August 21 2009
Yesterday I was listening to Big Boy in the morning. Mike apparently hasn’t been buried and is in a freezer at Forest lawn. Joe been talking like he is supposed to be buried on his birthday then it got pushed back to the 31st. Now they are talking about September 3rd. The brothers got ok’d for a reality show on A&E and claim that it was in the works before Mike passed. I had been hearing about the prospect for a minute now so it could have very well been in the works before he passed. I’ll be glad when I get to the internet so I can look for Mike Bday events. I want to go to Neverland. I kind of want to figure out if I can take his birthday off in case there is something going on earlier in the day.
5 o’clock in the morning has officially kicked my ass. I don’t know how much longer I can go on like this. I can just NEVER get enough sleep.
You ever have a dream and don’t remember what it was about, but you don’t feel right when you wake up? It’s like the remnants are haunting me in a disturbing way.
Why was there a million hours of Project Runway last night? I was sleepy as hell and had to record the Models of the Runway show. I didn’t know Santino was on Runway. I remember from RuPaul’s Drag Race. All of that shit he was talking and his line was atrocious. He’s huge too! Big Bird-esque. I want Korto to make one of my wedding day dresses I just love everything she makes. The new people….glad Ari is gone. She bothered me with her aloofness. That gay Ramon former neurosurgeon dude looks like Chance from I Love New York. I’m interested din seeing more of Epperson.
Oh, now that my 3 months TV hiatus is over, I was able to catch a glimpse of Conan O’Brien on the Tight Show and my mind is at ease. He brought his blue set with i'm and Andy Richter and some of the band members are back. I was so afraid he was going to have to abandon the very things and comedic format that made him a success in the first place. I hope his ratings get better. I won’t be watching the show, but I hope someone does. Haven’t watched late night TV religiously since early college.
I might have run over a very light colored desert mouse/rat on my way home the other night. It’s like that white mouse with the disease episode of Tom & Jerry or something.
Why is Keith Richards still alive? He falling out of trees and shit. Guess the cocaine preserves in all forms.
I just have t reiterate how interesting it is to talk to other colored peoples about white folks and America. It’s really eye opening. Now if only we can move this dialogue in a productive, powerful direction we could take over the world…well at least try to takeover r the world every night like Pinky & the Brain.
Sunday, August 23, 2009
Back to Patti and Spike Lee MJ Party
August 20 2009
So Patti Labelle was alright. No long note holding and taking us to church. She just sang. I don’t know if it was because she was old or cold. Yea, this wasn’t an awards show Patti performance. Most people didn’t even get up out of their seats. I’m glad I went though…James brown will not happen again. The Hollywood Bowl is a good venue, but it was getting chilly out there. Some Disco Fever concert is coming with Chic and the Village People and some other 70’s people. Ooh and Natalie Cole is coming too. I need more discretionary income. I’d go see Natalie Cole, the Disco people and Hall & Oats on GP. Oats looks like a molester or something. He has always struck me as spooky. Maxwell is coming again. When I first heard the commercial last night I was all excited, but now that I’ve slept on it I don’t see how this show is going to be much different from his show in November. Not enough time has passed.
Spike Lee is hosting a Mike Birthday Party in Brooklyn. I want to go, but flying to NYC just may not be in the budget right now. I wish that life were a little bit easier for me. How do you go on after such a loss? Like, I’m living, working, and even praying, but I still struggle. I don’t even want to feel anymore. I wish I were a cyborg.
Back to Patti…when she first came out singing A New Attitude it seemed promising…then the hawk swooped and she started murmuring like a Jackson. She has someone bring her some more clothes. She sang Walk Around Heaven All Day and that made me cry. She gave a shout out to the homies who ain't here no mo. Any time someone says Mike’s name I get butterflies. She said Farrah Fawcett and I was wondering why. I forgot what Luther died of. Man, she seems lonely. Her mom, dad and three sisters all passed and she’s divorced. Divorced ain’t the biggie, but it would suck to be the last one left out of your immediate family. Dunno if she has any brothers.
So Patti Labelle was alright. No long note holding and taking us to church. She just sang. I don’t know if it was because she was old or cold. Yea, this wasn’t an awards show Patti performance. Most people didn’t even get up out of their seats. I’m glad I went though…James brown will not happen again. The Hollywood Bowl is a good venue, but it was getting chilly out there. Some Disco Fever concert is coming with Chic and the Village People and some other 70’s people. Ooh and Natalie Cole is coming too. I need more discretionary income. I’d go see Natalie Cole, the Disco people and Hall & Oats on GP. Oats looks like a molester or something. He has always struck me as spooky. Maxwell is coming again. When I first heard the commercial last night I was all excited, but now that I’ve slept on it I don’t see how this show is going to be much different from his show in November. Not enough time has passed.
Spike Lee is hosting a Mike Birthday Party in Brooklyn. I want to go, but flying to NYC just may not be in the budget right now. I wish that life were a little bit easier for me. How do you go on after such a loss? Like, I’m living, working, and even praying, but I still struggle. I don’t even want to feel anymore. I wish I were a cyborg.
Back to Patti…when she first came out singing A New Attitude it seemed promising…then the hawk swooped and she started murmuring like a Jackson. She has someone bring her some more clothes. She sang Walk Around Heaven All Day and that made me cry. She gave a shout out to the homies who ain't here no mo. Any time someone says Mike’s name I get butterflies. She said Farrah Fawcett and I was wondering why. I forgot what Luther died of. Man, she seems lonely. Her mom, dad and three sisters all passed and she’s divorced. Divorced ain’t the biggie, but it would suck to be the last one left out of your immediate family. Dunno if she has any brothers.
August 19 2009
August 19 2009
At the Patti LaBelle concert. Mike Farris opened for her. I’ll bootleg a song or two. He has a blues/gospel/Sam & Dave feel.
I saw this old white dude that looks like Grady from Sanford & Son. I mean…old man brown slacks and beige shirt with suspenders. This Asian due at the Quiznos had really nice lips. Just subtle. He could be a lady boy though
Yooooo! Kelita Smith came in B&B Works today. She looks really cute and natural. Better than on TV. She and her boyfriend (think) were very down to earth. Bought some orange ginger lotion. I love that scent. It’s refreshing. Gave me tix to some concert for a group called Strangefinger. Looked them up and they do soft rock. Not a bad sound, but I don’t know if I’ll find people to go with me. I may try to give them away at work.
At the Patti LaBelle concert. Mike Farris opened for her. I’ll bootleg a song or two. He has a blues/gospel/Sam & Dave feel.
I saw this old white dude that looks like Grady from Sanford & Son. I mean…old man brown slacks and beige shirt with suspenders. This Asian due at the Quiznos had really nice lips. Just subtle. He could be a lady boy though
Yooooo! Kelita Smith came in B&B Works today. She looks really cute and natural. Better than on TV. She and her boyfriend (think) were very down to earth. Bought some orange ginger lotion. I love that scent. It’s refreshing. Gave me tix to some concert for a group called Strangefinger. Looked them up and they do soft rock. Not a bad sound, but I don’t know if I’ll find people to go with me. I may try to give them away at work.
Question for The Jacksons
Question for The Jacksons:
Why do you want someone to shake their mighty, funky, greasy, lovely booty?
Why do you want someone to shake their mighty, funky, greasy, lovely booty?
K-Ci and Downtown LA
K-Ci from Jodeci looks slightly Ninja Turtle-esque. Like the ugly duckling ninja turtle.
LA actually looks like a city near downtown. If I had to stay here I’d move into LA proper. The commuter bus took the streets the other day and the area Northeast of downtown reminds me of the streets of the Beat It video…but during the daytime.
LA actually looks like a city near downtown. If I had to stay here I’d move into LA proper. The commuter bus took the streets the other day and the area Northeast of downtown reminds me of the streets of the Beat It video…but during the daytime.
People sleep on Diana Ross’ Muscles (the song). That is a well made song. Now the video is the second wackest thing I have ever seen in my life, but the song is goof. It has peaks and valleys and crescendos and stuff. And I ain’t just saying that because Mike wrote it. Muscles was their snake. See The Picture. The song has a spirit. It floats high above you or something like the white puppy dragon on the Neverending Story. Hey, you can hear Mike on background vocals. He is very good at creating drama in his compositions. This song should be included in a Broadway musical. It would go over very well in a live venue with a sexed up cast.
Together Again by Janet
OMG, I am listening to Together Again by Janet and these lyrics are for me and Michael! An upbeat kind of sad. I’m serious too…I used his full first name.
amy winehouse
Ok, 2 years later I am feeling Amy Winehouse’s music. She’s still going to die. She still looks like a Neanderthal. I wouldn’t touch her for fear that you’ll probably contract Hepatitis G or something. She’s the human equivalent of a truck stop restroom.
Salsa Dance Number to Shake Your Body Down to the Ground
God, I have a salsa inspired dance number in my head when I hear Shakeabadadown. It’s been there for years. I see myself in a red sequined Dancing with the Stars looking number dancing with my husband at out wedding reception. And we are cutting up on the dance floor. I mean we are damn near professionals with pick up and spin around tricks and everything.
Why?
Why in the hell are tickets to the Mos Def/Erykah Badu concert $49.50? I paid less to see Patti LaBelle!
I’m looking at that picture of Mike for like 10 seconds straight now
I’m looking at that picture of Mike for like 10 seconds straight now. His sweater is kind of thin. I can see his white button up shirt through it. His transformation is just amazing. It’s like some really cool 25 years in the making magic trick of mutation or something. I am intrigued by the science of it.
Shakeabadadown always conjures up images of Randy and his long legs and short torso with vertical stripped spandex pants on. Where do you balls go in garments like that? He transitioned between the keys and background singing and dancing well. One time he slid into place just in time. It looked seamless, but I know he barely made it to his spot. He did such a good job writing and producing as a teen. I would be interested in hearing what he is capable of after 1983.
Shakeabadadown always conjures up images of Randy and his long legs and short torso with vertical stripped spandex pants on. Where do you balls go in garments like that? He transitioned between the keys and background singing and dancing well. One time he slid into place just in time. It looked seamless, but I know he barely made it to his spot. He did such a good job writing and producing as a teen. I would be interested in hearing what he is capable of after 1983.
August 18 2009
August 18 2009
Where is Nikki from Brownstone? That chick was crazy with the vocal power.
Robin Thicke comes hard with the grooves. You can just put him on and video dance around the house or drive cross country. When you can travel to a person’s music…it’s lasting with a real imprint and personality to their music. It invokes feeling. I’d crash into a mountain if I had to drive for more than 15 minutes listening to Lil Wayne.
Damn you Hip Hop! The other day I wrote Little Richard as…Lil Richard
Where is Nikki from Brownstone? That chick was crazy with the vocal power.
Robin Thicke comes hard with the grooves. You can just put him on and video dance around the house or drive cross country. When you can travel to a person’s music…it’s lasting with a real imprint and personality to their music. It invokes feeling. I’d crash into a mountain if I had to drive for more than 15 minutes listening to Lil Wayne.
Damn you Hip Hop! The other day I wrote Little Richard as…Lil Richard
August 17 2009
August 17 2009
What happened to real R&B male vocalists? Man, black music sucks these days. Shout out to:
James Ingram
Peabo Bryson
Luther
Freddie Jackson
Jeffrey Osborne
Ooh, and where is Jesse Powell? He really channeled EJ from Enchantment with his vocal delivery.
I can’t even listen to Mike today. I had to skip to the next song when I Can’t Help It and You Can’t Win came on. I couldn’t even get into Centipede because he sings back up vocals. (sigh)
What’s up with people with weird shaped heads? All lop sided and oblong. If I had a kid whose head was still odd shaped after shaping it…I’d get them a headectomy. It’s just so off-putting to look at them without gawking.
What happened to real R&B male vocalists? Man, black music sucks these days. Shout out to:
James Ingram
Peabo Bryson
Luther
Freddie Jackson
Jeffrey Osborne
Ooh, and where is Jesse Powell? He really channeled EJ from Enchantment with his vocal delivery.
I can’t even listen to Mike today. I had to skip to the next song when I Can’t Help It and You Can’t Win came on. I couldn’t even get into Centipede because he sings back up vocals. (sigh)
What’s up with people with weird shaped heads? All lop sided and oblong. If I had a kid whose head was still odd shaped after shaping it…I’d get them a headectomy. It’s just so off-putting to look at them without gawking.
August 16 2009
August 16 2009
I was thinking about this dude’s story in the Commemorative Ebony. He was the first president of the J5 Fan Club and went on to be someone in their inner circle. He said sometimes Mike would want to drive on of his cars so he’d say “Hey (so in so), come ride with me.” He said he never went too far. It made me feel guilty of my love. Is it my kind of love that kept him in the house? I always say that if I ever had the chance to meet him I’d get scared and run in the opposite direction. Did my kind of love and that more extreme than mine surround him in an imprisoning hug? I almost feel selfish for loving him. What about what he wants?
I was thinking about this dude’s story in the Commemorative Ebony. He was the first president of the J5 Fan Club and went on to be someone in their inner circle. He said sometimes Mike would want to drive on of his cars so he’d say “Hey (so in so), come ride with me.” He said he never went too far. It made me feel guilty of my love. Is it my kind of love that kept him in the house? I always say that if I ever had the chance to meet him I’d get scared and run in the opposite direction. Did my kind of love and that more extreme than mine surround him in an imprisoning hug? I almost feel selfish for loving him. What about what he wants?
I’m having a bad Michael day...looking out the window on the 9th floor
I’m having a bad Michael day. I’m tearing up to BAD and that’s my Super Duper Happy Song…its 45 seconds later and now I’m happy off the same song. Weird swinging of the emotional pendulum.
I was looking out of the window…at work on the 9th floor and you can see Dodger Stadium. Then I thought…WOW, although this building didn’t exist back then…The Jacksons did Victory Tour there in 1984. And this view existed. You could have probably seen the lights and heard the pyrotechnics from this POV and POH (Point of Hearing). It’s kind of one of those…if a tree falls in the forest and no one is around does it make a sound type of situations. Just because this building didn’t exist doesn’t mean that this view didn’t exist. It has been here forever…just wasn’t a human up high enough to bare witness. Sometimes I get really deep and make my self go humh over the stuff I come up with. Case in Point, that Dodge Stadium view thought…3 cliché poetry finger snaps.
Why is Brian McKnight still alive?
I was looking out of the window…at work on the 9th floor and you can see Dodger Stadium. Then I thought…WOW, although this building didn’t exist back then…The Jacksons did Victory Tour there in 1984. And this view existed. You could have probably seen the lights and heard the pyrotechnics from this POV and POH (Point of Hearing). It’s kind of one of those…if a tree falls in the forest and no one is around does it make a sound type of situations. Just because this building didn’t exist doesn’t mean that this view didn’t exist. It has been here forever…just wasn’t a human up high enough to bare witness. Sometimes I get really deep and make my self go humh over the stuff I come up with. Case in Point, that Dodge Stadium view thought…3 cliché poetry finger snaps.
Why is Brian McKnight still alive?
Favorite Janet Songs
Favorite Janet Songs:
Come Back To Me
Alright
I Get So Lonely
Escapade
Shake It Like You’re Working The Poll (Don’t Stop)
So Much Betta
Runaway
Miss You Much
Together Again
Funny How Time Flies
*Scream by default cause Mike is on there
Come Back To Me
Alright
I Get So Lonely
Escapade
Shake It Like You’re Working The Poll (Don’t Stop)
So Much Betta
Runaway
Miss You Much
Together Again
Funny How Time Flies
*Scream by default cause Mike is on there
Funny ass song lyric
“I shuuush girl and shush your lips. Do the Helen Keller and talk with your hips.” That is a funny ass song lyric.
Rollover accidents, Whitney's crackhead ass, Benny Goodman, and Lady Gaga
Why are there always rollover car accidents in California? I mean, I saw a car lying on its side in the middle of the 210 on ramp at like 6:30am this morning. Ridiculous! What, you get in trouble and start turning the wheel like a stuntman? I don’t get it. I come from a place with snow and ice and had never seen cars belly up on their sides. Folks here can’t drive or they panic like hell.
Damn, Whitney Houston is old enough to be my momma. She turned 46 on August 9th. CRACKHEAD! I am so through with her. She disappointed the hell out of me. I’m just done. The same ay I’m done with Marion Jones.
Benny Goodman sounds like an episode of Tom & Jerry. Go Clarinet! There aren’t any popular clarinet players these days. Segregated Ass 1940’s! Wait, did he play some kind of other-arinet?
Lady Gag is one ugly chick. Even with a face full of make up she looks like an owl.
Damn, Whitney Houston is old enough to be my momma. She turned 46 on August 9th. CRACKHEAD! I am so through with her. She disappointed the hell out of me. I’m just done. The same ay I’m done with Marion Jones.
Benny Goodman sounds like an episode of Tom & Jerry. Go Clarinet! There aren’t any popular clarinet players these days. Segregated Ass 1940’s! Wait, did he play some kind of other-arinet?
Lady Gag is one ugly chick. Even with a face full of make up she looks like an owl.
The No Home Zone, Big Nasty Burgers and too much cologne
The No Home Zone
As much as I want a new start, I’m scared. I’m tired of always having to start over. I live a nomadic lifestyle. Changing course as the wind blows. How long I’ll stay no one really knows. To have roots. To belong. To be missed and wanted. Does anyone really care? Does anyone really understand I exist out of a ledge all by myself? Looking out on the large expanse of the world; wishing if just for once I’d have a love. I’d have genuine friends. I’d have a home.
It is funny to read your notes and see that you were falling asleep while writing. It just turns into chicken scratch and the scribbles. I tend to fall asleep and mess up the part of the notes that I really need.
Jack In A Box…yea. Don’t try the Big Cheeseburger. I took like 4 bites and then went to McDonald’s for a 4 piece chicken mcnuggets. I would not recommend the Big Nasty Cheeseburger. The Oreo Shakes are good though.
Its’ ridiculous when you can smell someone’s cologne from inside their care with the windows rolled up. Brotha doused himself early this morning.
Where is Faith Evans?
As much as I want a new start, I’m scared. I’m tired of always having to start over. I live a nomadic lifestyle. Changing course as the wind blows. How long I’ll stay no one really knows. To have roots. To belong. To be missed and wanted. Does anyone really care? Does anyone really understand I exist out of a ledge all by myself? Looking out on the large expanse of the world; wishing if just for once I’d have a love. I’d have genuine friends. I’d have a home.
It is funny to read your notes and see that you were falling asleep while writing. It just turns into chicken scratch and the scribbles. I tend to fall asleep and mess up the part of the notes that I really need.
Jack In A Box…yea. Don’t try the Big Cheeseburger. I took like 4 bites and then went to McDonald’s for a 4 piece chicken mcnuggets. I would not recommend the Big Nasty Cheeseburger. The Oreo Shakes are good though.
Its’ ridiculous when you can smell someone’s cologne from inside their care with the windows rolled up. Brotha doused himself early this morning.
Where is Faith Evans?
Ceelo, Ray Charles, and the Temptations version of A Song For You
Yo, Ceelo was drawing from Earth, Wind & Fire. I’m listening to Serpentine Fire and this is very Ceelo-esque. WHOA, the bridge part of Closet Freak IS Serpentine Fire! Awesome! Wish I had the internet, I’d limewire this song. I miss funk bands.
Damn, Ray is killing Blue In The Night right now. That dude was thorough. It’s so different from Ledisi’s version, but just as great. This is a great song. Once you put your spin on it you just make it POP.
Ok, Steve Harvey can sing. He was singing A Song For You…The Temptations version and he was in his Zen Mode. I mean he was feeling it and sounding good. Hitting all of Dennis Edwards’ notes. That song is very spirited, very. It’s up there with Donny’s version. Dennis Kilt It! St. Louis Baby!
Damn, Ray is killing Blue In The Night right now. That dude was thorough. It’s so different from Ledisi’s version, but just as great. This is a great song. Once you put your spin on it you just make it POP.
Ok, Steve Harvey can sing. He was singing A Song For You…The Temptations version and he was in his Zen Mode. I mean he was feeling it and sounding good. Hitting all of Dennis Edwards’ notes. That song is very spirited, very. It’s up there with Donny’s version. Dennis Kilt It! St. Louis Baby!
August 14 2009 Sister Odell is back
August 14 2009
Sister Odell is back talking about this coming Sunday. The Old Folks Choir is doing the Thriller video because they are almost dead. No make up needed. The 5 Blind Boys from Alabama are playing the Jackson 5. The mother of the church will be playing Katherine. The Deacon/ Joe Jackson is going to reenact whupping the J5/Blind Boys in the basement when they mess up during rehearsals.
Sister Odell is back talking about this coming Sunday. The Old Folks Choir is doing the Thriller video because they are almost dead. No make up needed. The 5 Blind Boys from Alabama are playing the Jackson 5. The mother of the church will be playing Katherine. The Deacon/ Joe Jackson is going to reenact whupping the J5/Blind Boys in the basement when they mess up during rehearsals.
Sometimes-A Poem
Sometimes I just want to stare deeply into your eyes and be caught in the trance that is you. Sometimes that’s what I want to do. But if for no other reason, I want to be loved by you. To be worthy of, to be noticed by, is enough to make my day. My life even. I am a peon wandering the streets of Soulsville. Looking for a scrap of meat and a warm place to lay my head. Would be nice if it were in your bed. But that’s alright. Just standing in the bitter cold, looking through the frost on your bedroom window is enough for me. Because I have you, in this small little tiny place in my heart. It’s like I’m keeping your name in that metal box on my earring like Pilate. So I’ll know who I am. And who I am is a girl so in love with you that reason flies out of the window, time ceases to exist , and I lose my sense of self when you acknowledge my presence.
Mike on the MP3 and Tupac Baby Momma's APT
I need to listen to mire Mike on my MP3 player. I’m hearing cool little things like all of the extra guitar playing. His music is gently stroking my eardrums. Almost like a lulling affect.
On the commuter bus route home I see these apartments that look just like Tupac’s baby momma’s complex on poetic justice. Lincoln Heights is the hood from what I can see.
On the commuter bus route home I see these apartments that look just like Tupac’s baby momma’s complex on poetic justice. Lincoln Heights is the hood from what I can see.
HELL HAS INDEED FROZEN OVER
When, well IF I get married the invitation envelopes will read in large print across the back HELL HAS INDEED FROZEN OVER. And that will be the indicator that I am jumping the broom.
I am apparently old
Funny how people talk to you all oblivious. A girl commented on the fact that some dude is 27 and he doesn’t look that old (emphasis on OLD). Little did she know...I’m 27 too. So in her eyes I am old. Maybe I should take it as a compliment, I don’t look my age.
others who should be dead
Why are the rest of them Bee Gee’s still alive? There are millions of people I’d like to make a trade for. Will you take Ozzy Osborne? Wait, he going straight to hell. Ain’t passing go, ain’t gonna collect 200. That would be an unjust trade though, so never mind.
The Steve Harvey Morning Show- Sister Odell
The Steve Harvey Morning Show
Sister Odell said her church is having a tribute to Michael Jackson this Sunday. They are singing all of his songs with gospel lyrics.
Thriller Thriller Night= Jesus Jesus Christ
Billie Jean= Lucifer is not my lover. He just the devil.
Remember The Time=Do you remember he’s mine. He is my lord.
Everybody on the usher board is going to wear one glove. The pastor‘s robe is going to be silver. The choir won’t march in. They are going to come in like the gangs on the Beat It video.
There will be no choir robes. They are going to wear Thriller Jackets. Sister Odell is wearing a Michael Jackson wig. The Pastor is wearing loafers and white socks and is going to put his hair back in a ponytail. The Deacon is playing Joe Jackson. He ain’t gonna answer no questions; just sit there is his hat. Sister Odell is also playing Ola Ray in the Thriller skit
THANK YOU LORD FOR THAT LAUGH. I LAUGHED UNITL I CRIED. I AM SURE THE TWO WHITE LADIES ACROSS FROM ME WERE TALKING ABOUT ME. I WAS LISTENING TO THE RADIO ON MY MP3 PLAYER AND THEY MAY NOT HAVE SEEN THE EARBUDS.
Sister Odell said her church is having a tribute to Michael Jackson this Sunday. They are singing all of his songs with gospel lyrics.
Thriller Thriller Night= Jesus Jesus Christ
Billie Jean= Lucifer is not my lover. He just the devil.
Remember The Time=Do you remember he’s mine. He is my lord.
Everybody on the usher board is going to wear one glove. The pastor‘s robe is going to be silver. The choir won’t march in. They are going to come in like the gangs on the Beat It video.
There will be no choir robes. They are going to wear Thriller Jackets. Sister Odell is wearing a Michael Jackson wig. The Pastor is wearing loafers and white socks and is going to put his hair back in a ponytail. The Deacon is playing Joe Jackson. He ain’t gonna answer no questions; just sit there is his hat. Sister Odell is also playing Ola Ray in the Thriller skit
THANK YOU LORD FOR THAT LAUGH. I LAUGHED UNITL I CRIED. I AM SURE THE TWO WHITE LADIES ACROSS FROM ME WERE TALKING ABOUT ME. I WAS LISTENING TO THE RADIO ON MY MP3 PLAYER AND THEY MAY NOT HAVE SEEN THE EARBUDS.
5am is kicking my ass and weaves in LA
August 13 2009
It’s official. I am so tired of getting up at 5:25am to get to work by 8am. My being is not cut out for these hours. I’m dying here! Also, I will never NOT heed my mom’s advice in regard to something she heard from Stella. Had a super nightmare. Very scary! Won’t go into detail but I am dream shocked, mortified.
There is an epidemic of black women in the streets of LA with bad weaves. It’s like they have weaves just to have them. Edges all nappy. Hair be tangled. Just take it out or relax the edges or something. C-O-N Spiracy!
It’s official. I am so tired of getting up at 5:25am to get to work by 8am. My being is not cut out for these hours. I’m dying here! Also, I will never NOT heed my mom’s advice in regard to something she heard from Stella. Had a super nightmare. Very scary! Won’t go into detail but I am dream shocked, mortified.
There is an epidemic of black women in the streets of LA with bad weaves. It’s like they have weaves just to have them. Edges all nappy. Hair be tangled. Just take it out or relax the edges or something. C-O-N Spiracy!
ShakeWars 2009
ShakeWars 2009:
Carl’s Jr’s (Hardees for the Midwesterners) vs. Sonic vs. Jack In A Box
And The Winner Is… Jack In A Box. That Oreo Shake for _ off (I had a coupon) was the best. I will now pay full price for them.
Carl’s Jr’s (Hardees for the Midwesterners) vs. Sonic vs. Jack In A Box
And The Winner Is… Jack In A Box. That Oreo Shake for _ off (I had a coupon) was the best. I will now pay full price for them.
I told ya’ll my lips be getting me in precarious situations
I told ya’ll my lips be getting me in precarious situations. I’m at the USA Mini pumping gas and this dude in a 1976 hoopty bug is mean mugging me. He eventually gets out and asks me do I know where to get some trees. I cannot count the times people have made comments in regard to weed on account of my dark lips. They are magically delicious.
Fear and aloneness
Phyllis Hyman’s All Alone is very fitting of the way I feel right now. No suicide here! I’m just sayin! Ooh, and Jazmine Sullivan’s Fear…because that’s pretty much what I share here…my fears. I need better posture.
Television sucks
Television sucks. My lack of TV for the past 3 months really has opened my eyes to the wackness of the tube. I hate the way Jada Pinkett looks. Saw the HawthoRNe show. Who writes that mess? Something ain’t right about her face. She looks like Scar from the Lion King at the eyes. There’s has an evil look to them. Yo, Lynn’s little brother from Girlfriends lays on some show called Leverage and he’s good. Makes me want to watch the show when I get TV. I’m jonesing for a new hairstyle.
Fuck Tony
Also, this morning there was a note on my car asking if I was interested in selling my vehicle, call Tony. Tony, Fuck you. Did I have a sign on my car that said for sale? That is some bold ass California shit! Hey, Fuck Tony is a Mitchell Brothers song.
Magazines
I am to the point where I have to stop buying magazines because they have tributes to Mike. Sister to Sister, The Source, Essence (who don’t even have him in the cover) put out tribute magazines. They aren’t that important; Especially The Source and Sister to Sister. Essence, Why he ain’t got a cover? Very wise people agree. He just needed a friend that didn’t want anything from him and that soooooo could have been me. Ebony and Jet are the cornerstones. They will be worth something some day. I am able to look at the picture now, but not for more than 5-6 second increments. Man, someone tried to sell me tickets to the Mike Benefit in Vegas for $129 a piece. Chile, Please! I could have went to see him in London for about $170…a tribute concert full of random people, I don’t think so. Yooo, the J. Randy Taraborelli book has been republished…you know the one where he says Mike’s lips were glossed to a subtle sheen at the Motown 25th. There are updates too. Interesting, but I won’t be buying it. Someone can get it for me for my birthday though. But I won’t personally spend money on something not endorsed by Mike. The book is a good read Tells a little about Janet and James and something about Mike running around the back yard naked and something about him just walking all up in their room unannounced all not-knocking like and sitting down to talk like they wasn’t in their room being married.. But I don’t know the accuracy of the story
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
Little Richard and Chuck Berry
I heard that Little Richard and Chuck Berry are supposed to be IN CONCERT! Now that should be interesting. Little Richard scares me. He is so old he’s getting those slave eyes with the blue ring around the iris like Joe Jackson.
The Fly Opera
You know, they are making The Fly into an opera! Jeff Goldblum could get it. He is my weird, older, and tall whatever the hell nationality he is baby daddy. Once again, I like his eyes!
Manly Stuff and songs I can't listen
I know what it is about Mike’s T Zone in the new favorite scary picture. He has a manly T Zone. Don’t ask me, but man-like is a good way to describe it. Yea, so in turn Billie Dee has a manly T zone. That picture haunts me. It really does feel like the eyes follow me. I can’t even look directly at it. This is a damn shame. Oh, and its official. I can’t listen to I Can’t Help It. I have moved past that song on my MP3 player several times.
The Strawberry Letter
After listening to the Strawberry Letter this morning; I’m starting to think some of these letters are staged.
Holding On
Holding on. Holding on to something and I’m not quite sure what it is. I’m not even sure of how it feels even though I’m holding it in my hands.
Manly Hugs...wich I had one right now
This is the last thing and I’m going to bed. In the new Vanity Fair a journalist shares her interviews and experiences with Mike over the years and she said she got a manly hug from Mike. It was nothing sexual, but since the last time they had seen each other the hug had changed. It was strong. Cool, I want a strong manly Mike hug!
In Retrospect...
You know, in retrospect, this is the only circumstance surrounding this madness that makes me GLAD that I wasn’t working in TV when the news hit, I just would haven’t been able to go on working. I would have had to go home. There is no way I would have been able to pull myself together to face the public. I stayed in the house for 2 days just being unemployed. I don’t even know how I drove the rest of the way home when I got the phone call from Tessa. I guess the lord was driving me because I don’t know how I could even see. I bet I scared passersby. I still can’t accept this. All of these books are coming out and credible people are speaking on it, but I’ll never stop holding out hope that it’s all a hoax. I don’t really want to acknowledge it. I don’t want merchandise that acknowledges it. I was having a cow on the inside the morning of the memorial because every damn thing the vendors was selling said DEATH! Sunrise, Sunset my ass! I get chatty and anal when I’m nervous. I was there, but I refuse to accept this. Gosh, being human sucks. I wish I were Bender. He wouldn’t give a rat’s ass. The frailty in the human condition is emotion.
This Spot Right Here!
Stupidest thing I’ve ever seen on the cover of anything. The National Enquirer has a picture and a title that says, “Michael Jackson died right here.” And there’s an arrow pointing to a spot on a bed with white linens. DUMB MCFUCKY FUCK FUCKS!
Care Free Curl
HAAA, Mike had a Care Free Curl! I was pondering that a while back in a past blog entry. Thanks Miss Lottie Claudie!
Ebony Commemorative Issue
I bought a new commemorative issue of Ebony. There is a difference between a Special Tribute Issue and a Commemorative Issue. Have you ever read something and had to just cuss out loud and kind of jump around. Michael Eric Dyson just made me do that, when reading his article about Mike in this new Ebony. Brought tears to my eyes too. I’m so tired of crying and feeling this way, I sometimes wish I could be hypnotized and forget. Is forgetting better than living with this pain? I live the dance of the mournful moth. Like, sometimes I just want to jump in head first and wiggle my toes, spread my fingers, and kick my legs in his music, in his world. But these days, sometimes when I get there the feeling is cold and I find myself clamming up, getting goose bumps, feeling nervous, and just wanting to run far far away and hide in the nearest bear’s cave.
Mike is Billy Dee Williams-esque
I set that pointing picture of the final rehearsal as my desktop. I really like that damn red shirt and for some reason that ensemble works…even though the pants and jacket have 2 totally different textures. MJ Cool posted some new pics on his MySpace and I copied one. It’s interesting. He looks really dude-ish and doesn’t seem all that happy. I don’t know if it’s a lack of happiness or a slightly blank stare or what. I dunno, he wasn’t too “must perform for the camera-ish.” It kind of scares me. Eye-itis…and I also flash back to that dream I had where I touched his face and he glared at me. He just looks like some dude. And for some reason I want to say that sweater is red although this picture is black and white. Something about his T- Zone reminds me of Billy Dee Williams. Wow, it’s amazing, the transformation. I still think his surgery is scientifically fascinating. Straight up, it’s just absolutely amazing! I bet he woke up sometimes, sneezed and his left eyelid itched. Just random nerve ending goofs. I don’t know, I’m just pondering in the way I sometimes do. Lord, why do I have this thing with eyes? Like, seriously, why? I’m going to make this my desktop as to force myself to take in the image. Oh, god it’s really big! Why is it so big? I might have to change this picture. Damn! I feel like his eyes are going to be following me around the room like those paintings on Scooby Doo. I know what it is about this picture. Mike looks hard. Like, hard like bout it or something. It’s a look and body language that imposes; that exudes strength.
How I Feel
How I feel doesn’t have to make sense. Sense doesn’t make my feeling any less valid. Yea, I said fuck the veterans and in that current state of mind, I meant that shit.
Observation...3 Birds
OK, Observation. There are 3 birds on the patio that won’t move. Usually birds are jumping to and fro looking for food, but these three birds haven’t moved in a good 10 minutes. The one on the table looks to be hurt. His wing isn’t neatly tucked like the others. Bird #2 is on the ground just sitting there and #3 is perched on a seat. They won’t leave the injured bird on the table. I sure hate that I have to get up and walk past their table. Uh oh, the 2 able bodied ones are coming over to my table and if this big ass pigeon don’t gone on somewhere! The injured bird looks like it wants to jump in a chair, but…damn they all just flew down the patio! Possibly injured bird didn’t go as far, but hey…this is good news!
Tasia Rino!
The pain in Fantasia’s voice speaks to me. I find myself fighting back the tears I cried when watching her sing Summertime live on Idol 5 years ago.
I talk to myself cuz there is no one to talk to
What do you do when you reply back to a statement you just made? Both being said aloud.
Obsessed
I saw obsessed yesterday. It wasn’t bad. Glad to know Idris didn’t actually indulge in the affair with the white chick. I like him better with facial hair. I loves the cut of his jib. Maybe I’ll find a black man from anther country. The fight scene between white chick and beyonce was stupid. That gossipy ass gay office assistant of his just royally fucked up his life.
Steve Harvey Show on KJLH
Today is the first day of the Steve Harvey Show; I think they are based out of LA now by the way they are talking. OMG OMG OMG! Tommy just broke me down. Steve is talking about how him and Stevie go way back and Tommy says, “You talking like ya’ll was slaves together.” That shit was funny! I’m tired of all of this dead air. I’m not sure if I’m gonna be able to stick with this show if production doesn’t get better.
Damn Commuter Bus
Being that the commuter bus got me to work 50 minutes early I took a walk to Little Tokyo to kill some time until the building opened. There’s a Buddhist Temple right across from the Japanese American Museum! Never see one, I am so excited!
Reflecting on what I wrote about my imaginary friendship with Mike
Reflecting on what I wrote about my imaginary friendship with Mike. OMG, we’re like Beta and Thomas J! I love that movie! It’s so good and so sad and just like Beta my friend died senselessly…and who’s in that movie? My Favorite Canadian, Dan Akroyd. I can play 6 Degrees of Michael Jackson several ways on that movie. I can name three off the top of my head.
Monday, August 10, 2009
Je Ne Pas La Fame De Nous!!!! Oh, it's so sexy!
Oh damn, I have the French version of I Just Can’t Stop Loving You. Ha, Mike’s singing in French! Every word ends in “ah”. Je Ne Pas La Fame De Nous. They go back to English for the ad-libs at the end. That is really damn cool. Once again, I have to pay attention to the stuff I have.
In my safe place where Mike and I are friends in 1975
I sit around and wonder a lot. Well, dream is more like it. I wouldn’t call it a daydream. I just imagine. Yea, imagine. I imagine we were friends and we’d just kill time together. Skip rocks and talk. Nothing major. Just talk about stuff we know, heard, saw, like, stuff we think we know, but in all actuality don’t have a clue. We’d play with sticks and twigs, lady bugs and rolly pollies, watch clouds. I’d watch him climb trees because I aint going up there. Well maybe to the first branch. All of this while talking. I can see us lying on the grass, sun in our eyes, watching clouds. There’s a slight hill leading down to a pond. Just chillin. I’d pick a twig out of his fro. I imagine us as teenagers though. Always have, when I imagine us being friends. We’re like 16-17.and he’ll say “Say” when initiating a question because it’s the 70’s and they said “say” a lot. We philosophize about stuff. Sometimes we agree. Sometimes we agree to disagree, but it’s always genuine. It’s always love. It’s one of those days when it’s like 80 degrees in the valley with a slight breeze. Those make for the best days to be outside here in Cali. We don’t talk about his work because it doesn’t matter. We don’t gossip. It’s like…learn each other 101 or something. It’s just such an easy feeling and there’s no boy/girl like to it. We are just friends who happen to be of opposite sexes. He’s a thinker. He thinks a lot. We have that in common. Thinking keeps me up at night. When we are in one of our comfortable silences he’ll sometimes ask me what I am thinking about I don’t know what I’m thinking about, but whatever it is or isn’t…I tell him. The time we share is coveted. I never imagine it ending. We just pick back up ever so often. I ask him about all of the stuff he sees while traveling. It’s like, the days never grow old. Night never comes. It’s always the same environment. For some reason I think we are at Hayvenhurst, but I don’t know why. I don’t even know if there is a pond there. There are never other people around. Birds sing in the distance. Everything is from my point of view therefore I never see myself. Maybe this is me longing for a friend I never had growing up. I never had that friend that I could always come back to. We moved around too much, I could never keep them. You know, this place…him….he’s my someone in the dark.
The lyrics go:
All alone wishing on stars
Waiting for you to find me
One sweet night I knew I would see
A stranger who’d be my friend
When someone in the dark
Reaches out to you
And touches on the spark that come shining through
It tells you never be afraid
When somewhere in your heat you can feel the glow
A light to keep you warm when the night winds blow
Like it was written in the stars, I knew
My friend, my someone in the dark is you.
( E.T. says Thank You)
Promise me we’ll always be
Walking the world together
Hand in hand where dreams never end
My star secret friend and me.
When someone in the dark
Reaches out to you
And touches on the spark that come shining through
It tells you never be afraid
When somewhere in your heat you can feel the glow
A light to keep you warm when the night winds blow
Look for the rainbow in the sky
Oh I believe you and I could never really say goodbye
Wherever you may be, I’ll look up and see someone in the dark for me
Wherever you may be, I’ll look up and see someone in the dark for me
This song is from the E.T. Story Book. I should force myself to listen to that one day. Love is something you cannot control. If it is for you, it is for you and you cannot help with whom you fall in love. For it just is and the two of you just are. Pure and simple; adoration.
The lyrics go:
All alone wishing on stars
Waiting for you to find me
One sweet night I knew I would see
A stranger who’d be my friend
When someone in the dark
Reaches out to you
And touches on the spark that come shining through
It tells you never be afraid
When somewhere in your heat you can feel the glow
A light to keep you warm when the night winds blow
Like it was written in the stars, I knew
My friend, my someone in the dark is you.
( E.T. says Thank You)
Promise me we’ll always be
Walking the world together
Hand in hand where dreams never end
My star secret friend and me.
When someone in the dark
Reaches out to you
And touches on the spark that come shining through
It tells you never be afraid
When somewhere in your heat you can feel the glow
A light to keep you warm when the night winds blow
Look for the rainbow in the sky
Oh I believe you and I could never really say goodbye
Wherever you may be, I’ll look up and see someone in the dark for me
Wherever you may be, I’ll look up and see someone in the dark for me
This song is from the E.T. Story Book. I should force myself to listen to that one day. Love is something you cannot control. If it is for you, it is for you and you cannot help with whom you fall in love. For it just is and the two of you just are. Pure and simple; adoration.
Mike got offered a part in Roots and The Diet
Whitney Houston looks like Cicely Tyson in that new photo of her floating around. Ooh, Mike got offered a roll in Roots but couldn’t take it because of a scheduling conflict with the Jacksons Variety Show. I wonder what role he was up for. I just really can’t imagine Mike playing a slave…well, maybe it would have been an interesting stretch…and he would have really looked earthy/dirty. My mom speculates Chicken George, but has no real premise for the guess. Kunta first came to my mind because he and LeVar are very close in age. You’d need some young dude to play The African. Ha, Mike in a loin cloth, he would have needed to eat more and beef up for that role. Read all he used to eat back in yesteryear (late 70’s maybe early 80’s) was raw veggies and fruits. That’s why he looked so gaunt. Maybe I’ll try that.The Michael Jackson diet. It’ll be like Jack Lalane’s juicer. Where is Dick Gregory? He was supposedly Mike’s spiritual advisor for a minute. What in the hell is a spiritual advisor? We’ll maybe they don’t have a license to preach or have a preachery title.
WOOSH, Chris Tucker, and dreams
I’m staring at my newest favorite Michael Jackson picture again. I just love it! I just like the angle and the way the light hits his eyes. I listened to Invincible today. I can hear a certain attack in the lyrics, there’s kind of a WOOSH that comes with the first syllable of phrases. That album is aiiight. Not something I usually listen to all the way through. I just love to hear him and Chris talk about getting that girl. It is hilarious! Aww, Chris. That dream I had about him was awesome [reference posting from June 27-28: “I realized something. My dream where I am Chris Tucker’s girlfriend won’t come true. In it Chris and I are sitting at the edge of the bed. We just came back from somewhere and I pitifully lay my head on his shoulder and say in my most innocent 5 yr old voice…Chris, I wonder what Michael’s doing. Chris, can we go to Michael’s house? I don’t think I dreamt long enough to see if he said yes or no”]
Heavy Bottoms
Mike’s songs always have a bottom. Like, a really meaty core. The percussion or bass is always such a heavy, resonating thing.
The morning after- Bilal Concert
August 8 2009
…the morning after. Bilal was freakin bananas! He kilt it! Sounds juts like he does on the records. RAW! He is a little guy. I love him in a smaller venue like the Conga Room. When I saw him at the Wiltern for that benefit he was potent, but he kept his energy subdued. Musiq showed up and jammed with him. They are good together. The band was super crazy to be so young. They all looked a good 22. They went all rock and roll on me. The music just felt so good. I was dancing all off beat…well off beat and rock n roll guitars go hand in hand with me. Sometimes I was just dancing with my eyes closed. Some Somalian chick was high on something because when Bilal took the stage she just went crazy. She was Jamaican/African dancing all off beat. It was like she was possessed. She turned around and kind of jumped in Niki’s face and yelled PRINCE! When Bilal hit one of them notes. It was weird; we don’t know her like that. She eventually moved closer to the stage and I’m glad. She even rolled her tube top up into a tube bra at 2 points in the show.
I just love the way he makes me move. In a lot of concerts I just kind of dance. At this one I was grooving. I did the 80’s dance (think Carlton) and a James Brown move and my dance I made up with the dog. I mean, the band even did some James Brown licks on the gee-tar! They just sat you in the funk seta and you couldn’t get out. Wish they would have jammed longer. I be the after party was live because of the energy of the show. Couldn’t stay for it though. Music is such a wonderful thing.
N’Dambi opened for him. She did a whole damn record full of songs. Her set was at least an hour long. I love her spirit and energy. The fact that she is able and willing to make funny faces and get lost in the music is cool. I liked her songs Sunshine and Insecurity. That fuckin Wit Choo song was cool too. She looked skinny and toned. She was thicker on the performances I’ve seen of her on YouTube. Music is such a motivator. She’s on Stax. It would be cool to work there because they won a lot of cool jazz. I think Stax is owned by Warner now. Her fro is immaculate. She can sweat and throw her head back and it falls right back into place.
Next…Patti LaBelle on the 19th.
…the morning after. Bilal was freakin bananas! He kilt it! Sounds juts like he does on the records. RAW! He is a little guy. I love him in a smaller venue like the Conga Room. When I saw him at the Wiltern for that benefit he was potent, but he kept his energy subdued. Musiq showed up and jammed with him. They are good together. The band was super crazy to be so young. They all looked a good 22. They went all rock and roll on me. The music just felt so good. I was dancing all off beat…well off beat and rock n roll guitars go hand in hand with me. Sometimes I was just dancing with my eyes closed. Some Somalian chick was high on something because when Bilal took the stage she just went crazy. She was Jamaican/African dancing all off beat. It was like she was possessed. She turned around and kind of jumped in Niki’s face and yelled PRINCE! When Bilal hit one of them notes. It was weird; we don’t know her like that. She eventually moved closer to the stage and I’m glad. She even rolled her tube top up into a tube bra at 2 points in the show.
I just love the way he makes me move. In a lot of concerts I just kind of dance. At this one I was grooving. I did the 80’s dance (think Carlton) and a James Brown move and my dance I made up with the dog. I mean, the band even did some James Brown licks on the gee-tar! They just sat you in the funk seta and you couldn’t get out. Wish they would have jammed longer. I be the after party was live because of the energy of the show. Couldn’t stay for it though. Music is such a wonderful thing.
N’Dambi opened for him. She did a whole damn record full of songs. Her set was at least an hour long. I love her spirit and energy. The fact that she is able and willing to make funny faces and get lost in the music is cool. I liked her songs Sunshine and Insecurity. That fuckin Wit Choo song was cool too. She looked skinny and toned. She was thicker on the performances I’ve seen of her on YouTube. Music is such a motivator. She’s on Stax. It would be cool to work there because they won a lot of cool jazz. I think Stax is owned by Warner now. Her fro is immaculate. She can sweat and throw her head back and it falls right back into place.
Next…Patti LaBelle on the 19th.
I feel...
I feel that I have what it takes to sing challenging songs, but it must be molded and refined to make the sound clean. I hear Pure Gold by The Clark Sisters.
Saltation and Berry Gordy
I can’t shake the feeling that Berry Gordy is salty about something. At the memorial he said something about not agreeing with some of his decisions. Then in..Wait I just re-read the Special Tribute Ebony…he makes a valid point. Berry goes on to say “The only problem that I feel Michael may have had was he was so good and so great and so powerful [that] he had nobody to tell him, ‘Michael you’re getting off track.’ I’m not sure he had that later on.” I agree with that. But I still feel he is salty about something. Why you gotta bring up old shit? All of that saltation! Uh oh, new word for being in a state of hate/haterism= SALTATION!
White people anomaly
Isn’t it an anomaly when white people are ashy?
What about people whose feet are so dry and callused that it looks like elephant hooves? I know elephants don’t have hooves, but that is how bad those people’s feet be looking.
What about people whose feet are so dry and callused that it looks like elephant hooves? I know elephants don’t have hooves, but that is how bad those people’s feet be looking.
Make Em Say Uhhh
Isn’t it a shame when “Make Em Say Uh” is a classic and you long for the days of No Limit as opposed to today’s dog dribble of rap songs?
Question about dreams
If you dream about babies does it mean someone is going to have fish? There were twin babies in my dream throwing up pesto.
Saturday, August 8, 2009
Had a moment to you are not alone
Driving home and had a moment in the car. 92.3 played You Are Not Alone and I forced myself to listen to it. It’s been 1 month and 2 weeks and it doesn’t get any easier. The first verse spoke to me and he made me smile, he made me cry, he made me feel ok with things…even if just for the duration of the song. Now I’m back to my mental anguish.
Thursday, August 6, 2009
August 6th- Feelin Good on my lunch break
Can I add extra ratings stars to my MP3 players? 5 stars is not enough to rate the Extended Version of BAD. I cannot reiterate how much I love this song. I feel like doing the MC Hammer. That's the problem with people these days...they don't happy dance. If I really did all of the stuff I do when dancing to Mike at home in PUBLIC...folks would have a good laugh. It's not about how you look. It;s about how the music makes you FEEL. I be doing the Jennifer Batten leg and everything...with my air guitar!
I'm about to act on this horoscope
You're ready to focus on more practical things now -- like your home. Of course, that can mean one of several things. You may want to do an entire makeover of a room from the ground floor up. But you may also be thinking about moving. Either way, you'll be happy to pull out all the stops and do it up big. Don't delay. It's time to make changes, both inside and out.
I need to find the Mike in his short shorts picture
Damn it all to hell! There’s a picture of Mike and Goofy looking kind of wild western with guns (I think) and Mike has on some red short shorts…and for some reason I don’t have it saved on my computer. Crappers! Yea, he’s not a shorts wearer so that is why I’m so mad I don’t have it. I emailed it to some people like 3-4 years ago.
Sexy Ass Scarecrows and good singers
On another note…reflections. There’s a picture of Mike and Marlon at Studio 54 back in the late 70’s and they are dancing with the Scarecrows from The Wiz…and them some sexy ass scarecrows! They are women with Las Vegas style outfits on. Get Down With The Disco! Ooh, I heard Ashanti is currently playing Dorothy on Broadway’s The Wiz. That is some bullshit. I want to go see the show when her understudy is there. Where is Stephanie Mills? I miss real singers. There should be a concert line up with Stephanie Mills, Regina Bell, Miki Howard, and Angela Windbush.
At The Laundromat…
At The Laundromat…
The Spanish channel is talking about Mike. Oh, shit Joe is talking about something. The footage is of him in a hotel. Hey, there’s a bottle of Simply Orange Orange Juice. His plastic surgery is interesting as hell, Joe’s. Man, I love Mike so much. How is this even possible? I see him and my eyes sometimes well up with water and not necessarily out of sadness. It’s like adoration and wonderment. I don’t expect most to understand.
The Spanish channel is talking about Mike. Oh, shit Joe is talking about something. The footage is of him in a hotel. Hey, there’s a bottle of Simply Orange Orange Juice. His plastic surgery is interesting as hell, Joe’s. Man, I love Mike so much. How is this even possible? I see him and my eyes sometimes well up with water and not necessarily out of sadness. It’s like adoration and wonderment. I don’t expect most to understand.
GET OUT OF TOWN CHARLIE BROWN! How Michael Jackson is related to the Frasier theme song
GET OUT OF TOWN CHARLIE BROWN! Ok, so the guy who wrote the theme lyrics to the show Frasier…is the same Darryl Phinnessee who sang background for Mike on the Bad and Dangerous tours and he and background at the Memorial! Small world! I mean, I have been watching Frasier since forever, but never even put the two together! Hot Damn!
Last night I had a dream. We were in Japan at a hotel. I can’t remember who all was there, but it was me and I think my little brother at age 14 or so and Mike and the kids, but the kids weren’t his kids they were some other random 5-6-7 yr old looking kids. Anyway me and my little brother are in two separate rooms out on each balcony looking down at the people and being silly with each other. Mike floats in (on my balcony) from wherever it is he floats in from and starts looking down at the people too. He was current day or at least circa 2001 Mike. His hair was like shoulder length and tapered or something. I want to say he had a bang or swoop or something. He wore a black suit, Couldn’t tell you the design or tailoring specifics. He was very comfy with leaning on the railing…that was loose. I wasn’t. He talked to people around us…entourage I guess and just watched the people. I don’t think the people down on the street noticed him. We were only like 2 floors up. He said something to me, what I don’t know, but his voice was deep and hoarse…maybe he had a cold. I think he gave me a noogie. I kind of took it with an “aww shucks fellas” kind of move. Then we went back to people watching. That’s all I remember. But it was KEWL!
Last night I had a dream. We were in Japan at a hotel. I can’t remember who all was there, but it was me and I think my little brother at age 14 or so and Mike and the kids, but the kids weren’t his kids they were some other random 5-6-7 yr old looking kids. Anyway me and my little brother are in two separate rooms out on each balcony looking down at the people and being silly with each other. Mike floats in (on my balcony) from wherever it is he floats in from and starts looking down at the people too. He was current day or at least circa 2001 Mike. His hair was like shoulder length and tapered or something. I want to say he had a bang or swoop or something. He wore a black suit, Couldn’t tell you the design or tailoring specifics. He was very comfy with leaning on the railing…that was loose. I wasn’t. He talked to people around us…entourage I guess and just watched the people. I don’t think the people down on the street noticed him. We were only like 2 floors up. He said something to me, what I don’t know, but his voice was deep and hoarse…maybe he had a cold. I think he gave me a noogie. I kind of took it with an “aww shucks fellas” kind of move. Then we went back to people watching. That’s all I remember. But it was KEWL!
Being a Michael Jackson fan is not for the faint of heart
August 4 2009
Being a Michael Jackson fan is not for the faint of heart. You have to be resolute in your love, respect and belief in him or there is no point in trying. It's an all consuming kind of love with rewards beyond your wildest drams...only if your heart and mind are open to the spiritual journey.
Being a Michael Jackson fan is not for the faint of heart. You have to be resolute in your love, respect and belief in him or there is no point in trying. It's an all consuming kind of love with rewards beyond your wildest drams...only if your heart and mind are open to the spiritual journey.
My Big fat Greek Wedding
Aug 3 2009
Last night I watched My Big fat Greek Wedding. That movie is great. I kind of wish I had a larger, louder family. I’m close to 30…maybe love will find me just as it did for Toula. Aunt Voula was a trip…the twin in the lump on her neck story killed me. The Bobopsy! She looks like Aunt Zora from that Greek episode of Frasier.
Last night I watched My Big fat Greek Wedding. That movie is great. I kind of wish I had a larger, louder family. I’m close to 30…maybe love will find me just as it did for Toula. Aunt Voula was a trip…the twin in the lump on her neck story killed me. The Bobopsy! She looks like Aunt Zora from that Greek episode of Frasier.
Today's Youth Sucks- So If you're 23 and under...this is for you
I am very proud to NOT be a part of the current generation. I look at these early 20 somethings and teens and laugh. Ya’ll look damn ridiculous with skinny jeans on and you weigh 175 and are trying to sag. Scarves around your neck like its cold in California and the gayest flock of seagulls haircuts ever. And please…the Mohawk is ONLY for Mr. T. And the music! Lord, at least my generation appreciates and respects the real music of generations past. Ya’ll all hopped up on Katy Perry, LMFAO and Lil Wayne “ain’t got shit to talk about" ass. I yearn for the days of feel good music. Today’s music doesn’t make me feel good. It’s so watered down and devoid of any kind of real emotion. All people talk about is drinking, sex, and cars, and money and jewelry and they can’t even find a clever way to say it. Remember when you didn’t know what the hell a song was about until you came of age and was like…OOOHHHH, EWWWWWW! But it was your jam. GENERATION X RULES!
I'm too through with Mariah
Mariah Carey is too old to be singing this crap she is singing. I mean, GOD, Obsessed? Plus, when in the hell did singers and rappers start having beef? This Eminem shit is stupid. Ya’ll all damn near 40 and carrying on like ya’ll are 15 in the halls of Central High School. Whatever this next album is…I don’t even think I’ll be bootlegging it. I have 6 Mariah albums and I believe this is where I jump off the wagon.
Music School?
I don’t know if music school is the thing to do. It takes too long. I’m grown and have officially dropped out of the school is cool race. School is cool only if it takes a year…plus with the lack of formal training…the audition phase would be a bear. On to finding another way.
Someone In The Dark
Some one in the dark has been playing in my head today. I’m afraid to listen to it. As much as it speaks to my heart I just know I’ll break down. I used one my favorite Mike phrases today…”I’m skerred Mac.” Well he says scared, but I’m from St. Louis so I say Skerred. I have feelings, but they are the same feelings I have been having for the past month and 8 days.
Saturday, August 1, 2009
Quote from Rev. Jesse Jackson about Mike
“He will be remembered as a musical genius, dance innovator and global icon. I can only imagine the ovation he experienced in heaven. I can see James Brown, Sammy Davis, Jackie Wilson, Marvin Gaye, Otis Redding, Sam Cooke, Elvis Presley, Frank Sinatra, Tchaikovsky, Mozart, Da Vinci and so many giants from whom he drew inspiration, welcoming him home.
~ Reverend Jesse Jackson (Ebony Special Tribute: Michael In His Own Words)
~ Reverend Jesse Jackson (Ebony Special Tribute: Michael In His Own Words)
My New Fave Mike Photo- The New Special Edititon Ebony Magazine
You know what I like, the little lines to the side of his eyes when he smiles. Accentuates his Jacksons cheek bones. The special edition of Ebony is finally on shelves. Beautiful book and I have another fave Mike pic. It’s of him on BAD tour in Japan and he looks to be doing his mime moves at the end of Human Nature. The camera is below him and it is at an angle that shows him looking up. You can kinda see straight up his nose, but the best part is his eyes. He is just looking straight up and I can really see him in there and it is just so beautiful. You know I have eye-it is. His eyelashes are all parted like he has on mascara.
See, his skin be looking fine. I wonder what he used for his acne. Did a great job. Proactive BB (Before Britney). I remember I was at Wal-Mart like year or two ago buying facial stuff and low and behold they still sell Porcelana. It’s the face stuff Mike and LaToya used to use in the 70’s…so I read. The Ebony book makes me happy. I really enjoy reading his words. Cool interviews…and I am happy to know that I have 9 of the 15 Ebonies with Mike on the cover. Thanks Johnson Publications. Never have a read a cover or article about Mike in Jet or Ebony that bought in to the sensationalism.
See, his skin be looking fine. I wonder what he used for his acne. Did a great job. Proactive BB (Before Britney). I remember I was at Wal-Mart like year or two ago buying facial stuff and low and behold they still sell Porcelana. It’s the face stuff Mike and LaToya used to use in the 70’s…so I read. The Ebony book makes me happy. I really enjoy reading his words. Cool interviews…and I am happy to know that I have 9 of the 15 Ebonies with Mike on the cover. Thanks Johnson Publications. Never have a read a cover or article about Mike in Jet or Ebony that bought in to the sensationalism.
Black Pastors and their 7 part titles
Why in current times Reverends of black churches have too many titles? Dr. Rev. Bishop Sir Mr. Pastor Jeffrey R. Jenkins, III.
I'm about to lose it...what ever IT is?
Have you ever felt that you were about to lose yourself? If you even know who you are and what you are losing in the first place.
California and Black People
California is weird. Here, you are not automatically cool with other black people that you work with. In the Midwest it’s a given and we take offense to those black people who don’t shoot the breeze with us. I need a Bluetooth.
Cracking the Mike Lyric Code
Yay, I just deciphered a Mike lyric. On Night Line he be ad-libing toward the end and I just usually sing gibberish when I don’t understand what’s going on. He said, “I want to talk to you” as only Mike can. Sometimes I get so used to the live version that I sing it that way with the recorded version. Like on Things I Do For You, instead of singing. “Took me to a palm reader so she could read my mind” he sings “Duke uh duke uh wuh dee so she could check my mind.”
an unfullfilling job
I am not the personality type to stay on an unfullfilling job just to have a job. If there is no fun or ease of environment…what is the point? Gotta step out on faith, as India Arie said.
a song that doesn’t make sense and GOALS
A testament to how a song doesn’t have to make sense: Come Together by The Beatles.
“He rollercoaster. He’s got early warning…he got mojo filter…” They had to have been on them shrooms. You know what. I’m going to make a point to learn the lyrics to that song. Mike Owns That Song! Another thing I’m going to learn…that one James Brown move where he puts his hand on the back of his head and holds out the other hand, snapping his fingers with that foot motion. Mike does it all the time. Tejai tried to teach me at the Mike Fan Event in Vegas. I felt real white, I couldn’t get it. Plus I had on flip flops. Goals, good to have them.
“He rollercoaster. He’s got early warning…he got mojo filter…” They had to have been on them shrooms. You know what. I’m going to make a point to learn the lyrics to that song. Mike Owns That Song! Another thing I’m going to learn…that one James Brown move where he puts his hand on the back of his head and holds out the other hand, snapping his fingers with that foot motion. Mike does it all the time. Tejai tried to teach me at the Mike Fan Event in Vegas. I felt real white, I couldn’t get it. Plus I had on flip flops. Goals, good to have them.
Why does it hurt so bad?
I have to force myself to listen to songs from Off The Wall. They seem to hurt the most
Bad Mike Day At Work- Understanding Why and the Secular Music Holy Ghost
July 31 2009
I thought I was gonna be laughing all day, but I woke up with the Chef’s POV of the goings ons that morning on my mind. What time was he supposed to get up? Why didn’t the Dr. go up w/ the oxygen tanks like he usually did at 9-9:30am? Why did he call Prince? I need answers. I need a timeline to help me understand how this could happen. From her version and position downstairs it seems like he didn’t wake up that morning. I was hoping the kids weren’t there. Damn!
8:05am…92.3 is playing Rock With You. Man, some songs are so bitter sweet. Got an email about Mike tattoos. As I am in a totally different mindset than most, I don’t see anything wrong with it. I wouldn’t get his face on me. But if I ever got drunk/crazy/brave enough his logo/initials would be cool. Or a glove or his tippy toe stance or maybe a profound quote of his. I’d want it right over my heart.
Glad to be making some money, but this situation is not ideal. It almost feels like a jail. My spirit feels shackled in this line of work. I think it’s the lack of creativity and sunlight.
Damn, guess Guy Black lost his job. Steve Harvey is coming back to KJLH on Aug 10th. I haven’t been in LA a good 3 years and Steve has been on 3 different stations. Michele’ is going to be at the Savoy on Sunday. Damn, there are too many concerts going on this summer. This is just so wrong. Stevie just said “I can’t end my last show without playing some Michael Jackson. I love you Michael.” Playing PYT. The dude and possible cookie pie really didn’t help. Guess I’ll only be getting 4 chuckles in. God, how do you go on? It’s just so hard. Let me bat my eyes to keep from crying. I’m losing my focus. I can’t take this. Stevie sounds like he is about to break down and I’ve been on the verge of crying for about 10 minutes on GP…well MP (Mike Principle).
The oldies station is playing Billie Jean. I just don’t really understand how a Mike song could come on and you not boogie. I have to flourish like a Jackson and make faces and smile and buck my eyes because it just be feeling so good. WHY IS LIZA MINELLI ALIVE? Wait, well if she passed that would make Mike sad so she can get a “live free” pass. I would sooooo trade Prince for Mike. I’m tired of being so sad, but it’s easier said than done. Everyday is a crap shoot. For the past 4-5 days I’ve been good. I was even able to make a joke at Mike’s expense yesterday. Today I am just so all over the place emotionally. One minute I’m dancing and smiling. The next I’m pouring my heart out in my journal and fighting back tears. I feel a scream inside of my chest. Kind of that “Nooooooooooo” scream and you fall to your knees in the middle of an empty parking lot at night. It should be raining and the POV or camera angle should be a long shot from above and in front of the object…that would aid the ambiance.
Rachelle Ferrell may not be the best person to listen to right now. She makes me cry when I am pleased with my life. Do any of you guys have physical reactions to music? I mean more than snapping fingers and patting feet. I make faces, jerk and sometimes hold my breath until they are finished with a note. I clap my hands randomly. Not an ovation, but a big thunderous loud clap at some point in the song where it seems warranted. I don’t think about doing it. My body just does it.
I thought I was gonna be laughing all day, but I woke up with the Chef’s POV of the goings ons that morning on my mind. What time was he supposed to get up? Why didn’t the Dr. go up w/ the oxygen tanks like he usually did at 9-9:30am? Why did he call Prince? I need answers. I need a timeline to help me understand how this could happen. From her version and position downstairs it seems like he didn’t wake up that morning. I was hoping the kids weren’t there. Damn!
8:05am…92.3 is playing Rock With You. Man, some songs are so bitter sweet. Got an email about Mike tattoos. As I am in a totally different mindset than most, I don’t see anything wrong with it. I wouldn’t get his face on me. But if I ever got drunk/crazy/brave enough his logo/initials would be cool. Or a glove or his tippy toe stance or maybe a profound quote of his. I’d want it right over my heart.
Glad to be making some money, but this situation is not ideal. It almost feels like a jail. My spirit feels shackled in this line of work. I think it’s the lack of creativity and sunlight.
Damn, guess Guy Black lost his job. Steve Harvey is coming back to KJLH on Aug 10th. I haven’t been in LA a good 3 years and Steve has been on 3 different stations. Michele’ is going to be at the Savoy on Sunday. Damn, there are too many concerts going on this summer. This is just so wrong. Stevie just said “I can’t end my last show without playing some Michael Jackson. I love you Michael.” Playing PYT. The dude and possible cookie pie really didn’t help. Guess I’ll only be getting 4 chuckles in. God, how do you go on? It’s just so hard. Let me bat my eyes to keep from crying. I’m losing my focus. I can’t take this. Stevie sounds like he is about to break down and I’ve been on the verge of crying for about 10 minutes on GP…well MP (Mike Principle).
The oldies station is playing Billie Jean. I just don’t really understand how a Mike song could come on and you not boogie. I have to flourish like a Jackson and make faces and smile and buck my eyes because it just be feeling so good. WHY IS LIZA MINELLI ALIVE? Wait, well if she passed that would make Mike sad so she can get a “live free” pass. I would sooooo trade Prince for Mike. I’m tired of being so sad, but it’s easier said than done. Everyday is a crap shoot. For the past 4-5 days I’ve been good. I was even able to make a joke at Mike’s expense yesterday. Today I am just so all over the place emotionally. One minute I’m dancing and smiling. The next I’m pouring my heart out in my journal and fighting back tears. I feel a scream inside of my chest. Kind of that “Nooooooooooo” scream and you fall to your knees in the middle of an empty parking lot at night. It should be raining and the POV or camera angle should be a long shot from above and in front of the object…that would aid the ambiance.
Rachelle Ferrell may not be the best person to listen to right now. She makes me cry when I am pleased with my life. Do any of you guys have physical reactions to music? I mean more than snapping fingers and patting feet. I make faces, jerk and sometimes hold my breath until they are finished with a note. I clap my hands randomly. Not an ovation, but a big thunderous loud clap at some point in the song where it seems warranted. I don’t think about doing it. My body just does it.
July 30th- Getting My 7 Chuckles In
July 30 2009
As Katt Williams would say, “Get yo 7 chuckles in.” Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha!
Mike would be so mad right now. Folks telling all his business. Especially, anything pertaining to his sexual exploits or inferring anything to hither of. That made no sense, but I wanted to use the word hither. Anyway, chile this is the juiciest news, the biggest development, the bestest thing since sliced bread and the freeing of slaves. If that dude is his kid, well shit, that would be sweet. I am not going to be able to focus for a good 2 days. Rumors have been swirling for years about ol’ dude, but no one ever spoke out on it. I didn’t even know he was at the memorial. I couldn’t see who all was in the front row and if I don’t know you by sight…well then shit. Mike got some cookie pie! Ahhhhhh! I will be experiencing small bursts of laughter for a minute. If it ain't true, oh well. At least I laughed and it ain’t like it’s the first lie that’s been told on him. I am just tickled. I don’t know how many more times I can say that. I am just cackling like a hen.
This all reminds me of those Mike Sex stories this chick used to post on one of the MJ Fan sites. That lady is such a good writer. I used to be enthralled and she’d keep writing installations and sometimes we had options of how we wanted the story to end. The majority vote would end up being how the story ended and picked up in the nest installment. I mean there were sex scenes, kids, domestic violence, Mama Kate, world travel, music studios, and all kinds of juicy stuff going on with her lady character and Mike. I remember one started back stage of the Bad tour. They were so good; I copied and saved them all to my computer for my reading pleasure. I attributed one story to judy_mj#1fan, but I don’t want to re-post anything without correct attribution…and I last read these a good 3 years ago. I can’t rightly read them now…they’ll just mess up my already fragile psyche. Guess I ain’t ready to delve into Mike and the possibility of sex yet. The only person he has ever openly admitted to relations with is Diana Ross. He said they were “lovers” in the Moonwalker book and I don’t rightly think that means anything else other than boinking. My mom and Kenny P. were all like, “Yea that was the rumor back in the day” and I was like “Eww, that is so nasty of her to watch him grow up and thing take his stuff when he HOPEFULLY came of age.” I’ll leave you with a gushy sex riddled Mike quote though:
“I just want to lay next to you for a while. You look so beautiful tonight. Your eyes are so lovely. Your mouth is so sweet. A lot of people misunderstand me. That’s because they don’t know me at all. I just want to touch you. And hold you. I need you. God I need you. I love you so much.”
~ Original Spoken Intro to I Just Can’t Stop Loving You
Damn I want to say something explicit, but I am afraid it will be going too far.
Ok, side bar. Did Mike have on contacts on the cover of BAD? His eyes ain’t never looked damn near hazel under no lighting conditions. I don’t know how I am going to sleep. 6 hrs and counting til I have to get up.
As Katt Williams would say, “Get yo 7 chuckles in.” Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha!
Mike would be so mad right now. Folks telling all his business. Especially, anything pertaining to his sexual exploits or inferring anything to hither of. That made no sense, but I wanted to use the word hither. Anyway, chile this is the juiciest news, the biggest development, the bestest thing since sliced bread and the freeing of slaves. If that dude is his kid, well shit, that would be sweet. I am not going to be able to focus for a good 2 days. Rumors have been swirling for years about ol’ dude, but no one ever spoke out on it. I didn’t even know he was at the memorial. I couldn’t see who all was in the front row and if I don’t know you by sight…well then shit. Mike got some cookie pie! Ahhhhhh! I will be experiencing small bursts of laughter for a minute. If it ain't true, oh well. At least I laughed and it ain’t like it’s the first lie that’s been told on him. I am just tickled. I don’t know how many more times I can say that. I am just cackling like a hen.
This all reminds me of those Mike Sex stories this chick used to post on one of the MJ Fan sites. That lady is such a good writer. I used to be enthralled and she’d keep writing installations and sometimes we had options of how we wanted the story to end. The majority vote would end up being how the story ended and picked up in the nest installment. I mean there were sex scenes, kids, domestic violence, Mama Kate, world travel, music studios, and all kinds of juicy stuff going on with her lady character and Mike. I remember one started back stage of the Bad tour. They were so good; I copied and saved them all to my computer for my reading pleasure. I attributed one story to judy_mj#1fan, but I don’t want to re-post anything without correct attribution…and I last read these a good 3 years ago. I can’t rightly read them now…they’ll just mess up my already fragile psyche. Guess I ain’t ready to delve into Mike and the possibility of sex yet. The only person he has ever openly admitted to relations with is Diana Ross. He said they were “lovers” in the Moonwalker book and I don’t rightly think that means anything else other than boinking. My mom and Kenny P. were all like, “Yea that was the rumor back in the day” and I was like “Eww, that is so nasty of her to watch him grow up and thing take his stuff when he HOPEFULLY came of age.” I’ll leave you with a gushy sex riddled Mike quote though:
“I just want to lay next to you for a while. You look so beautiful tonight. Your eyes are so lovely. Your mouth is so sweet. A lot of people misunderstand me. That’s because they don’t know me at all. I just want to touch you. And hold you. I need you. God I need you. I love you so much.”
~ Original Spoken Intro to I Just Can’t Stop Loving You
Damn I want to say something explicit, but I am afraid it will be going too far.
Ok, side bar. Did Mike have on contacts on the cover of BAD? His eyes ain’t never looked damn near hazel under no lighting conditions. I don’t know how I am going to sleep. 6 hrs and counting til I have to get up.
Why- A Poem
Why
July 30 2009
Why would you not want to soar over the highest cloud? Climb to the highest peak. Shine like the brightest star in the heavens? Why?
Why would you not want to taste the sweet nectar of honeydew? Feel the soft fur of a dandelion? Smell the aromatic sheen of strawberries? Why?
Why would you not want to close your eyes and imagine…you’re some place magical, mystical, majestic? Why?
Why wouldn’t you want to be happy? Sheerly delighted, tickled to the point of no return, ecstatically at peace? Why?
Why wouldn’t you want to thrive on energy? Run, skip, play, swing, laugh to the point of happy tears? Why?
Why wouldn’t you want to be liked, loved, welcomed, and hugged? Why?
Euphoria, that’s what you make me feel. That is where you take me. That is the hug you engulf me in and I never want to return to my world because here anything is possible and time is never of the essence.
July 30 2009
Why would you not want to soar over the highest cloud? Climb to the highest peak. Shine like the brightest star in the heavens? Why?
Why would you not want to taste the sweet nectar of honeydew? Feel the soft fur of a dandelion? Smell the aromatic sheen of strawberries? Why?
Why would you not want to close your eyes and imagine…you’re some place magical, mystical, majestic? Why?
Why wouldn’t you want to be happy? Sheerly delighted, tickled to the point of no return, ecstatically at peace? Why?
Why wouldn’t you want to thrive on energy? Run, skip, play, swing, laugh to the point of happy tears? Why?
Why wouldn’t you want to be liked, loved, welcomed, and hugged? Why?
Euphoria, that’s what you make me feel. That is where you take me. That is the hug you engulf me in and I never want to return to my world because here anything is possible and time is never of the essence.
Things I like about California
In a push for positivity, I am going to list the things I ACTUALLY like about California.
1. Smoothies
2. Avocados
3. Weather
4. All of the good concerts come here
5. Being able to interact with all kinds of colored people
6. Sunsets
7. Mountains
8. The opportunities available here, although I can’t seem to catch a break.
9. The ocean
10. Interesting desert birds
11. Sad and not a GOOD like, but being in LA to go to Hayvenhurst and Mike’s memorial. I’ll get some Neverland Grass yet Darren!
1. Smoothies
2. Avocados
3. Weather
4. All of the good concerts come here
5. Being able to interact with all kinds of colored people
6. Sunsets
7. Mountains
8. The opportunities available here, although I can’t seem to catch a break.
9. The ocean
10. Interesting desert birds
11. Sad and not a GOOD like, but being in LA to go to Hayvenhurst and Mike’s memorial. I’ll get some Neverland Grass yet Darren!
Thursday, July 30, 2009
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