Having Mike Breakdowns In Public

I don’t know what I am supposed to do when in public. I was passing by the $1 Store in the mall that has those Mike Tribute shirts and a teenager walking by said his name out loud. My body jerked. It hurt to hear his name. Spencer’s has Mike posters and a really cool T-shirt. Simply done. Not all kinds of graphics and shit going on. I walked into Old Navy and they were playing Never Can Say Goodbye. I went into Sheik Shoes and they had Mike T-Shirts. Too damn expensive to me, what??? did they weave the cotton for the shirt by hand ($31.95?)????? I passed by Art Plus Gallery and they had a framed poster of all of Mike’s album covers and then some for $49.99. I just can’t keep my emotions in check. Loss…I don’t ever want to lose again. The way I’m feeling, I kinda hope I go before my mom and granny. I don’t know if I’m cut out for loss.