Something horrible has happened. A man sat with me on the bus this morning. I hate him. I hate men who come and sit all gap legged. Fuck you and your balls! He got his fat ass arm touching mine. I can’t even write this down without touching his arm. Pasty faced bastard, I am filled with such an unwarranted hatred sometimes. I am just not happy in the morning. Now I might not be able to take my morning nap because this dude has brought my bus comfort level down to orange. It has colors like the terror alert system.
Today was a pretty decent day. Kicked it with the colleagues, bought some clothes, watched lost. Good times. Good times.
Tuesday, May 11, 2010
Monday, May 10, 2010
Why Mickey Rooney is pretty fly for an old white guy
Mickey Rooney. I totally agree. You are pretty fly for an old white guy. Music does suck today and the artists (if you can call them that) lack in substance.
You ever have something to say, but when it comes time to chronicle it you draw a blank. Maybe it was about Saturday. They no have Mike impersonators on Hollywood Blvd and the Incredible Hulk is just a fat white dude with his body painted green with torn up clothes on. Why was Batman just standing there kind of staring off into space with his Bat Mask off?!! Batman never takes his disguise off in public. He doesn’t take the duty of batman seriously.
Now all the major players in the movie version of The Wiz have passed, except Diana Ross. Guess she’s the Otis Williams of that movie.
You ever have something to say, but when it comes time to chronicle it you draw a blank. Maybe it was about Saturday. They no have Mike impersonators on Hollywood Blvd and the Incredible Hulk is just a fat white dude with his body painted green with torn up clothes on. Why was Batman just standing there kind of staring off into space with his Bat Mask off?!! Batman never takes his disguise off in public. He doesn’t take the duty of batman seriously.
Now all the major players in the movie version of The Wiz have passed, except Diana Ross. Guess she’s the Otis Williams of that movie.
Thursday, May 6, 2010
Why...
did I see Tyrese on George Lopez and he looks real swole at the face. Like he been eating hams. It was an old episode because they were talking about Teddy Pendergrass. And what season was it. This dude had on a quadruple breasted butterfly collared coat. He ain't cute unless he's emaciated.
I don't feel important. I don't ask for much from people, but I'd appreciate your time and your opinion ever so often.
I don't feel important. I don't ask for much from people, but I'd appreciate your time and your opinion ever so often.
Sunday, May 2, 2010
Cargate
Cargate is stressing me out. She does not want to accelerate from a stopped position. I couldn’t take my normal mooring bus nap. I finally fell asleep when we go on the 5 and when I woke up that All Cry At The Sam Time song was in my head. I wonder if I dreamed about him.
National Don’t Match Day and being Disappointed
4-27-10
Today was National Don’t Match Day.
I think maybe I make things out to be more than they are. I live in the past. Or maybe my expectations of people are too high. I expect them to be as thoughtful as I am. Maybe they can’t make time in their lives. I view it as some special thing. Something that made me a better person. Maybe we aren’t as close as I thought. Something biblical says do unto others as you’d have them do unto you, but I don’t get reciprocity. I’m tired of making the effort and no one reciprocates. Maybe its time to do what they’ve done and move on with my life. Thoroughly disappointed. Wow.
Today was National Don’t Match Day.
I think maybe I make things out to be more than they are. I live in the past. Or maybe my expectations of people are too high. I expect them to be as thoughtful as I am. Maybe they can’t make time in their lives. I view it as some special thing. Something that made me a better person. Maybe we aren’t as close as I thought. Something biblical says do unto others as you’d have them do unto you, but I don’t get reciprocity. I’m tired of making the effort and no one reciprocates. Maybe its time to do what they’ve done and move on with my life. Thoroughly disappointed. Wow.
California Adventure
4-26-10
Yesterday was aight. California Adventure kinda sucks. It’s just not as magical. The atmosphere and feeling make up 90% of the experience. Tower of Terror and Soarin Over California was cool. We did the Monsters Inc. ride and it was awesome to be in the room with all of the doors. That cartoon was s o good. We did the animation workshop, but we had to draw Jack from the Nightmare Before Christmas. Mine was horrible. The little 8yr old girl in front of me did better.
I saw Sulley from Monsters Inc., but he stopped taking pics as soon as I got in line. I didn’t really want to take a picture with anybody else so no character pictures for me.
Yesterday was aight. California Adventure kinda sucks. It’s just not as magical. The atmosphere and feeling make up 90% of the experience. Tower of Terror and Soarin Over California was cool. We did the Monsters Inc. ride and it was awesome to be in the room with all of the doors. That cartoon was s o good. We did the animation workshop, but we had to draw Jack from the Nightmare Before Christmas. Mine was horrible. The little 8yr old girl in front of me did better.
I saw Sulley from Monsters Inc., but he stopped taking pics as soon as I got in line. I didn’t really want to take a picture with anybody else so no character pictures for me.
My imaginary rapper name is Lil Prada Oopsie Doo
For ya’ll that don’t know. My imaginary rapper name is Lil Prada Oopsie Doo. Check out my rhymes.
Kidding Like Jason
Tigga Like the basement
Dunkin like Jordan
Jheri like curls
Lo like Flo-rida
Potato like Or Ida
Black like a skillet
Murda like OJ Simpson
Tom like Broccoli
Bald like Barkley
Sweet like potato
Hatas be real fake-oh
Kidding Like Jason
Tigga Like the basement
Dunkin like Jordan
Jheri like curls
Lo like Flo-rida
Potato like Or Ida
Black like a skillet
Murda like OJ Simpson
Tom like Broccoli
Bald like Barkley
Sweet like potato
Hatas be real fake-oh
Hot Lusty Story Coming Up
I think I may take a stab at writing a lusty very short story called The Lusty Colleague Conundrum.
This Past Weekend
4-19-2010
On Friday 16th-I went to a restaurant and every other song was Mike. Dirty Diana, Leave Me Alone, Smooth Criminal.
On Saturday 17th-I was happy. Truly happy. I think I tend to be happy when I have a full day of activities. At my voice lesson. My instructor suggested I do a Mike ballad. I told her I wasn’t ready for that yet. I gave an impromptu TTW lesson as Sistas n Salsa. Death At A Funeral was funny. “Norman, why you grinning like Louie Armstrong?”
~Chris Rock’
Went to a party at the LA Athletic Club. Nice Atmosphere Lots of old ass men. One dude looked like a Mississippi Steamboat Barbershop Quartet singing Captain. With that straw hat on! Another dude had a grey or platinum blonde facial hair. Once chick was dancing like she was on Soul Train or a former MC Hammer dancer. Another chick had on a dress the length of booty shorts. BUT there was an opening in the front from the breasts to the stomach and she had a distended starving African belly. Coup De Gras- the bald dude with the fanny pack who couldn’t dance, but was dancing his ass off. We had a dance battle. It was a tie. I even got to drop it like its hot cause they played Back That Ass up. I loved the music. But my feet are stressed. Ooh, and I bought these cute Purple Prince boots for $9.99 at Charlotte Russe. Yay for extremely happy day #2 of 2010.
On Friday 16th-I went to a restaurant and every other song was Mike. Dirty Diana, Leave Me Alone, Smooth Criminal.
On Saturday 17th-I was happy. Truly happy. I think I tend to be happy when I have a full day of activities. At my voice lesson. My instructor suggested I do a Mike ballad. I told her I wasn’t ready for that yet. I gave an impromptu TTW lesson as Sistas n Salsa. Death At A Funeral was funny. “Norman, why you grinning like Louie Armstrong?”
~Chris Rock’
Went to a party at the LA Athletic Club. Nice Atmosphere Lots of old ass men. One dude looked like a Mississippi Steamboat Barbershop Quartet singing Captain. With that straw hat on! Another dude had a grey or platinum blonde facial hair. Once chick was dancing like she was on Soul Train or a former MC Hammer dancer. Another chick had on a dress the length of booty shorts. BUT there was an opening in the front from the breasts to the stomach and she had a distended starving African belly. Coup De Gras- the bald dude with the fanny pack who couldn’t dance, but was dancing his ass off. We had a dance battle. It was a tie. I even got to drop it like its hot cause they played Back That Ass up. I loved the music. But my feet are stressed. Ooh, and I bought these cute Purple Prince boots for $9.99 at Charlotte Russe. Yay for extremely happy day #2 of 2010.
It's Smothering Me
4-16-2010
Man, Push Me Away is in my head. I feel a smothering angst. I want to act it out.
Man, Push Me Away is in my head. I feel a smothering angst. I want to act it out.
OMG
4-15-2010
There goes my baby makes me perform it. I can’t just sing. I have to perform the song. The passion on this one is…it feels like a warm liquid running down your body from head to toe. More like an oil. This song reminds of that moment on the BAD Tour on I’ll Be There/She’s Out Of My Life when Mike makes that face and holds on to his belt like it hurts, but maybe it feels good.
That new urban mystic sound sounds like Joe.
There goes my baby makes me perform it. I can’t just sing. I have to perform the song. The passion on this one is…it feels like a warm liquid running down your body from head to toe. More like an oil. This song reminds of that moment on the BAD Tour on I’ll Be There/She’s Out Of My Life when Mike makes that face and holds on to his belt like it hurts, but maybe it feels good.
That new urban mystic sound sounds like Joe.
Wednesday, April 14, 2010
Quote of the day:4-14-10
4-14-10
Quote of the day:
“I said I sucked his dick the night before last.”
~Vida on Belly
Quote of the day:
“I said I sucked his dick the night before last.”
~Vida on Belly
Mike Music Listeningship and things I would drink Michael Jai White's bath water out of
4-12-10
Heard It Through The Grapevine hits hard as hell. Like, seriously. When it comes on you can just feel the groove. You gotta walk a little differently when it’s on.
I am also making progress in my Mike Music Listeningship. I was bumpin the Solvang CD and I can now add BillieShake, Pride & Joy, and Get It Together to my list of songs I can jam out to and not cry. And so the list is:
1. Shakeabadadown
2. Bad (extended)
3. Pride & Joy
4. Keep It In The Closet (extended)
5. Get It Together
6. BillieShake (its Billie Jean mixed w/ Milkshake
Also, on reviewing the Brandy and Ray J show…Ray J is a bougie ass version of Teeny. Brandy’s eyebrows are arched to high heaven. And what’s up with her hair being gelled down in 2 different directions in the front? I’m like, probably not the only one who is trying to increase lace front awareness.
I like the show, but the more I see Ray J the angrier I get cuz he is so handsome and act like a complete numb nut. He on some 18 year old shit when it comes to behavior. Maybe it’s that baby boy thing cuz my lil bro don’t be thinking things through either. Ooh, and I think I might watch that Basketball Wives show. Came across a rather juicy scene. I think Royce is cute. Ain’t her fault ya’ll old ugly broads got kids and PTA meeting and shit. She did good dancing.
Michael Jai White, I will drink you bath water out of a sippy cup, coffee mug, martini glass, or a silly straw.
Is that ankle skin?
I just saw a Mexican dude who looked like the epitome of the name JULIO.
Heard It Through The Grapevine hits hard as hell. Like, seriously. When it comes on you can just feel the groove. You gotta walk a little differently when it’s on.
I am also making progress in my Mike Music Listeningship. I was bumpin the Solvang CD and I can now add BillieShake, Pride & Joy, and Get It Together to my list of songs I can jam out to and not cry. And so the list is:
1. Shakeabadadown
2. Bad (extended)
3. Pride & Joy
4. Keep It In The Closet (extended)
5. Get It Together
6. BillieShake (its Billie Jean mixed w/ Milkshake
Also, on reviewing the Brandy and Ray J show…Ray J is a bougie ass version of Teeny. Brandy’s eyebrows are arched to high heaven. And what’s up with her hair being gelled down in 2 different directions in the front? I’m like, probably not the only one who is trying to increase lace front awareness.
I like the show, but the more I see Ray J the angrier I get cuz he is so handsome and act like a complete numb nut. He on some 18 year old shit when it comes to behavior. Maybe it’s that baby boy thing cuz my lil bro don’t be thinking things through either. Ooh, and I think I might watch that Basketball Wives show. Came across a rather juicy scene. I think Royce is cute. Ain’t her fault ya’ll old ugly broads got kids and PTA meeting and shit. She did good dancing.
Michael Jai White, I will drink you bath water out of a sippy cup, coffee mug, martini glass, or a silly straw.
Is that ankle skin?
I just saw a Mexican dude who looked like the epitome of the name JULIO.
How I Miss Thee Tupac
4-11-10
The wee hours of the morning: I’ve been watching RockDocs w/ Tupac. I miss him. Until last year that was the date that went down in infamy during my lifetime. He had the most beautiful eyes. Almost like Muffy from Today’s Special, but better somehow. He was so smart and articulate. I wish I could find a man with some of Tupac’s most powerful attributes. No bitch ass Ni99a, but smart and that equals dangerous. I had never seen the footage of him in jail w/o the shaved head. Wonder if he was balding? The whole documentary was tastefully done and the white lady got to say the N word. I totally bought in to that East Coast West Coast Beef. Down South was sssssssoooooooooooo West Side! It’s interesting that he didn’t think he would be done harm by his own people.
I just feel inspired. Moved. I long to find that man that I connect with. I long to find the me that I connect with. I hope to leave something lasting when
The wee hours of the morning: I’ve been watching RockDocs w/ Tupac. I miss him. Until last year that was the date that went down in infamy during my lifetime. He had the most beautiful eyes. Almost like Muffy from Today’s Special, but better somehow. He was so smart and articulate. I wish I could find a man with some of Tupac’s most powerful attributes. No bitch ass Ni99a, but smart and that equals dangerous. I had never seen the footage of him in jail w/o the shaved head. Wonder if he was balding? The whole documentary was tastefully done and the white lady got to say the N word. I totally bought in to that East Coast West Coast Beef. Down South was sssssssoooooooooooo West Side! It’s interesting that he didn’t think he would be done harm by his own people.
I just feel inspired. Moved. I long to find that man that I connect with. I long to find the me that I connect with. I hope to leave something lasting when
Sunday, April 11, 2010
Why Did I Get Married Too: The Review
So, I finally saw Why Did I Get Married Too. Good movie and I am still trying to figure out how to achieve Janet's weave. BUT it ended really wack. You just had to laugh and to quote one of my colleagues, "what?"
Michael Jai White, if you are out there; somewhere… I will drink yo bathwater! Good Gawd ( Sheila E. version) you are sin inducing. Had a comment about your gap, but I’ll leave it at that.
And why was Jill Scott's hair changing in every other scene? She went to bed with straight hair and woke up w/ curly hair. Something about Travers' (oops sorry, he played Travers on ATWT) Troy's eyes make me uncomfy. They are really penetrating. Like he can read my every dirty thought.
Ooh, and Janet's small eye kept me from looking at the screen during the split it down the middle meeting. I hate small eye days.
MY EYE-ITIS IS BACK!
And another thing. Gavin is a weird drunk. I didn’t know if he wanted to drink, break stuff, have sex, wrestle, or become a reverse psychiatrist. It was a weird scene. I think Janet did good being all angry. I just love her hair. She so cute, with them pretty fat cheeks.
Michael Jai White, if you are out there; somewhere… I will drink yo bathwater! Good Gawd ( Sheila E. version) you are sin inducing. Had a comment about your gap, but I’ll leave it at that.
And why was Jill Scott's hair changing in every other scene? She went to bed with straight hair and woke up w/ curly hair. Something about Travers' (oops sorry, he played Travers on ATWT) Troy's eyes make me uncomfy. They are really penetrating. Like he can read my every dirty thought.
Ooh, and Janet's small eye kept me from looking at the screen during the split it down the middle meeting. I hate small eye days.
MY EYE-ITIS IS BACK!
And another thing. Gavin is a weird drunk. I didn’t know if he wanted to drink, break stuff, have sex, wrestle, or become a reverse psychiatrist. It was a weird scene. I think Janet did good being all angry. I just love her hair. She so cute, with them pretty fat cheeks.
Ewww Jermaine, You Nasty!
4-10-10
Yea, a case of me being totally oblivious again. So Let Me Tickle Your Fancy by Jermaine Jackson is like the best B Team song. FYI… The Jacksons are in teams.
A Team- Mike and Janet
B Team- Jermaine, Rebbie then errbody else.
Anyway, so I’m jamming out and I hear the words and IT’S ABOUT SEX!
It hit me at…
“Honey, words cannot express
The sensation that I get
It's a quiverin', tremblin' feeling
Make me wiggle
It makes me shake”
Ewww! Shaking, trembling, and quivering?! He was having a happy ending! Ewwww! But it’s my jam.
Yea, a case of me being totally oblivious again. So Let Me Tickle Your Fancy by Jermaine Jackson is like the best B Team song. FYI… The Jacksons are in teams.
A Team- Mike and Janet
B Team- Jermaine, Rebbie then errbody else.
Anyway, so I’m jamming out and I hear the words and IT’S ABOUT SEX!
It hit me at…
“Honey, words cannot express
The sensation that I get
It's a quiverin', tremblin' feeling
Make me wiggle
It makes me shake”
Ewww! Shaking, trembling, and quivering?! He was having a happy ending! Ewwww! But it’s my jam.
Friday, April 9, 2010
What kind of fuckery is this?
4-9-10
Lately I’ve been feeling defeated. Like, maybe there’s no point in fighting.
I’ve already been broken, what reason do I have to go on?
Quote of the day:
“What kind of fuckery is this?"
~Amy Winehouse
This sensory deprivation and my imagination are starting to get the best of me. I just day dream and night dream and when I ain’t dreamin’ there’s nothing in between. I’m so far removed from action that it seems like a fairy tale. Something that other people do…They do it well. Out of performance shape. Totally forgot what it takes. It’s like a mirage and these 2 years are a desert. And I don’t understand why I’m not spoken for. This damp dark cell is lonely. I’m innocent. No real reason for being here. I miss sight, touch, smell. I think back and in my left ventricle this destitution from a blood tear. But here I am. Just here. Not spoken for. Just fear.
Lately I’ve been feeling defeated. Like, maybe there’s no point in fighting.
I’ve already been broken, what reason do I have to go on?
Quote of the day:
“What kind of fuckery is this?"
~Amy Winehouse
This sensory deprivation and my imagination are starting to get the best of me. I just day dream and night dream and when I ain’t dreamin’ there’s nothing in between. I’m so far removed from action that it seems like a fairy tale. Something that other people do…They do it well. Out of performance shape. Totally forgot what it takes. It’s like a mirage and these 2 years are a desert. And I don’t understand why I’m not spoken for. This damp dark cell is lonely. I’m innocent. No real reason for being here. I miss sight, touch, smell. I think back and in my left ventricle this destitution from a blood tear. But here I am. Just here. Not spoken for. Just fear.
Quote of the day: 4-8-10
4-8-10
Quote of the day:
“I ,I just died in your arms tonight. Must have been something you said.”
~That 80’s song
Quote of the day:
“I ,I just died in your arms tonight. Must have been something you said.”
~That 80’s song
protest at the courthouse : Murray Must Die!
4-5-10
I joined the protest at the courthouse on my lunch today. Felt good to go and support. Saw Randy. Crazy black dude who decided to do The Drill by his damn self tried to talk to me. What’s wrong with me that I attract the unwanteds?
There are 3 things I have a very strong conviction towards:
1. My Family
2. Mike
3. Delta
and in that order.
What a fucked up ass 24 hours
4-4-10
What a fucked up as 24 hours. My sister had a stroke, I’m sick, there was an earth quake and I broke down crying at the hospital at the hospital while watching the Soul Train Special because they showed him doing the robot to Dancing Machine.
Oh yea, and my uncle died Thursday.
Oh yea, and killer talking bout he killed himself. Bitch! If that was the case you should have said that from the get go. I will strip your bowels from your body w/ my bare hands. I need a vacation, a massage, and 2 other adult things.
What a fucked up as 24 hours. My sister had a stroke, I’m sick, there was an earth quake and I broke down crying at the hospital at the hospital while watching the Soul Train Special because they showed him doing the robot to Dancing Machine.
Oh yea, and my uncle died Thursday.
Oh yea, and killer talking bout he killed himself. Bitch! If that was the case you should have said that from the get go. I will strip your bowels from your body w/ my bare hands. I need a vacation, a massage, and 2 other adult things.
This is the remix edition...
4-2-10
I can feel him. Walk Right Now is in my head and it feels good. Happy. No sadness. I just had to tell him thank you.
Quote of the day:
“This is the remix edition of a song about pissin.”
~Dave Chappelle
I can feel him. Walk Right Now is in my head and it feels good. Happy. No sadness. I just had to tell him thank you.
Quote of the day:
“This is the remix edition of a song about pissin.”
~Dave Chappelle
CAPTAIN EO
3-28-10
Today was AWESOME My Super Happy Fun Day was a complete success. Disneyland was pretty fun. We rode Splash Mountain, The Haunted Mansion, Buzz Lightyear, the wack ass invention thingy and CAPTAIN EO twice! It was amazing. My favorite line was “somebody push the red button!” That Hooter character was a total screw up. How he gon’ eat the map??!!! I really enjoyed Mike in that in between color. The 1st time we saw it we sat in the front and it was rather stressing on the eyes. I had a hard time focusing. The 3D experience was awesome. The seats were on a platform that moved and you felt air at appropriate times. The 1st tine around I just smiled. I went to the gift store right after and got me a T Shirt, button, and poster. A little lady was perusing the items and the $169 jacket. She told me she cried. I was able to hold it together. When we 1st got there (to the ride area) sad ass music was playing, but the mood quickly changed to happy.. His yes are so beautiful. I feel so blessed to purely be able to receive his message and his love and give him my love and devotion so freely. It’s so easy to be there with him.
Dreamgirls was GREAT! It was waayy better than the movie. The dude who played Jimmy Early just stole the show. He was James Brown, Prince, and Mike rolled into one. I even saw some Morris Day swag. I mean he just commanded the stage. Their costume changes were quick and impressive.
Thanks cousin, for making my day even more enjoyable.
my right eye started to feel small
3-27-10
He fell on my mind during my voice lesson today. I just couldn’t focus on the lip trill. I just kept envisioning him doing the same exercise and my right eye started to feel small.
He fell on my mind during my voice lesson today. I just couldn’t focus on the lip trill. I just kept envisioning him doing the same exercise and my right eye started to feel small.
The Velvet Rope
3-25-10
I feel that somewhere, somehow...I’ve failed miserably. How else could thing be the way they are?
Remember, they’re just people.
I am just really feeling The Velvet Rope right now. This darkness, this despair…it just puts me in the frame of mind to really hear the words and feel the melodies. I’ve had this CD for like 10 years now and I am just now really hearing it.
“Oh I’m getting freaked from behind . I don’t even mind. Cause he’s looking damn fine. I’ll make him mine in time. Gotta take him home. When I get him alone. I’ll make him scream and moan. He won’t wanna stop.”
~Deep by Janet
I feel that somewhere, somehow...I’ve failed miserably. How else could thing be the way they are?
Remember, they’re just people.
I am just really feeling The Velvet Rope right now. This darkness, this despair…it just puts me in the frame of mind to really hear the words and feel the melodies. I’ve had this CD for like 10 years now and I am just now really hearing it.
“Oh I’m getting freaked from behind . I don’t even mind. Cause he’s looking damn fine. I’ll make him mine in time. Gotta take him home. When I get him alone. I’ll make him scream and moan. He won’t wanna stop.”
~Deep by Janet
Sigh
3-24-10
I tell misled time and time again. Spurred on and loved by the melody. Lost in a land of wonderment. It’s pulsating energy. Even w/ a lack of motivation and faith. I can still sometimes find my happy place. Music
I tell misled time and time again. Spurred on and loved by the melody. Lost in a land of wonderment. It’s pulsating energy. Even w/ a lack of motivation and faith. I can still sometimes find my happy place. Music
Disappointment...and they act like he killed somebody, geez.
3-19-10
I am just disappointed. I hoped to be further along in life (in a better place) at 28.
Why does it smell like cigarettes and dog food on this bus?
Wow, they are really dogging Tiger Woods out. These chicks are just coming out of the woodworks…months later. I really don’t understand what they are trying to prove by outing him. You’re still a floussy who slept w/ a married man. When did it become cool to be a home wrecker?
I am just disappointed. I hoped to be further along in life (in a better place) at 28.
Why does it smell like cigarettes and dog food on this bus?
Wow, they are really dogging Tiger Woods out. These chicks are just coming out of the woodworks…months later. I really don’t understand what they are trying to prove by outing him. You’re still a floussy who slept w/ a married man. When did it become cool to be a home wrecker?
right now is often
3-18-10
He falls on my mind ever so often and right now is often. I hear Torture. “She went up the stairs to nowhere…” Then, “hey baby what you’re thinking. No darling no I won’t change my mind. But uh you can’t take my blues away. Tell me what you say baby.”
It’s really interesting how we are supposed to go on. I am stuck. I haven’t been moving at all.
I am angry and I need a vacation. My patience is running out. Never thought my life would be like this.
He falls on my mind ever so often and right now is often. I hear Torture. “She went up the stairs to nowhere…” Then, “hey baby what you’re thinking. No darling no I won’t change my mind. But uh you can’t take my blues away. Tell me what you say baby.”
It’s really interesting how we are supposed to go on. I am stuck. I haven’t been moving at all.
I am angry and I need a vacation. My patience is running out. Never thought my life would be like this.
I HATE YOU SO MUCH RIGHT NOW...AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
3-11-10
I don’t like this one lady who rides the bus w/ me. Her face…just the sight of her makes me snarl. I really don’t like the way she looks. Like, under that pasty ugly new haircut having shell…evil lurks. I just feel it. She’s a total bitch.
The 2000’s: Decade of death and despair.
I don’t like this one lady who rides the bus w/ me. Her face…just the sight of her makes me snarl. I really don’t like the way she looks. Like, under that pasty ugly new haircut having shell…evil lurks. I just feel it. She’s a total bitch.
The 2000’s: Decade of death and despair.
Stupidest lyric of the month
3-10-10
Stupidest lyric of the month:
She’s an eeny meeny miney moe lover. Can’t make up her mind.”
Stupidest lyric of the month:
She’s an eeny meeny miney moe lover. Can’t make up her mind.”
My Final Words
3-8-10
Let these be my final words. For they shall comfort you and stroke your pain. In blinding sunshine. In pouring rain.
Let these be my final words. For they shall comfort you and stroke your pain. In blinding sunshine. In pouring rain.
Quote of the day: 3-5-10
Quote of the day:
“I fear that if I drown no one will care.”
~Rahsaan Patterson
“I fear that if I drown no one will care.”
~Rahsaan Patterson
Hello, World? 3-5-10
3-5-10
What is this world, really? And why am I in it.
I miss you.
Ahh, I am so excited. I am writing again. Maybe it’ll be good because I don’t feel pressured to crank it out. I can just feel my way through.
I feel the need to expend energy.
My soul is in a tropical location today.
Growing up sucks. Why live, if only to die?
What is this world, really? And why am I in it.
I miss you.
Ahh, I am so excited. I am writing again. Maybe it’ll be good because I don’t feel pressured to crank it out. I can just feel my way through.
I feel the need to expend energy.
My soul is in a tropical location today.
Growing up sucks. Why live, if only to die?
Tuesday, April 6, 2010
Quote of the day: 3-4-10
3-4-10
Crazy vocally diverse soul stirring duet- Fantasia and Jasmine Sullivan.
Quote of the day:
“…I’m from a world of disappointment and confusion.”
~ Michael Jackson on Carousel
It hurts to write (type) his name.
Although I like it, I feel Friendship Train is a rip off of a Staples Singers song; definitely their sound.
Crazy vocally diverse soul stirring duet- Fantasia and Jasmine Sullivan.
Quote of the day:
“…I’m from a world of disappointment and confusion.”
~ Michael Jackson on Carousel
It hurts to write (type) his name.
Although I like it, I feel Friendship Train is a rip off of a Staples Singers song; definitely their sound.
America, California law sucks
Epiphany! If a rapper or football player killed Michael Jackson they’d be in jail until the shit was sorted out. !
3-1-10 Quote of the day
Quote of the day:
“Got me a dog and named her bitch nigga eater.”
~Tupac on Hearts of Men
“Got me a dog and named her bitch nigga eater.”
~Tupac on Hearts of Men
Go Momma, it's yo birthday!
2-28-10
Happy Birthday Ma! Today was a good day. Aside from cakegate and gamegate it was cool. Fantasia did such a good job as Ceelie in The Color Purple. I saw her personality in the character. Didn’t realize until reading the playbill during intermission that Latoya London played Nettie. I just had a senior moment cause I knew that. The role of Harpo had good chemistry w/ the original Sophia. I’m not sure if it was the original Shug Avery. This show is different from the original Broadway version. I don’t remember the lesbian relationship between Shug and Ceelie being that obvious. Great Show! I can now say that I’ve seen the original Broadway play and the Fantasia version. Shit, Shug was alluring. I see why errbody wanted her. And that white suit she had on at the end…flawless!
We went on an adventure around LA t show Ma Hollywood and we ended up taking Sunset all the way through She-sheville. So she got the chance to be in Beverly Hills and Be Air. Then a happening happened. I saw a street sign that said Holmby Ranch Rd. I think I was near that Holmby Hills area I told myself I’d never go near wherever that area was. Just my luck, I happened upon it and it solidified when I then drove past UCLA. God is cruel.
John Williams did the score to the winter Olympics. He gets around. Go Canada! In the closing ceremony they used the torch lighting glitch in the show. A mime got the thing up and running and the Katherine chick that couldn’t light her stick got to light it. I think it’s really cool that Canada recognizes its indigenous people. The US didn’t recognize nary of Native American during any Olympics in my lifetime. The Olympic game montages NBC puts together are awesome, stirring, moving. And along w/ that John Williams’ Music…it’s just so nice.
Happy Birthday Ma! Today was a good day. Aside from cakegate and gamegate it was cool. Fantasia did such a good job as Ceelie in The Color Purple. I saw her personality in the character. Didn’t realize until reading the playbill during intermission that Latoya London played Nettie. I just had a senior moment cause I knew that. The role of Harpo had good chemistry w/ the original Sophia. I’m not sure if it was the original Shug Avery. This show is different from the original Broadway version. I don’t remember the lesbian relationship between Shug and Ceelie being that obvious. Great Show! I can now say that I’ve seen the original Broadway play and the Fantasia version. Shit, Shug was alluring. I see why errbody wanted her. And that white suit she had on at the end…flawless!
We went on an adventure around LA t show Ma Hollywood and we ended up taking Sunset all the way through She-sheville. So she got the chance to be in Beverly Hills and Be Air. Then a happening happened. I saw a street sign that said Holmby Ranch Rd. I think I was near that Holmby Hills area I told myself I’d never go near wherever that area was. Just my luck, I happened upon it and it solidified when I then drove past UCLA. God is cruel.
John Williams did the score to the winter Olympics. He gets around. Go Canada! In the closing ceremony they used the torch lighting glitch in the show. A mime got the thing up and running and the Katherine chick that couldn’t light her stick got to light it. I think it’s really cool that Canada recognizes its indigenous people. The US didn’t recognize nary of Native American during any Olympics in my lifetime. The Olympic game montages NBC puts together are awesome, stirring, moving. And along w/ that John Williams’ Music…it’s just so nice.
Rip Boner and Bang Bang Gotcha
2-26-10
Just noticed it, but it’s this dude who rides my bus that favors Ashy Larry.
Mr. Koenig’s statement about not being alone touched me. Depression sucks and I do feel alone. Not suicidal, but alone. RIP Boner! Man, this sucks.
Where is Keith Washington?
Quote of the day: Oh, I met my baby at the bang bang gotcha shoot em up movies, yea.”
~ The Deele
Regina Bell reminds me of a Jr. Patti LaBelle w/ her delivery.
Hands down, the grossest thing I have ever seen in all of my life. It just weirded me out. Flipping through the channels and stopped on that Kardashian show because I saw a little newborn baby. They go on to show footage of the chick having the baby and she pulled that mug out of herself. I mean it was most of the way out, but the doctor allowed her to pull its feet or something out. She had a super epidural. That was the most gangsta shit I have ever seen in my life.
Just noticed it, but it’s this dude who rides my bus that favors Ashy Larry.
Mr. Koenig’s statement about not being alone touched me. Depression sucks and I do feel alone. Not suicidal, but alone. RIP Boner! Man, this sucks.
Where is Keith Washington?
Quote of the day: Oh, I met my baby at the bang bang gotcha shoot em up movies, yea.”
~ The Deele
Regina Bell reminds me of a Jr. Patti LaBelle w/ her delivery.
Hands down, the grossest thing I have ever seen in all of my life. It just weirded me out. Flipping through the channels and stopped on that Kardashian show because I saw a little newborn baby. They go on to show footage of the chick having the baby and she pulled that mug out of herself. I mean it was most of the way out, but the doctor allowed her to pull its feet or something out. She had a super epidural. That was the most gangsta shit I have ever seen in my life.
I am afraid of my heart and Jack/Bobby's eyes
2-24-10
I am afraid of my heart.
All I really want in life is music and love…in that order.
Jack from Lost has eyes like Bobby. He has the most beautiful eyes. I’ll always remember that. Nice lips too. I pray for him and the eventual deliverance of his heart and mind from the shackles of poverty and generations of ignorance.
So, I was wondering this for a couple of years now. I happen upon a Jet magazine sitting on the microwave and as I flip through it there was a story about…THE BOYS…WHERE ARE THEY NOW! They’re alive and doing stuff. The oldest one was baby Kunta Kinte in Roots and Bilal grew up to be the finest man of them all.
In the kinda words of Katt Williams…’If you get killed by a Killer Whale. If you get killed by a Killer Whale at SeaWorld.’ Ha! I know it’s not PC, but it’s funny.
I am afraid of my heart.
All I really want in life is music and love…in that order.
Jack from Lost has eyes like Bobby. He has the most beautiful eyes. I’ll always remember that. Nice lips too. I pray for him and the eventual deliverance of his heart and mind from the shackles of poverty and generations of ignorance.
So, I was wondering this for a couple of years now. I happen upon a Jet magazine sitting on the microwave and as I flip through it there was a story about…THE BOYS…WHERE ARE THEY NOW! They’re alive and doing stuff. The oldest one was baby Kunta Kinte in Roots and Bilal grew up to be the finest man of them all.
In the kinda words of Katt Williams…’If you get killed by a Killer Whale. If you get killed by a Killer Whale at SeaWorld.’ Ha! I know it’s not PC, but it’s funny.
TRAGIC and thats why we pray!
2-23-10
Captain EO Opens today! Yay! I wish they’d release the end date. I am aiming for the weekend of March 27th. Why is it so cold this morning? It is brisk. The coldness is nipping at me. Where’d they get the name Nipsey from?
Day 2… and let’s try to stave off hunger. Sometimes I just look out at the sky and say…I LOVE YOU.
I wonder if my mom has picked up on the fact that every time one of his songs comes on the radio, I change the station. I usually don’t even let the 2nd beat drop before I change it. It hurts so badly,
DAMN Whitney! Saving All My Love For You came on this morning and she used to sound so good. It’s unbelievably tragic. TRAGIC, as Mr. Omar would say.
Do you ever have to be really still in order to achieve optimum gas passing efficiency?
Aww shit, 93.5 is playing Pray by MC Hammer! Damn, now I wanna go see him in concert. I see love in my very recent past or very near future.
Captain EO Opens today! Yay! I wish they’d release the end date. I am aiming for the weekend of March 27th. Why is it so cold this morning? It is brisk. The coldness is nipping at me. Where’d they get the name Nipsey from?
Day 2… and let’s try to stave off hunger. Sometimes I just look out at the sky and say…I LOVE YOU.
I wonder if my mom has picked up on the fact that every time one of his songs comes on the radio, I change the station. I usually don’t even let the 2nd beat drop before I change it. It hurts so badly,
DAMN Whitney! Saving All My Love For You came on this morning and she used to sound so good. It’s unbelievably tragic. TRAGIC, as Mr. Omar would say.
Do you ever have to be really still in order to achieve optimum gas passing efficiency?
Aww shit, 93.5 is playing Pray by MC Hammer! Damn, now I wanna go see him in concert. I see love in my very recent past or very near future.
Monday, March 8, 2010
Long Time No Post
2-16-2010
Damn it! Damn it! Damn it! I was watching something educational. The subject escapes me cause I waited so long to write this down, but they played a .03 second blurb of They Don’t Really Care About Us. You just heard the drum from the beginning. Maybe it was the show about the presidents, Abe Lincoln/Slavery part.
2-17-2010
I don’t think I know how to be happy. I think I’m neurotic. I hate when people do silly shit. Like when the old lady on the bus who dresses way younger than her sagging face always gets on the bus and finds a seat then goes back to the front to pay. Or the bad legs lady who plays musical chairs to find a “good” seat. She also stands up randomly during the ride.
2-18-2010
Oh hell naw! Why does the new Omarion song sounded like a Lil Wayne song? Wow! Damn you Mariah Carey and your $69.75 nose bleed tickets! That’s expensive. I wanna go see Teena Marie and Boyz II Men, ooh, and kinda Monica and LeToya.
Thing I learned today: Akon signed Lady Gaga to his label under Interscope. This is the music equivalent of Kelsey Grammer producing Girlfriends.
Why did Al Green get darker as he aged?
2-1910
Man, the African sat in front of me because someone new sat in his usual spot this morning. I can smell the grease on his head. It’s Sulfur 8 or Bergamot
That Johnny Kemp song never applies to me whenever it’s a Friday and I just got paid. I usually have nowhere to go. It’s sad.
Ooh, MC Hammer is coming. Now that would be a happy concert. But I bet no one I know would go. And now Pump n-a Bump is playing on my head. Where is Deon Sanders?
Why God? Why?
Why am I so late on The Queen Project: I thought. “Ooh, Tamia, Deborah Cox, and Kelly Price are presenting an award together.” (on the soul train awards.) But I didn’t know that they were forming a super group. TIGHT! And I heard Deborah Cox is gonna be playing Josephine Baker musical on Broadway starting in October. Nice!
Just read some guy’s name and his last name is Ortega. Then I thought about how Mike was rolling his R in Kenny Ortega’s name on THIS IS IT. It was very cute sounding.
2-22-10
Weirdness of the weekend. A random white man followed me into a cheap women’s clothing store and asked me if I were East African. He was a close talker too. Then I freaked a little because I forgot that I had on my name tag. AHHHH!
Life is like and it sucks. I had farewell burger at Fuddruckers last night. It was so good. I hope this 1st day of healthier living isn’t a hard one. I want more than oatmeal and horrible pears from breakfast.
When people are just over the top, trying too damn hard to be down…call them EXTRA!
Damn it! Damn it! Damn it! I was watching something educational. The subject escapes me cause I waited so long to write this down, but they played a .03 second blurb of They Don’t Really Care About Us. You just heard the drum from the beginning. Maybe it was the show about the presidents, Abe Lincoln/Slavery part.
2-17-2010
I don’t think I know how to be happy. I think I’m neurotic. I hate when people do silly shit. Like when the old lady on the bus who dresses way younger than her sagging face always gets on the bus and finds a seat then goes back to the front to pay. Or the bad legs lady who plays musical chairs to find a “good” seat. She also stands up randomly during the ride.
2-18-2010
Oh hell naw! Why does the new Omarion song sounded like a Lil Wayne song? Wow! Damn you Mariah Carey and your $69.75 nose bleed tickets! That’s expensive. I wanna go see Teena Marie and Boyz II Men, ooh, and kinda Monica and LeToya.
Thing I learned today: Akon signed Lady Gaga to his label under Interscope. This is the music equivalent of Kelsey Grammer producing Girlfriends.
Why did Al Green get darker as he aged?
2-1910
Man, the African sat in front of me because someone new sat in his usual spot this morning. I can smell the grease on his head. It’s Sulfur 8 or Bergamot
That Johnny Kemp song never applies to me whenever it’s a Friday and I just got paid. I usually have nowhere to go. It’s sad.
Ooh, MC Hammer is coming. Now that would be a happy concert. But I bet no one I know would go. And now Pump n-a Bump is playing on my head. Where is Deon Sanders?
Why God? Why?
Why am I so late on The Queen Project: I thought. “Ooh, Tamia, Deborah Cox, and Kelly Price are presenting an award together.” (on the soul train awards.) But I didn’t know that they were forming a super group. TIGHT! And I heard Deborah Cox is gonna be playing Josephine Baker musical on Broadway starting in October. Nice!
Just read some guy’s name and his last name is Ortega. Then I thought about how Mike was rolling his R in Kenny Ortega’s name on THIS IS IT. It was very cute sounding.
2-22-10
Weirdness of the weekend. A random white man followed me into a cheap women’s clothing store and asked me if I were East African. He was a close talker too. Then I freaked a little because I forgot that I had on my name tag. AHHHH!
Life is like and it sucks. I had farewell burger at Fuddruckers last night. It was so good. I hope this 1st day of healthier living isn’t a hard one. I want more than oatmeal and horrible pears from breakfast.
When people are just over the top, trying too damn hard to be down…call them EXTRA!
Saturday, February 13, 2010
My Georgian Flag is at half mast for Nodar Kumaritashvili
I am so deeply affected by peoples deaths even when I don't know them. I feel that I am much more sensitive after losing my beloved. I can't even say his name. (batting my eyes to hold back the tears)
The 2nd Best Olympic Torch Lighting EVER!
It hit with the music and just started a wave of emotion all over my body. I do believe this is the first Olympics I can remember watching. This was the one with Dan and Dan.
Best Olympic Torch Lighting EVER!
I was sitting there with my mouth gaped open and tears in my eyes it was so beautiful!
Lester Holt
I am just so proud of you. When I was just starting in news you were doing the weekend morning show on NBC. I have since seen you host the evening news and are now interviewing VP Biden, hot damn!
CBS2's gaffe, the Grammy Party I missed, and the 2010 Olympics
2-12-2010
Get it right CBS2! President Clinton did not have chest pain. A discomfort or tingling. There is a difference! Half ass news reporting. The details are important.
Are you serious? Just reading an email and at the Grammy Party I didn’t go to because of the 450 car repairs…Lalah Hathaway, Rahsaan Patterson, Sheila E., India Arie, and Ann Nesby showed up and sang. This is total bullshit! I will be kicking myself in the ass for years to come.
Man, I really prayer for the Georgian luger’s family, friends, and teammates.
Hey, this Rick Hansen dude is kewl! HEY, Steve Nash! Where is Bonnie Blair? WAAAAAAAYYYYYYNE GRETZKY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I bet its hard to…damn I lost my train of thought. Well, shit happens. Technology sucks sometimes. It was still an absolutely awesome program! China by far had the best torch lighting ever!
Get it right CBS2! President Clinton did not have chest pain. A discomfort or tingling. There is a difference! Half ass news reporting. The details are important.
Are you serious? Just reading an email and at the Grammy Party I didn’t go to because of the 450 car repairs…Lalah Hathaway, Rahsaan Patterson, Sheila E., India Arie, and Ann Nesby showed up and sang. This is total bullshit! I will be kicking myself in the ass for years to come.
Man, I really prayer for the Georgian luger’s family, friends, and teammates.
Hey, this Rick Hansen dude is kewl! HEY, Steve Nash! Where is Bonnie Blair? WAAAAAAAYYYYYYNE GRETZKY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I bet its hard to…damn I lost my train of thought. Well, shit happens. Technology sucks sometimes. It was still an absolutely awesome program! China by far had the best torch lighting ever!
Thursday, February 11, 2010
The 11th day
2-11-10
I wonder if my best years are gone already.
I’m tired of thinking long and hard. Short and soft would probably expend less physical and psychological energy.
I think people with diminished mental capacity are lucky. Smart people have to fix problems and fully understand the gravity of bad situations.
I realize that in order to love, I must have physical distance to regenerate myself and be able to love again after being pissed the fuck off. Love requires space.
I wish I could see Sananda Maitreya live in concert. I also wish I could buy his last 3-4 albums. But I don’t know about the international currency converting. Do they use the Euro in Italy?
I wish I were a turtle or armadillo. I like the fact that they can withdraw from their immediate environments. It also seems like it would be warm in there.
Why is he still allowed to practice medicine? They should at least review him and put him on some kind of medical practice probation. And in all honesty, how many people is he really seeing? No matter how cool me and my doctor were; if he/she were implicated in someone’s death ain’t no way on earth, purgatory, or hell I would go back to them. He is Hades, the son of the underworld. I can’t even have confidence in having a Black doctor. All of them are equal opportunity fuck ups. And when they fuck up it’s life threatening.
So like, is the fact that the Olympics are about to start not seem like a big deal? I honestly forgot until a commercial came on today.
I’m tired of being fragile. I lack the strength to fight.
Whenever someone gets sick I panic. Praying for President Clinton.
I wonder if my best years are gone already.
I’m tired of thinking long and hard. Short and soft would probably expend less physical and psychological energy.
I think people with diminished mental capacity are lucky. Smart people have to fix problems and fully understand the gravity of bad situations.
I realize that in order to love, I must have physical distance to regenerate myself and be able to love again after being pissed the fuck off. Love requires space.
I wish I could see Sananda Maitreya live in concert. I also wish I could buy his last 3-4 albums. But I don’t know about the international currency converting. Do they use the Euro in Italy?
I wish I were a turtle or armadillo. I like the fact that they can withdraw from their immediate environments. It also seems like it would be warm in there.
Why is he still allowed to practice medicine? They should at least review him and put him on some kind of medical practice probation. And in all honesty, how many people is he really seeing? No matter how cool me and my doctor were; if he/she were implicated in someone’s death ain’t no way on earth, purgatory, or hell I would go back to them. He is Hades, the son of the underworld. I can’t even have confidence in having a Black doctor. All of them are equal opportunity fuck ups. And when they fuck up it’s life threatening.
So like, is the fact that the Olympics are about to start not seem like a big deal? I honestly forgot until a commercial came on today.
I’m tired of being fragile. I lack the strength to fight.
Whenever someone gets sick I panic. Praying for President Clinton.
Wednesday, February 10, 2010
I saw an Elf today
I saw this really short guy. He wasn't a midget because he was well proportioned. He was more of an elf. He was awesome.
The 10th
Purportedly so, you reap what you sough.
What I learned today:
Grandma Moses was a White lady that painted at an old age. Thanks packet of oatmeal!
Why is Home by Stephanie Mills in my head?
I always wondered why Apollonia sang with the Vanity 6 Chickmates in Purple Rain. Now I know why. I think it would have been better with her.
I want to create an artificial reality.
I wanna be loved 2 the 9's. I wanna be loved for all time.
~Prince Love 2 the 9's
I had white cheddar corn curls and frito's after lunch. My burp just tasted like an ice cream cone.
What I learned today:
Grandma Moses was a White lady that painted at an old age. Thanks packet of oatmeal!
Why is Home by Stephanie Mills in my head?
I always wondered why Apollonia sang with the Vanity 6 Chickmates in Purple Rain. Now I know why. I think it would have been better with her.
I want to create an artificial reality.
I wanna be loved 2 the 9's. I wanna be loved for all time.
~Prince Love 2 the 9's
I had white cheddar corn curls and frito's after lunch. My burp just tasted like an ice cream cone.
Stuff I came up with today
Coffume=coffee+perfume
Michael Vick got 18 months for fighting dogs. This dude can only serve a max of 4 years for murder? I don't understand. Swat lodge dude got manslaughter and he didn't even touch the people. This is some straight up bullshit! There is not a legal form of justice for us; if there is any justice at all. I feel as if I am dying from the sure agony of existing without him. My entrails are drying up, turning into a gray clay matter. Cracking under the pressure of grief.
Michael Vick got 18 months for fighting dogs. This dude can only serve a max of 4 years for murder? I don't understand. Swat lodge dude got manslaughter and he didn't even touch the people. This is some straight up bullshit! There is not a legal form of justice for us; if there is any justice at all. I feel as if I am dying from the sure agony of existing without him. My entrails are drying up, turning into a gray clay matter. Cracking under the pressure of grief.
EWWWWWWW
I'm tired of seeing people being tryflin/triflent. The other day I saw a man on the corner digging all up in his nose. And I just saw a man on the bus stop scratching his crotch. nasty ass.
Sunday, February 7, 2010
Pity Party of the day
Was watching the VH1 special about Soul Train and the highlighted the Robot and showed footage of my beloved. I looked into his eyes and just bawled. This is so unfair and I am just unbelievably hurt...down to my core.
Wednesday, February 3, 2010
Life After People is the stupidest concept of show ever
Its all about the end of the world and fear breeding and shit.
Are We Really The World?
2/3/2010
Do away with I’m in the most heinous manner. The death penalty would not be enough. I don’t think there is a kind of justice to vindicate our loss. My beloved.
How do you live life? And be ok with who you are and where you are right now at this moment.
So, as I learn about this remake of We Are The World I’m mad. It’s a whole bunch of bullshit ass people. The original had established credible talent. I mean, Ray Charles, Kenny Loggins, Hall & Oates, Willie Nelson, and Stevie Wonder. This new bullshit got Justin Bieber, Lil Wayne, Akon, and Rihanna. I’m just not looking forward to hearing it. They just on the track because they are popular. I hear that it is totally reworked so maybe this won’t tarnish the legacy of the original too much.
You ever remember something you did or said as an adolescent and are embarrassed? I remember something I said. Being all brand new cause I never went anywhere. I shouldn’t have said that, but she played along. Luckily she didn’t react before thinking. Man, I was wack. Still to this day I don’t understand why I greeted her like that. As soon as it came out of my mouth I regretted it and it’s been about 15 years.
On the original We Are The World how many women sang lead? Diana Ross?
Do away with I’m in the most heinous manner. The death penalty would not be enough. I don’t think there is a kind of justice to vindicate our loss. My beloved.
How do you live life? And be ok with who you are and where you are right now at this moment.
So, as I learn about this remake of We Are The World I’m mad. It’s a whole bunch of bullshit ass people. The original had established credible talent. I mean, Ray Charles, Kenny Loggins, Hall & Oates, Willie Nelson, and Stevie Wonder. This new bullshit got Justin Bieber, Lil Wayne, Akon, and Rihanna. I’m just not looking forward to hearing it. They just on the track because they are popular. I hear that it is totally reworked so maybe this won’t tarnish the legacy of the original too much.
You ever remember something you did or said as an adolescent and are embarrassed? I remember something I said. Being all brand new cause I never went anywhere. I shouldn’t have said that, but she played along. Luckily she didn’t react before thinking. Man, I was wack. Still to this day I don’t understand why I greeted her like that. As soon as it came out of my mouth I regretted it and it’s been about 15 years.
On the original We Are The World how many women sang lead? Diana Ross?
Keyword; SHOULD Mothafucka, SHOULD!
2/2/10
Keyword; SHOULD Mothafucka, SHOULD! That is not a definitive answer. It leaves colossal room for questions.
Damn, the odds are not in my favor for jury duty. I only count 3 other black women in here, Sometimes you have to be proud of the things that seem menial. Some years back when I was on a flight to somewhere I realized that I was black, sitting on a place next to a white man, and reading a book. Just think of how man of our people had to die so that I could do that. Happy Black History Month!
Weird, the emotion a Stevie Wonder song and the CNN logo can provoke…Always Michael, Always.
This kind of idle sitting is no good for me. Damn, I haven’t teared up m like weeks. Maybe close to a month. I hate jury duty; it’s all its fault!
Thanks to Fantasia’s grandma. I’ll keep the phrase Liquid Prayers close to my heart. I have a lot of those these days.
That Kevin in Let’s Talk About Pep looked like his eyes were swollen shut. He’s tall to be a Kevin. Whenever they showed that shot of the outside of Pep’s building it said Pep and Tom and I kept reading the title as Peeping Tom.
Keyword; SHOULD Mothafucka, SHOULD! That is not a definitive answer. It leaves colossal room for questions.
Damn, the odds are not in my favor for jury duty. I only count 3 other black women in here, Sometimes you have to be proud of the things that seem menial. Some years back when I was on a flight to somewhere I realized that I was black, sitting on a place next to a white man, and reading a book. Just think of how man of our people had to die so that I could do that. Happy Black History Month!
Weird, the emotion a Stevie Wonder song and the CNN logo can provoke…Always Michael, Always.
This kind of idle sitting is no good for me. Damn, I haven’t teared up m like weeks. Maybe close to a month. I hate jury duty; it’s all its fault!
Thanks to Fantasia’s grandma. I’ll keep the phrase Liquid Prayers close to my heart. I have a lot of those these days.
That Kevin in Let’s Talk About Pep looked like his eyes were swollen shut. He’s tall to be a Kevin. Whenever they showed that shot of the outside of Pep’s building it said Pep and Tom and I kept reading the title as Peeping Tom.
Tuesday, February 2, 2010
My play-by-play commentary on the Lost Final Season Premiere:
My play-by-play commentary on the Lost Final Season Premiere:
Ooh chile, how did Desmond get on the plane?
Oooooh, the island is under water and there go that big foot.
Oh lord please don’t let Jacob do nothing to Hurley.
Get Em Richard! “Maybe you should talk to him first”, ha!
Aww, Charlie Od’d . Damn he still died. Fucking drugs! Awh, de just tried to swallow he evidence
How she alive if the damn bomb core blew up? And in one piece?
Oooh, Locke the Smoke Monster!
Aww, Sawyer. Guess he gotta kill Jack now.
Why is Miles so clean?
I hope Sawyer don’t do nothing to Hurley since he knows he won the lottery.
Where is Michael, Vincent, and Walt? Why is Kate going to LA if she killed old dude in Iowa?
Poor Locke all paralyzed. His evil ass daddy!
Look at Hurley with all his conviction.
Jack scared he gon’ die. I can see it on his face.
Ooh, how did they not put the body on the plane! They lost it!
Where did these Others come from?
An Ankh?
What? This makes no sense? Sayid ain’t dead. Poor Jack. He better be a spirit or something when this comes back from the commercial break.
OMG, they put down the ash, the smoke monster. Locke is bad? So Lock really is dead? Damn Smoke Monster. When did the Monster take over Locke and he bet not be done killed Mr. Echo.
OMG, he hurt Richards! Sun and Lepidus know that ain’t Locke.
AAHHHHH SAYID IS ALIVE! I KNEW IT COULDN’T GO DOWN LIKE THAT!
Ooh chile, how did Desmond get on the plane?
Oooooh, the island is under water and there go that big foot.
Oh lord please don’t let Jacob do nothing to Hurley.
Get Em Richard! “Maybe you should talk to him first”, ha!
Aww, Charlie Od’d . Damn he still died. Fucking drugs! Awh, de just tried to swallow he evidence
How she alive if the damn bomb core blew up? And in one piece?
Oooh, Locke the Smoke Monster!
Aww, Sawyer. Guess he gotta kill Jack now.
Why is Miles so clean?
I hope Sawyer don’t do nothing to Hurley since he knows he won the lottery.
Where is Michael, Vincent, and Walt? Why is Kate going to LA if she killed old dude in Iowa?
Poor Locke all paralyzed. His evil ass daddy!
Look at Hurley with all his conviction.
Jack scared he gon’ die. I can see it on his face.
Ooh, how did they not put the body on the plane! They lost it!
Where did these Others come from?
An Ankh?
What? This makes no sense? Sayid ain’t dead. Poor Jack. He better be a spirit or something when this comes back from the commercial break.
OMG, they put down the ash, the smoke monster. Locke is bad? So Lock really is dead? Damn Smoke Monster. When did the Monster take over Locke and he bet not be done killed Mr. Echo.
OMG, he hurt Richards! Sun and Lepidus know that ain’t Locke.
AAHHHHH SAYID IS ALIVE! I KNEW IT COULDN’T GO DOWN LIKE THAT!
Monday, February 1, 2010
Why I'm here Ike? Why I'm here?
2/1/10
You ever wonder what is this thing that we live on. What is it? What is it all about and why do we exist? The reason really isn’t obvious to me because every morning I wake up my feet don’t hit the floor with purpose. When you lack passion and interest-you might as well be dead because then your life lacks meaning.
Shout out to Henrietta Lacks!
I need some sex so I can sleep better.
You ever wonder what is this thing that we live on. What is it? What is it all about and why do we exist? The reason really isn’t obvious to me because every morning I wake up my feet don’t hit the floor with purpose. When you lack passion and interest-you might as well be dead because then your life lacks meaning.
Shout out to Henrietta Lacks!
I need some sex so I can sleep better.
Camera's and Red Eye
Can they make a camera or program that gets rid of blue eye. I sometimes have blue eyes in dark pictures and I can't find a way to remedy it. Camera is racist, ha!
Sunday, January 31, 2010
The Grammys
1-31-10
I saw some show on the discovery channel about pacific salmon and how they die after spawning. That sucks, but seeing them decay into the ground via sped up footage made me think that Mike is somewhere decaying. I really question the point of fighting on.
The Grammys:
Why did Beyonce sing You Ought To Know by Alanis Morissette? She sounded decent though.
awww, this is some bullshit. Either my 3D glasses didn't work or my eyes don't. Oh well. So the Mickey Mouse eyebrow having member of 3T looks pretty decent. The oldest one was nice looking. I like him better with the short cut at the memorial. Boy, Tito spit out the youngest one. God Bless the Children. Paris was cute with her little smart girl glasses on. Prince’s voice done changed. OOH, children grow up too quick for me.
Go BonJovi!
The light skinned dude from Black Eyed Peas cut his hair. I wonder if they are mad about being relegated to background rappers. Their ensembles and robot dancers were cool though. My mom thinks Fergie is cute….wow.
OMG, Mos Def is so cute!
Oooh, that kid was Solange’s. He cute.
This Mary and Andrea Bosceli duet should be interesting. Damn Andrea is so open. So full, so beautiful. His voice is truly a gift. It’s effortless. That performance was awesome!
I bought the THIS IS IT DVD, but probably won’t watch it. I don’t know if I can bring myself to do so.
Maxwell need to clear his throat or something.
What is WE gon do with Quentin Tarantino?
Ain’t Lil Wayne supposed to be in Jail? Drake is the new Craig David, but with a little street cred because of his label. They are all very short.
OOH, OOH, OOOH. I so get it. I so get it now. 3T lost their mom at an early age. I totally get the connection and how important they can be to the children. That's really sweet.
Ok, so me being oblivious of the obvious; The news showed a clip of Prince giving the acceptance speech and when I read the chyron I was confused like...what about Michael Jackson and Prince and why is that "I" there. I totally forgot the baby's name. I just call them The Children.
I saw some show on the discovery channel about pacific salmon and how they die after spawning. That sucks, but seeing them decay into the ground via sped up footage made me think that Mike is somewhere decaying. I really question the point of fighting on.
The Grammys:
Why did Beyonce sing You Ought To Know by Alanis Morissette? She sounded decent though.
awww, this is some bullshit. Either my 3D glasses didn't work or my eyes don't. Oh well. So the Mickey Mouse eyebrow having member of 3T looks pretty decent. The oldest one was nice looking. I like him better with the short cut at the memorial. Boy, Tito spit out the youngest one. God Bless the Children. Paris was cute with her little smart girl glasses on. Prince’s voice done changed. OOH, children grow up too quick for me.
Go BonJovi!
The light skinned dude from Black Eyed Peas cut his hair. I wonder if they are mad about being relegated to background rappers. Their ensembles and robot dancers were cool though. My mom thinks Fergie is cute….wow.
OMG, Mos Def is so cute!
Oooh, that kid was Solange’s. He cute.
This Mary and Andrea Bosceli duet should be interesting. Damn Andrea is so open. So full, so beautiful. His voice is truly a gift. It’s effortless. That performance was awesome!
I bought the THIS IS IT DVD, but probably won’t watch it. I don’t know if I can bring myself to do so.
Maxwell need to clear his throat or something.
What is WE gon do with Quentin Tarantino?
Ain’t Lil Wayne supposed to be in Jail? Drake is the new Craig David, but with a little street cred because of his label. They are all very short.
OOH, OOH, OOOH. I so get it. I so get it now. 3T lost their mom at an early age. I totally get the connection and how important they can be to the children. That's really sweet.
Ok, so me being oblivious of the obvious; The news showed a clip of Prince giving the acceptance speech and when I read the chyron I was confused like...what about Michael Jackson and Prince and why is that "I" there. I totally forgot the baby's name. I just call them The Children.
You-A Poem
I forget that like. That like you so much I think I love you. Am I in love with you? I don’t know. But I just wanna be with you. Look at you. Hug you. Kiss you. Lie on your chest and talk to you. Can’t get enough of you. Every waking and sometimes sleeping moment with you. Yea, that felt good. Real good. The memories of my feeling of you.
Ugly ass name, sweat, and Lord, please let Dhani Jones date black women.
1-29-10
Lord, please let Dhani Jones date black women. I can’t take another heart break.
Ugliest name on earth: D’Brickashaw
Death is everywhere today.
I have a problem. I can’t help dancing in the mirror just about every time I go to the bathroom.
I find absolute beauty in sweat on black people. As long as they don’t stink. The skin just glistens.
Lord, please let Dhani Jones date black women. I can’t take another heart break.
Ugliest name on earth: D’Brickashaw
Death is everywhere today.
I have a problem. I can’t help dancing in the mirror just about every time I go to the bathroom.
I find absolute beauty in sweat on black people. As long as they don’t stink. The skin just glistens.
THIS IS IT DVD RELEASE PARTY 1/25/10-1/26/10
1-26-10
It was pretty nice last night…standing in line for the THIS IS IT DVD. There were a lot of people there all extra and trying to be seen. I mean mohawks with waved tails. Guess they were just trying to be discovered. A lot of Asians B-Boying and what not. This old white dude did a hip-hop routine and hot the James Brown split. This little black dude with blue contacts and streaks of eyeliner down his face looking like a colored Brandon Lee on The Crow did a decent impersonation. It was a girl thing that had hair like Fredrick Douglas. It was a dry curl or a gummy afro. The dancers were HOT! I saw the cute Australian, the cute Black dude and the little something to belie e in and THIS IS IT crying dancer. Ooh, and the little Black girl dancer who said Mike smelled good. They did Shakeabadadown and The Drill. The fans ended up not dancing with them during it…I guess a mix up.
Sony is trying to pull a fast one. The Blu Ray has a bonus 3rd disc and a replica of the VIP/Backstage pass from the tour. The DVD just has the movie and that extra 1 hour of footage. I’m sleepy as hell, but am happy I went.
Oooh, ad I thought we would screen the whole movie. Why they cut it off right before “Light out, let it burn”???? CONSPIRACY!
There were tap dancers and the lead lady really seemed to be happy. She just beamed. A couple, well a dude and a girl, did swing dancing. It was awesome. I’d like some of those moves in my reception dance. I know Mike beamed to see all of those people there dancing. It’s a unification through dance. It was so beautiful. I feel so blessed.
OMG, I just burped up all kinds of acid. It really burned my esophagus. I exclaimed aloud it felt so uncomfy and burny.
A new Tyrese song! OOOH!
Sentimental Thoughts
You ever wonder what became of a person you so dearly cherished years and years ago? Like, do they recognize how special it was? How fun. Or is it just a memory. Are you just some person…that if given the opportunity they‘d use. I just wonder are you still in there. I hope you didn’t leave. I’d like to see you again. You’re dear to me, even though I know you don’t know it.
“I hope you know who you are.”
~Dear to Me by Amel Larrieux
“I hope you know who you are.”
~Dear to Me by Amel Larrieux
1-24-10 Stuff
1-24-10
Wow, Almagra is a small man, but Good Lawd he plays a big game. Tsonga beat him, but that was not an easy match at all. He got heart. It’s like Verdasco and Nadal a few years back.
I am officially old. Usher has a True Hollywood Story. Why? I just be thinking those are fore more established or notorious public figures.
GUESS WHAT?! My favorite US Marshall who always jokes with me every morning shared some awesome information this morning. I am debuting my new Mike buttons on my cool chick jacket in anticipation of the release tonight. He sees my buttons and says who is the King of Pop? Then he tells me he has been to Hayvenhurst. One of the nieces got married and they had a informal gathering and he and his wife were invited. He saw Janet. AWESOME! He said it very proudly. He said, “I’ve been to his mother’s house.” He said he and his wife took pictures too.
I hope today is a good day. Sometimes thing can turn on the drop of a dime for me emotionally.
You ever wish you could be someone other than you? I do.
Sam Cooke kinda had a fat head. I am still perplexed by the events surrounding his death. Just confused. There seems to be unanswered questions. And now I know where Lou Rawls came from.
Why did Jodeci and H-Town team up to make a song called...Knockin Your Heels Off?
Wow, Almagra is a small man, but Good Lawd he plays a big game. Tsonga beat him, but that was not an easy match at all. He got heart. It’s like Verdasco and Nadal a few years back.
I am officially old. Usher has a True Hollywood Story. Why? I just be thinking those are fore more established or notorious public figures.
GUESS WHAT?! My favorite US Marshall who always jokes with me every morning shared some awesome information this morning. I am debuting my new Mike buttons on my cool chick jacket in anticipation of the release tonight. He sees my buttons and says who is the King of Pop? Then he tells me he has been to Hayvenhurst. One of the nieces got married and they had a informal gathering and he and his wife were invited. He saw Janet. AWESOME! He said it very proudly. He said, “I’ve been to his mother’s house.” He said he and his wife took pictures too.
I hope today is a good day. Sometimes thing can turn on the drop of a dime for me emotionally.
You ever wish you could be someone other than you? I do.
Sam Cooke kinda had a fat head. I am still perplexed by the events surrounding his death. Just confused. There seems to be unanswered questions. And now I know where Lou Rawls came from.
Why did Jodeci and H-Town team up to make a song called...Knockin Your Heels Off?
Imagination and Dirty Jokes
Have you ever thought or imagined something so awesome, so delightful that you smiled a full smile, well a grin, and your eyes welled up with happy tears? I have.
Funny dirty joke of the week:
How do you hold your liquor? By his ears.
Thanks co-worker
Funny dirty joke of the week:
How do you hold your liquor? By his ears.
Thanks co-worker
Quote of the day:1-22-10
1-22-10
Quote of the day: “I be where I be. And I’m at where I’m at.”
~Smokey on Friday
Quote of the day: “I be where I be. And I’m at where I’m at.”
~Smokey on Friday
Chris...
1-21-10
I wonder if today is gonna be a good day?
Gotta add another old dude I would have holla’d at if I were born and of age. Sananda Maitreya on the Vibrator Tour in 1995 and Prince if I was high on shrooms or roofies in 1983.
It’s 3:19pm and I really wanna hug Chris Tucker right now.
I wonder if today is gonna be a good day?
Gotta add another old dude I would have holla’d at if I were born and of age. Sananda Maitreya on the Vibrator Tour in 1995 and Prince if I was high on shrooms or roofies in 1983.
It’s 3:19pm and I really wanna hug Chris Tucker right now.
A yo B, what’s up A? WAAACCKKKK
1-20-10
Reflecting…Ralph Tresvant looks hard at the dace as a middle aged man. His face looks like a wing of Jim Beam outside of a steel factory in Chicago in 1948.
Oh, shit they done did a Motown chop up the group. The bill for a show says Dru Hill with Sisqo.
Oh the trauma! Jammin to the extended version of Keep It In The Closet and the song goes “if it’s aching you got to rub it.” Ooohhhhhh! I’m telling you I just be singing and happy and totally oblivious to the lyrics.
“A yo B, what’s up A?” Yea, that was a stupid thing to say. But I love this song. Go Alicia and Beyonce.
Note: Word usage indicates how old a person is
Reflecting…Ralph Tresvant looks hard at the dace as a middle aged man. His face looks like a wing of Jim Beam outside of a steel factory in Chicago in 1948.
Oh, shit they done did a Motown chop up the group. The bill for a show says Dru Hill with Sisqo.
Oh the trauma! Jammin to the extended version of Keep It In The Closet and the song goes “if it’s aching you got to rub it.” Ooohhhhhh! I’m telling you I just be singing and happy and totally oblivious to the lyrics.
“A yo B, what’s up A?” Yea, that was a stupid thing to say. But I love this song. Go Alicia and Beyonce.
Note: Word usage indicates how old a person is
Tuesday, January 19, 2010
Old dues I would have holla’d at if I were born and of age
Old dues I would have holla’d at if I were born and of age:
(in no particular order after Billie Dee)
1. Billie Dee Williams ( I would have let him hit me like 2 times)
2. James Brown (country, chocolate, and a big pretty smile)
3. Sam Cooke (up north hood church swagger)
4. Lead singer from the BarKays on Wattstax. That perm worked for him)
5. Jackie Jackson(Plackaowwww, goes them abs with the sweat all over his
bawdy)
6. Al Green (had guns and a pretty smile, suave)
7. Bobby Brown (hey, he had that bad boy thing, dark skinned, and a nice body)
8. That hood on Good Times that got JJ arrested and his mom disowned him.
9. Cochise on Cooley High
10. Robert Townsend
11. Dresser on the 5 Heartbeats
12. Mike 1979-1981 (I just love the cute of his jib in some jeans, and the eyes
and smile of course)
(in no particular order after Billie Dee)
1. Billie Dee Williams ( I would have let him hit me like 2 times)
2. James Brown (country, chocolate, and a big pretty smile)
3. Sam Cooke (up north hood church swagger)
4. Lead singer from the BarKays on Wattstax. That perm worked for him)
5. Jackie Jackson(Plackaowwww, goes them abs with the sweat all over his
bawdy)
6. Al Green (had guns and a pretty smile, suave)
7. Bobby Brown (hey, he had that bad boy thing, dark skinned, and a nice body)
8. That hood on Good Times that got JJ arrested and his mom disowned him.
9. Cochise on Cooley High
10. Robert Townsend
11. Dresser on the 5 Heartbeats
12. Mike 1979-1981 (I just love the cute of his jib in some jeans, and the eyes
and smile of course)
My heart and my mind are out in the deep end of the despair pool
Will forcing myself to listen to his music hurt more than help? I can’t even get happy off nothing, but Shakeabadadown and the extended version of BAD. I find that sometimes I can blindly look at him or hear him. Like when I was at Wal-Mart last night. I was over at the display, but I didn’t internalize it. I find that more often than not I can’t even speak of him without tearing up.
Development: I can listen to the extended version of Keep It In The Closet and get happy. C’est na pas.
I’m just feeling like I don’t know how to love him right because I be running from him to avoid the pain.
Development: I can listen to the extended version of Keep It In The Closet and get happy. C’est na pas.
I’m just feeling like I don’t know how to love him right because I be running from him to avoid the pain.
Quote of the day: 1-19-2010
Quote of the day:
“You and I we’ll be together til the 6 is 9.”
~Rick James
“You and I we’ll be together til the 6 is 9.”
~Rick James
Back to QC Jail and apparently this doesn’t keep me focused because today I wrote more than I have in like 2 months away from QC Jail.
Have you ever been able to feel a city’s energy? I can feel LA’s energy ever so often, but it’s always in the middle of the night and in the Hollywood vicinity.
Yay Pandora! Please get me through this day.
Why the US always gotta go save people? And be the largest group with the largest commitment. What will happen if we are not able?
Where is Jill Scott? Please come back. Please.
I love trumpets with mutes.
It would be awesome to go to a 1950’s Juke Joint Party. It would be all worker house from Dirty Dancing with knife fights, moonshine in mason jars, and craps behind the building. Juke Joints don’t have bathrooms do they?
The Right Time by Ray Charles always reminds me of that episode of the Cosby Show. That makes me happy.
OMG, someone should do a cirque…never mind. This idea may be too good and lucrative to share.
This past weekend at work there was the cutest maybe French lady. I mean she was so pretty and was comfy touching strangers; that’s me.
Where in the hell is Glenn Lewis?
Where is Vivian Green?
Remember when Beyonce was in that Case video and everybody was like oooh they talking! Glad they weren’t because he be eating out triflent chicks on camera and shit. That speaks so much about his character. I really don’t need to be aware of no one’s sexual exploits.
Love You Like That by All-4-One is the shit!
Lord Jesus music is the best thing man ever made. All I ask is that I not go deaf. I need to music to live. I don’t understand how people can be NOT all that into music. Blasphemy!
Who is Lillo Thomas and why does he have a Best Of CD?
Why in the hell would I want big ass chunks of fruit in my oatmeal? EWWW!
I am just really not feeling this new Robin Thicke CD. It’s generic and it doesn’t feel genuine. Like, maybe this effort lacks Robin. There’s no passion. Just generic sex music. You can never say that any Prince sex song lacked passion. You believe in the lyrics and his ability to do just what he is saying.
Pandora just got wack. DAMN YOU ADVERTISEMENTS! Now they have video ads.
Top 3 Girl Groups ever (based on vocals):
1. En Vogue
2. Three Degrees
3. Xscape
Where is Meelah from 702? She was the group.
I feel 15 all over again. Listening to My Life by Mary. Hoped to never feel this ag
The Jig Is Up! No more Pandora. Word on the streets is that the man is watching.
Why did this idiot ass radio announcer say that there was a tornado on the ground out somewhere and then proceeds to say DUCK. WTF? If you have nothing accurate to say just shut up. Watch some Cali fool actually ducks.
The Blues Brothers version of Give Me Some Loving is way better than the original.
Im’a make a Juke Joint Early Sunday Morning CD.
I didn’t even know my store manager knew I loved Mike. She came up to me and was like…there’s a Michael Jackson son on the new playlist.
Why is Frankie Valli still alive?
Saw TO at the Australian Open and I turned my lip up at him and snarled like Lucy. He is so beautiful and he doesn’t date black chicks. It hurts. It hurts so bad (tear).
Have you ever been able to feel a city’s energy? I can feel LA’s energy ever so often, but it’s always in the middle of the night and in the Hollywood vicinity.
Yay Pandora! Please get me through this day.
Why the US always gotta go save people? And be the largest group with the largest commitment. What will happen if we are not able?
Where is Jill Scott? Please come back. Please.
I love trumpets with mutes.
It would be awesome to go to a 1950’s Juke Joint Party. It would be all worker house from Dirty Dancing with knife fights, moonshine in mason jars, and craps behind the building. Juke Joints don’t have bathrooms do they?
The Right Time by Ray Charles always reminds me of that episode of the Cosby Show. That makes me happy.
OMG, someone should do a cirque…never mind. This idea may be too good and lucrative to share.
This past weekend at work there was the cutest maybe French lady. I mean she was so pretty and was comfy touching strangers; that’s me.
Where in the hell is Glenn Lewis?
Where is Vivian Green?
Remember when Beyonce was in that Case video and everybody was like oooh they talking! Glad they weren’t because he be eating out triflent chicks on camera and shit. That speaks so much about his character. I really don’t need to be aware of no one’s sexual exploits.
Love You Like That by All-4-One is the shit!
Lord Jesus music is the best thing man ever made. All I ask is that I not go deaf. I need to music to live. I don’t understand how people can be NOT all that into music. Blasphemy!
Who is Lillo Thomas and why does he have a Best Of CD?
Why in the hell would I want big ass chunks of fruit in my oatmeal? EWWW!
I am just really not feeling this new Robin Thicke CD. It’s generic and it doesn’t feel genuine. Like, maybe this effort lacks Robin. There’s no passion. Just generic sex music. You can never say that any Prince sex song lacked passion. You believe in the lyrics and his ability to do just what he is saying.
Pandora just got wack. DAMN YOU ADVERTISEMENTS! Now they have video ads.
Top 3 Girl Groups ever (based on vocals):
1. En Vogue
2. Three Degrees
3. Xscape
Where is Meelah from 702? She was the group.
I feel 15 all over again. Listening to My Life by Mary. Hoped to never feel this ag
The Jig Is Up! No more Pandora. Word on the streets is that the man is watching.
Why did this idiot ass radio announcer say that there was a tornado on the ground out somewhere and then proceeds to say DUCK. WTF? If you have nothing accurate to say just shut up. Watch some Cali fool actually ducks.
The Blues Brothers version of Give Me Some Loving is way better than the original.
Im’a make a Juke Joint Early Sunday Morning CD.
I didn’t even know my store manager knew I loved Mike. She came up to me and was like…there’s a Michael Jackson son on the new playlist.
Why is Frankie Valli still alive?
Saw TO at the Australian Open and I turned my lip up at him and snarled like Lucy. He is so beautiful and he doesn’t date black chicks. It hurts. It hurts so bad (tear).
Monday, January 18, 2010
I agree with Bobby Brown
1-18-10
Went to Walmart, Heard Billie Jean playing aloud. Turns out they have a THIS IS IT display. I bought some buttons.
I’ve come to realize that no matter what, I am broken. I go out and smile, and my personality peaks out, but when I am alone and people’s eyes are off me I slump in despair. A shell of my former self.
I agree with Bobby Brown. I am lonely from within.
Went to Walmart, Heard Billie Jean playing aloud. Turns out they have a THIS IS IT display. I bought some buttons.
I’ve come to realize that no matter what, I am broken. I go out and smile, and my personality peaks out, but when I am alone and people’s eyes are off me I slump in despair. A shell of my former self.
I agree with Bobby Brown. I am lonely from within.
I don't feel all that blessed
1-17-10
Are we really blessed to be alive?
I think I’m about to be in. I just never feel greek events out here. They’re just lacking that something. Ooh, my momma was watching something on E and The Jacksons show came on. Had to change that. Still trying to get into heaven. I am curious about it though.
The dude who sings the hook on Keep Your Head Up by Tupac sounds like Dave Hollister.
Are we really blessed to be alive?
I think I’m about to be in. I just never feel greek events out here. They’re just lacking that something. Ooh, my momma was watching something on E and The Jacksons show came on. Had to change that. Still trying to get into heaven. I am curious about it though.
The dude who sings the hook on Keep Your Head Up by Tupac sounds like Dave Hollister.
I figured I’d share the stigma.
Forgot to report I got traumatized last night. Was flipping through the channels and saw an elephant all painted up and pretty so I stopped. Then here comes a way bigger elephant. It stood up on 2 legs and proceeded to have sex with the pretty painted elephant. The dude elephant even groaned during the act. Then it pulled out and the thing fell to the ground and a gush of secretions came out of the pretty painted elephant. I promise you I sat there with my jaw dropped for at least 30-40 seconds. I still can’t believe I saw that. So now that I am traumatized I figured I’d share the stigma.
Grey Poupon, Dorian Gray ain't all that, Mothers Cookies, and Humpty Noses
OMG, grey poupon is a killer. It burned the hell out of my nose. Not, its running.
“Mothers Cookies. Mothers Mothafuckin Cookies.”
~Eddie Griffin on Double Take
Speaking of. They make the bomb lemon cookies. It’s like crack.
There’s not great concerts coming. Outside of Mariah and Boyz II Men. Well Teena Marie is coming, but the Whispers are gonna be there and I can’t have no part in that.
This usually never happens, but I saw a cute black dude today. I can probably count on one hand how many men I have seen and thought “damn he’s cute.” I promise you, like 3 since 2005.
Dorian Gray ain’t even all that cute. I don’t understand all of the fuss Oscar.
Funny mishearing story. Not until this year did I understand the main part of Wreckless Love by Alicia Keys. I had been singing “oh baby let’s go have that breakfast love.”
I forgot this too. An Asian dude with flava cane to my window yesterday. He had ling hair and was on the taller side of Asianatics. 2 issues, he ha d a jacked up extra canine tooth and a red spot on his eye. But you take them two things away and he love me long time.
I’m super late. Just realized the humor of the line “in the 69 my humpty nose’ll tickle your rear.”
“Mothers Cookies. Mothers Mothafuckin Cookies.”
~Eddie Griffin on Double Take
Speaking of. They make the bomb lemon cookies. It’s like crack.
There’s not great concerts coming. Outside of Mariah and Boyz II Men. Well Teena Marie is coming, but the Whispers are gonna be there and I can’t have no part in that.
This usually never happens, but I saw a cute black dude today. I can probably count on one hand how many men I have seen and thought “damn he’s cute.” I promise you, like 3 since 2005.
Dorian Gray ain’t even all that cute. I don’t understand all of the fuss Oscar.
Funny mishearing story. Not until this year did I understand the main part of Wreckless Love by Alicia Keys. I had been singing “oh baby let’s go have that breakfast love.”
I forgot this too. An Asian dude with flava cane to my window yesterday. He had ling hair and was on the taller side of Asianatics. 2 issues, he ha d a jacked up extra canine tooth and a red spot on his eye. But you take them two things away and he love me long time.
I’m super late. Just realized the humor of the line “in the 69 my humpty nose’ll tickle your rear.”
Quote of the day: 1-15-10
Quote of the day: 1-15-10
“What’s it gonna be baby? Do you want him or do you want me. Cause I want you. Said I want you. Tell me baby do you want me I gotta know. I gotta know do you want me. Baby baby baby listen to me. I may not know where I’m going baby. Whoo! Looka here. I say I may not know what I need. One thing. One thing’s for certain baby. I know what I want yea. And if it please you baby. Please you baby. I’m begging you down on my knees. I want you.”
~The Beautiful Ones by Prince
“What’s it gonna be baby? Do you want him or do you want me. Cause I want you. Said I want you. Tell me baby do you want me I gotta know. I gotta know do you want me. Baby baby baby listen to me. I may not know where I’m going baby. Whoo! Looka here. I say I may not know what I need. One thing. One thing’s for certain baby. I know what I want yea. And if it please you baby. Please you baby. I’m begging you down on my knees. I want you.”
~The Beautiful Ones by Prince
Thursday, January 14, 2010
I Want-A Poem
I want a crazy love. A so good it feels wrong love. A nervous heart pounding love filled with adrenaline rush after adrenaline rush. Something so magical. So real. So easy. Yet so difficult. A Prince and Apollonia on Purple Rain type of love. A Darius and Nina type of love. A Josh and Reva kind of love. An all consuming soft down comforter full of love. An "I don't care where we go, I don't care what we do. I don't care pretty baby, Just take me with you" kind of love. A when we are together we create our own universe type of love
Tuesday, January 12, 2010
Cuss Replacement, Conan got fucked up the ass, and death
I just want a Pale Force honorary membership. I love Conan's brand of comedy. Grew up on it...like collard greens and cornbread. It sticks to my ribs.
Cuss Replacement
“Shut the Front Door!”
~Somebody on Let’s Talk About Pep
I’m Monica, an exception to most rules.
I’m scared to live because I’m afraid to die.
I miss Jill Scott.
I guess they fucked Conan O’Brien up the ass, huh?
Cuss Replacement
“Shut the Front Door!”
~Somebody on Let’s Talk About Pep
I’m Monica, an exception to most rules.
I’m scared to live because I’m afraid to die.
I miss Jill Scott.
I guess they fucked Conan O’Brien up the ass, huh?
Monday, January 11, 2010
So you see what I see?
just saw a billboard about a new Clipse album that dropped Dec 8th. Who knew?
Quote of the day: 1-11-10
Quote of the day:
I put this on my Lord
My niece was four
When she felt chinchilla
I passed the shore for that shit
That made fiends rise
From the dead like Thriller
~What Happened To That Boy by Clipse
I put this on my Lord
My niece was four
When she felt chinchilla
I passed the shore for that shit
That made fiends rise
From the dead like Thriller
~What Happened To That Boy by Clipse
Stewie you are so funny
I thought you were Ray Liotta because your skin has the texture of a decorative autumn squash.
~Stewie on Family Guy
~Stewie on Family Guy
Sunday, January 10, 2010
Quote of the day: 1-10-10
All you need these days to be glamorous is "a tight skirt, loose hips, and wet lips."
~Lucy
~Lucy
Friday, January 8, 2010
The shit that came to mind today
I don’t want to look back and wonder…what did I do with my life.
Fave line from a Brandy song: I put on my good clothes. I sing and dance.
Why does Jaheim keep having albums out? Who is buying it?
Ha, I now understand that Maria Maria song by Santana and it’s refine to West Side Story. I’m still mad how that ended. Was the love really that deep Tony and Maria…It had been 4 days tops.
Why was I singing These Last Two Dollars earlier?
Ok, so like…That’s The Way I Like It by KC and the Sunshine band is the shit!
Do you ever listen to yourself think?
(Johnny Kemp)
Friday night, just got paid…and about to go sit my ass at home.
Fave line from a Brandy song: I put on my good clothes. I sing and dance.
Why does Jaheim keep having albums out? Who is buying it?
Ha, I now understand that Maria Maria song by Santana and it’s refine to West Side Story. I’m still mad how that ended. Was the love really that deep Tony and Maria…It had been 4 days tops.
Why was I singing These Last Two Dollars earlier?
Ok, so like…That’s The Way I Like It by KC and the Sunshine band is the shit!
Do you ever listen to yourself think?
(Johnny Kemp)
Friday night, just got paid…and about to go sit my ass at home.
Quote of the days: 1-8-10
Quote of the day: “There are white people who get Nell Carter and Pearl Bailey confused.”
~ Steve Harvey talking about how people think other people all look alike
2nd Quote of the day: “How you gonna win when you ain’t right within. Uh uhn, come again.”
~That Thing by Lauryn Hill
3rd Quote of the day:“I don’t feel very much like a tiger.”
~ Katt Williams
~ Steve Harvey talking about how people think other people all look alike
2nd Quote of the day: “How you gonna win when you ain’t right within. Uh uhn, come again.”
~That Thing by Lauryn Hill
3rd Quote of the day:“I don’t feel very much like a tiger.”
~ Katt Williams
Quote of the day: 1-7-10
“I’m trying to be proper Tyler Perry. Shut the hell up.”
~ Madea on that new play radio commercial
~ Madea on that new play radio commercial
Yay, Obama's President, So
1-7-10
Where us Eric Clapton? God, The Beatles sounded absolutely horrible on Hold Your Hand. They were screeching.
I wonder-hey-that Whitney Houston Million Dollar Bill song is something Janet should sing.
That excitement, hope, elation from last January has all but faded away. Yay, Obama is black and the president, but my life still sucks.
What’s up with that hand game we used to play called uno dociana? Not sure if we ever pronounced that right.
Where us Eric Clapton? God, The Beatles sounded absolutely horrible on Hold Your Hand. They were screeching.
I wonder-hey-that Whitney Houston Million Dollar Bill song is something Janet should sing.
That excitement, hope, elation from last January has all but faded away. Yay, Obama is black and the president, but my life still sucks.
What’s up with that hand game we used to play called uno dociana? Not sure if we ever pronounced that right.
Thursday, January 7, 2010
the NAACP is going to hell
the NAACP is going to hell. How is this possible? How do you nominate a fucking funeral. This ain't no damn entertainment. I am absolutely fucking offended. " The King of Pop's televised memorial service has been nominated for an NAACP Image Award. Jackson snagged the posthumous nomination in the Outstanding Variety category and will go up against President Obama's Inaugural Celebration at the Lincoln Memorial."
I am almost lost for words at how tacky that shit is. Like someone said..."that was a bomb funeral" and the majority agreed and said "hey, lets nominate it for an award." I was there in the staples center. That shit wasn't no party. That was a fucking funeral.
I think I am going to write a letter.
I am almost lost for words at how tacky that shit is. Like someone said..."that was a bomb funeral" and the majority agreed and said "hey, lets nominate it for an award." I was there in the staples center. That shit wasn't no party. That was a fucking funeral.
I think I am going to write a letter.
Wednesday, January 6, 2010
I'm blind, Leopold Stotch, and is Ryan Seacrest really that short?
Picked up my glasses last night. Things do look crisper. I was in amazement of the difference. Then I got sad because my eyes aren’t what they used to be. I just kept looking through the glasses then taking them off to see the difference. I only had them on for a maximum of 15 minutes; started getting a headache.
You ever feel nauseous after eating? Sometimes I need to do a big cough that sounds like I’m on the verge of throwing up…then I feel better. Weird, I know.
I really don’t know where I’m going with this book sometimes. I get to a point where I don’t know what to say next.
Whatever happened to the dream job of working at a record store?
The best personalities on all of radio in LA are Don Ameche and Tammy Mack. I miss the Guy Black show.
Leopold Stotch is awesome!
Why is Ryan Seacrest 5’5”?
You ever feel nauseous after eating? Sometimes I need to do a big cough that sounds like I’m on the verge of throwing up…then I feel better. Weird, I know.
I really don’t know where I’m going with this book sometimes. I get to a point where I don’t know what to say next.
Whatever happened to the dream job of working at a record store?
The best personalities on all of radio in LA are Don Ameche and Tammy Mack. I miss the Guy Black show.
Leopold Stotch is awesome!
Why is Ryan Seacrest 5’5”?
The Coagulators
1-5-2010
Coolest invention I am aware of today….The Clip on bang. I saw them at Sally’s for 24.99. I must invest in one, but maybe cheaper and from the internet.
I sometimes feel that Steve Harvey isn’t genuine.
I wish I were an heiress to something or at least had a trust fund. Damn, you people whose relatives achieved something and left something for you!
I hate it when people sit in your path of view and now every time you look up they think you’re looking at them.
Oh hell naw! 93.5 is playing the Dip song from like 1995 by Freak Nasty.
There are very few things in this world that he hasn’t touched. They used a snippet of DSTYGE on that Freak Nasty song. See, and that makes living all the more painful. I wonder if there will be another Mark and Ollie. Told you I can never avoid him.
Gladys Knight had a nice voice on them old early 70’s songs. The stuff she has recorded in my lifetime doesn’t showcase the rawness of her voice; well except for Love Overboard. That’s a nice song.
People need to be careful of how loud they are in public. I have headphones on and can hear the ladies at the chick next to me talking about getting some and anal sex.
Damn this Love Is Blind song by Alicia Keys sucks past the 30 second snippet. Crap, I’m sleepy. Friendship Train by Gladys Knight and the Pips is like a rejected Staples Singers song. The message in this song is an example of no, matter how much things change, people stay the same. We still have the same societal issues and I don’t foresee them ever going away.
Tight group name: The Coagulators
Coolest invention I am aware of today….The Clip on bang. I saw them at Sally’s for 24.99. I must invest in one, but maybe cheaper and from the internet.
I sometimes feel that Steve Harvey isn’t genuine.
I wish I were an heiress to something or at least had a trust fund. Damn, you people whose relatives achieved something and left something for you!
I hate it when people sit in your path of view and now every time you look up they think you’re looking at them.
Oh hell naw! 93.5 is playing the Dip song from like 1995 by Freak Nasty.
There are very few things in this world that he hasn’t touched. They used a snippet of DSTYGE on that Freak Nasty song. See, and that makes living all the more painful. I wonder if there will be another Mark and Ollie. Told you I can never avoid him.
Gladys Knight had a nice voice on them old early 70’s songs. The stuff she has recorded in my lifetime doesn’t showcase the rawness of her voice; well except for Love Overboard. That’s a nice song.
People need to be careful of how loud they are in public. I have headphones on and can hear the ladies at the chick next to me talking about getting some and anal sex.
Damn this Love Is Blind song by Alicia Keys sucks past the 30 second snippet. Crap, I’m sleepy. Friendship Train by Gladys Knight and the Pips is like a rejected Staples Singers song. The message in this song is an example of no, matter how much things change, people stay the same. We still have the same societal issues and I don’t foresee them ever going away.
Tight group name: The Coagulators
New Year, same song
1-4-2010
New Year, same song. The dog ran away 2 days ago. Hope she comes back soon.
Damn You Jack In A Box!
Went Friday night and didn’t get what I ordered. I wanted mini sirloin burgers not mini chicken sandwiches. I didn’t check my order until I got to the house…and I was too far away to go back.
The sky looks like the day version of the sky on Ghostbusters when they were fighting the Marshmallow Man.
I’m still amazed that Ashanti can sing.
Boy, attacks on Federal Buildings and renegade flies. Man I got a salad at the cafeteria. It was immaculate. Iceberg lettuce, spinach, mushrooms, tomatoes, red onions, eggs, tuna, and Cesar dressing. Low and behold a big ass fruit fly was under a piece of lettuce like ¼ of the way through the salad. It was real slow moving, like it had been marinating. I don’t know if it was already in the salad or flew in, but I think I’m done with the salad bar at work.
UPDATE: The dog came back.
Weird combo of things I saw beside the conveyor belt at Wal-Mart: Trojan Ecstasy condoms, an eye patch, and some magnums. Guess someone decided not to buy them.
The sound of that dude on Real World crying on the ground who had to have suffered some kin of brain trauma from what may have been a fall really makes me want to cry. He’s aware, but can’t articulate it.
New Year, same song. The dog ran away 2 days ago. Hope she comes back soon.
Damn You Jack In A Box!
Went Friday night and didn’t get what I ordered. I wanted mini sirloin burgers not mini chicken sandwiches. I didn’t check my order until I got to the house…and I was too far away to go back.
The sky looks like the day version of the sky on Ghostbusters when they were fighting the Marshmallow Man.
I’m still amazed that Ashanti can sing.
Boy, attacks on Federal Buildings and renegade flies. Man I got a salad at the cafeteria. It was immaculate. Iceberg lettuce, spinach, mushrooms, tomatoes, red onions, eggs, tuna, and Cesar dressing. Low and behold a big ass fruit fly was under a piece of lettuce like ¼ of the way through the salad. It was real slow moving, like it had been marinating. I don’t know if it was already in the salad or flew in, but I think I’m done with the salad bar at work.
UPDATE: The dog came back.
Weird combo of things I saw beside the conveyor belt at Wal-Mart: Trojan Ecstasy condoms, an eye patch, and some magnums. Guess someone decided not to buy them.
The sound of that dude on Real World crying on the ground who had to have suffered some kin of brain trauma from what may have been a fall really makes me want to cry. He’s aware, but can’t articulate it.
Sunday, January 3, 2010
Weird Thing of the Day
Flipping through the channels and saw a movie with Michael Michelle and Scooter from Living Single....In Spanish.
Friday, January 1, 2010
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