feel poetic this morning. Last night as I was searching for vocal coaches I happened upon a statement from some Asian guy, the former President of the ATV Catalog. He had nothing but nice things to say. He even included a picture of him and Mike Looks to be the same photo shoot everybody got in on at the beginning of one of those BAD tour legs with the gray background.
Stevie Wonder just slays me
Finally watched the 1st Episode of The Brian McKnight show and Steve said he wrote Until You Come Back To Me (Aretha) when he was 14. Good Golly! I wish songs came to me like that. Maybe I can get some help turning my poems and thoughts into songs one day. I got the words, but not the melodies.
David and Darlene
There is something about David and Darlene's relationship on Roseanne that I can identify with. I can't put my finger on it. Some of their moments I am all too familiar with. Sometimes it feels so familiar that I have to turn away from the TV and I get butterflies. They are so cute in a weird way. They worked. They really worked.It reminds me of my unconditional love for someone I was in Poverty with over a decade ago. Life, funny how there's a road we all must travel. Broad spectrum of thought and existence.
being human...these feelings are life
god I just feel so hopeless in all areas of my life. I just don't even know how to deal. I am officially in a crisis of massive emotional and mental proportions. I'm just listening to sananda concert performances on his website and debating on whether or not to go out and brush the dog and maybe go take granny's bday present to her since I cant see her on her bday.
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