I am so deeply affected by peoples deaths even when I don't know them. I feel that I am much more sensitive after losing my beloved. I can't even say his name. (batting my eyes to hold back the tears)
Saturday, February 13, 2010
My Georgian Flag is at half mast for Nodar Kumaritashvili
I am so deeply affected by peoples deaths even when I don't know them. I feel that I am much more sensitive after losing my beloved. I can't even say his name. (batting my eyes to hold back the tears)
The 2nd Best Olympic Torch Lighting EVER!
It hit with the music and just started a wave of emotion all over my body. I do believe this is the first Olympics I can remember watching. This was the one with Dan and Dan.
Best Olympic Torch Lighting EVER!
I was sitting there with my mouth gaped open and tears in my eyes it was so beautiful!
Lester Holt
I am just so proud of you. When I was just starting in news you were doing the weekend morning show on NBC. I have since seen you host the evening news and are now interviewing VP Biden, hot damn!
CBS2's gaffe, the Grammy Party I missed, and the 2010 Olympics
2-12-2010
Get it right CBS2! President Clinton did not have chest pain. A discomfort or tingling. There is a difference! Half ass news reporting. The details are important.
Are you serious? Just reading an email and at the Grammy Party I didn’t go to because of the 450 car repairs…Lalah Hathaway, Rahsaan Patterson, Sheila E., India Arie, and Ann Nesby showed up and sang. This is total bullshit! I will be kicking myself in the ass for years to come.
Man, I really prayer for the Georgian luger’s family, friends, and teammates.
Hey, this Rick Hansen dude is kewl! HEY, Steve Nash! Where is Bonnie Blair? WAAAAAAAYYYYYYNE GRETZKY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I bet its hard to…damn I lost my train of thought. Well, shit happens. Technology sucks sometimes. It was still an absolutely awesome program! China by far had the best torch lighting ever!
Get it right CBS2! President Clinton did not have chest pain. A discomfort or tingling. There is a difference! Half ass news reporting. The details are important.
Are you serious? Just reading an email and at the Grammy Party I didn’t go to because of the 450 car repairs…Lalah Hathaway, Rahsaan Patterson, Sheila E., India Arie, and Ann Nesby showed up and sang. This is total bullshit! I will be kicking myself in the ass for years to come.
Man, I really prayer for the Georgian luger’s family, friends, and teammates.
Hey, this Rick Hansen dude is kewl! HEY, Steve Nash! Where is Bonnie Blair? WAAAAAAAYYYYYYNE GRETZKY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I bet its hard to…damn I lost my train of thought. Well, shit happens. Technology sucks sometimes. It was still an absolutely awesome program! China by far had the best torch lighting ever!
Thursday, February 11, 2010
The 11th day
2-11-10
I wonder if my best years are gone already.
I’m tired of thinking long and hard. Short and soft would probably expend less physical and psychological energy.
I think people with diminished mental capacity are lucky. Smart people have to fix problems and fully understand the gravity of bad situations.
I realize that in order to love, I must have physical distance to regenerate myself and be able to love again after being pissed the fuck off. Love requires space.
I wish I could see Sananda Maitreya live in concert. I also wish I could buy his last 3-4 albums. But I don’t know about the international currency converting. Do they use the Euro in Italy?
I wish I were a turtle or armadillo. I like the fact that they can withdraw from their immediate environments. It also seems like it would be warm in there.
Why is he still allowed to practice medicine? They should at least review him and put him on some kind of medical practice probation. And in all honesty, how many people is he really seeing? No matter how cool me and my doctor were; if he/she were implicated in someone’s death ain’t no way on earth, purgatory, or hell I would go back to them. He is Hades, the son of the underworld. I can’t even have confidence in having a Black doctor. All of them are equal opportunity fuck ups. And when they fuck up it’s life threatening.
So like, is the fact that the Olympics are about to start not seem like a big deal? I honestly forgot until a commercial came on today.
I’m tired of being fragile. I lack the strength to fight.
Whenever someone gets sick I panic. Praying for President Clinton.
I wonder if my best years are gone already.
I’m tired of thinking long and hard. Short and soft would probably expend less physical and psychological energy.
I think people with diminished mental capacity are lucky. Smart people have to fix problems and fully understand the gravity of bad situations.
I realize that in order to love, I must have physical distance to regenerate myself and be able to love again after being pissed the fuck off. Love requires space.
I wish I could see Sananda Maitreya live in concert. I also wish I could buy his last 3-4 albums. But I don’t know about the international currency converting. Do they use the Euro in Italy?
I wish I were a turtle or armadillo. I like the fact that they can withdraw from their immediate environments. It also seems like it would be warm in there.
Why is he still allowed to practice medicine? They should at least review him and put him on some kind of medical practice probation. And in all honesty, how many people is he really seeing? No matter how cool me and my doctor were; if he/she were implicated in someone’s death ain’t no way on earth, purgatory, or hell I would go back to them. He is Hades, the son of the underworld. I can’t even have confidence in having a Black doctor. All of them are equal opportunity fuck ups. And when they fuck up it’s life threatening.
So like, is the fact that the Olympics are about to start not seem like a big deal? I honestly forgot until a commercial came on today.
I’m tired of being fragile. I lack the strength to fight.
Whenever someone gets sick I panic. Praying for President Clinton.
Wednesday, February 10, 2010
I saw an Elf today
I saw this really short guy. He wasn't a midget because he was well proportioned. He was more of an elf. He was awesome.
The 10th
Purportedly so, you reap what you sough.
What I learned today:
Grandma Moses was a White lady that painted at an old age. Thanks packet of oatmeal!
Why is Home by Stephanie Mills in my head?
I always wondered why Apollonia sang with the Vanity 6 Chickmates in Purple Rain. Now I know why. I think it would have been better with her.
I want to create an artificial reality.
I wanna be loved 2 the 9's. I wanna be loved for all time.
~Prince Love 2 the 9's
I had white cheddar corn curls and frito's after lunch. My burp just tasted like an ice cream cone.
What I learned today:
Grandma Moses was a White lady that painted at an old age. Thanks packet of oatmeal!
Why is Home by Stephanie Mills in my head?
I always wondered why Apollonia sang with the Vanity 6 Chickmates in Purple Rain. Now I know why. I think it would have been better with her.
I want to create an artificial reality.
I wanna be loved 2 the 9's. I wanna be loved for all time.
~Prince Love 2 the 9's
I had white cheddar corn curls and frito's after lunch. My burp just tasted like an ice cream cone.
Stuff I came up with today
Coffume=coffee+perfume
Michael Vick got 18 months for fighting dogs. This dude can only serve a max of 4 years for murder? I don't understand. Swat lodge dude got manslaughter and he didn't even touch the people. This is some straight up bullshit! There is not a legal form of justice for us; if there is any justice at all. I feel as if I am dying from the sure agony of existing without him. My entrails are drying up, turning into a gray clay matter. Cracking under the pressure of grief.
Michael Vick got 18 months for fighting dogs. This dude can only serve a max of 4 years for murder? I don't understand. Swat lodge dude got manslaughter and he didn't even touch the people. This is some straight up bullshit! There is not a legal form of justice for us; if there is any justice at all. I feel as if I am dying from the sure agony of existing without him. My entrails are drying up, turning into a gray clay matter. Cracking under the pressure of grief.
EWWWWWWW
I'm tired of seeing people being tryflin/triflent. The other day I saw a man on the corner digging all up in his nose. And I just saw a man on the bus stop scratching his crotch. nasty ass.
Sunday, February 7, 2010
Pity Party of the day
Was watching the VH1 special about Soul Train and the highlighted the Robot and showed footage of my beloved. I looked into his eyes and just bawled. This is so unfair and I am just unbelievably hurt...down to my core.
Wednesday, February 3, 2010
Life After People is the stupidest concept of show ever
Its all about the end of the world and fear breeding and shit.
Are We Really The World?
2/3/2010
Do away with I’m in the most heinous manner. The death penalty would not be enough. I don’t think there is a kind of justice to vindicate our loss. My beloved.
How do you live life? And be ok with who you are and where you are right now at this moment.
So, as I learn about this remake of We Are The World I’m mad. It’s a whole bunch of bullshit ass people. The original had established credible talent. I mean, Ray Charles, Kenny Loggins, Hall & Oates, Willie Nelson, and Stevie Wonder. This new bullshit got Justin Bieber, Lil Wayne, Akon, and Rihanna. I’m just not looking forward to hearing it. They just on the track because they are popular. I hear that it is totally reworked so maybe this won’t tarnish the legacy of the original too much.
You ever remember something you did or said as an adolescent and are embarrassed? I remember something I said. Being all brand new cause I never went anywhere. I shouldn’t have said that, but she played along. Luckily she didn’t react before thinking. Man, I was wack. Still to this day I don’t understand why I greeted her like that. As soon as it came out of my mouth I regretted it and it’s been about 15 years.
On the original We Are The World how many women sang lead? Diana Ross?
Do away with I’m in the most heinous manner. The death penalty would not be enough. I don’t think there is a kind of justice to vindicate our loss. My beloved.
How do you live life? And be ok with who you are and where you are right now at this moment.
So, as I learn about this remake of We Are The World I’m mad. It’s a whole bunch of bullshit ass people. The original had established credible talent. I mean, Ray Charles, Kenny Loggins, Hall & Oates, Willie Nelson, and Stevie Wonder. This new bullshit got Justin Bieber, Lil Wayne, Akon, and Rihanna. I’m just not looking forward to hearing it. They just on the track because they are popular. I hear that it is totally reworked so maybe this won’t tarnish the legacy of the original too much.
You ever remember something you did or said as an adolescent and are embarrassed? I remember something I said. Being all brand new cause I never went anywhere. I shouldn’t have said that, but she played along. Luckily she didn’t react before thinking. Man, I was wack. Still to this day I don’t understand why I greeted her like that. As soon as it came out of my mouth I regretted it and it’s been about 15 years.
On the original We Are The World how many women sang lead? Diana Ross?
Keyword; SHOULD Mothafucka, SHOULD!
2/2/10
Keyword; SHOULD Mothafucka, SHOULD! That is not a definitive answer. It leaves colossal room for questions.
Damn, the odds are not in my favor for jury duty. I only count 3 other black women in here, Sometimes you have to be proud of the things that seem menial. Some years back when I was on a flight to somewhere I realized that I was black, sitting on a place next to a white man, and reading a book. Just think of how man of our people had to die so that I could do that. Happy Black History Month!
Weird, the emotion a Stevie Wonder song and the CNN logo can provoke…Always Michael, Always.
This kind of idle sitting is no good for me. Damn, I haven’t teared up m like weeks. Maybe close to a month. I hate jury duty; it’s all its fault!
Thanks to Fantasia’s grandma. I’ll keep the phrase Liquid Prayers close to my heart. I have a lot of those these days.
That Kevin in Let’s Talk About Pep looked like his eyes were swollen shut. He’s tall to be a Kevin. Whenever they showed that shot of the outside of Pep’s building it said Pep and Tom and I kept reading the title as Peeping Tom.
Keyword; SHOULD Mothafucka, SHOULD! That is not a definitive answer. It leaves colossal room for questions.
Damn, the odds are not in my favor for jury duty. I only count 3 other black women in here, Sometimes you have to be proud of the things that seem menial. Some years back when I was on a flight to somewhere I realized that I was black, sitting on a place next to a white man, and reading a book. Just think of how man of our people had to die so that I could do that. Happy Black History Month!
Weird, the emotion a Stevie Wonder song and the CNN logo can provoke…Always Michael, Always.
This kind of idle sitting is no good for me. Damn, I haven’t teared up m like weeks. Maybe close to a month. I hate jury duty; it’s all its fault!
Thanks to Fantasia’s grandma. I’ll keep the phrase Liquid Prayers close to my heart. I have a lot of those these days.
That Kevin in Let’s Talk About Pep looked like his eyes were swollen shut. He’s tall to be a Kevin. Whenever they showed that shot of the outside of Pep’s building it said Pep and Tom and I kept reading the title as Peeping Tom.
Tuesday, February 2, 2010
My play-by-play commentary on the Lost Final Season Premiere:
My play-by-play commentary on the Lost Final Season Premiere:
Ooh chile, how did Desmond get on the plane?
Oooooh, the island is under water and there go that big foot.
Oh lord please don’t let Jacob do nothing to Hurley.
Get Em Richard! “Maybe you should talk to him first”, ha!
Aww, Charlie Od’d . Damn he still died. Fucking drugs! Awh, de just tried to swallow he evidence
How she alive if the damn bomb core blew up? And in one piece?
Oooh, Locke the Smoke Monster!
Aww, Sawyer. Guess he gotta kill Jack now.
Why is Miles so clean?
I hope Sawyer don’t do nothing to Hurley since he knows he won the lottery.
Where is Michael, Vincent, and Walt? Why is Kate going to LA if she killed old dude in Iowa?
Poor Locke all paralyzed. His evil ass daddy!
Look at Hurley with all his conviction.
Jack scared he gon’ die. I can see it on his face.
Ooh, how did they not put the body on the plane! They lost it!
Where did these Others come from?
An Ankh?
What? This makes no sense? Sayid ain’t dead. Poor Jack. He better be a spirit or something when this comes back from the commercial break.
OMG, they put down the ash, the smoke monster. Locke is bad? So Lock really is dead? Damn Smoke Monster. When did the Monster take over Locke and he bet not be done killed Mr. Echo.
OMG, he hurt Richards! Sun and Lepidus know that ain’t Locke.
AAHHHHH SAYID IS ALIVE! I KNEW IT COULDN’T GO DOWN LIKE THAT!
Ooh chile, how did Desmond get on the plane?
Oooooh, the island is under water and there go that big foot.
Oh lord please don’t let Jacob do nothing to Hurley.
Get Em Richard! “Maybe you should talk to him first”, ha!
Aww, Charlie Od’d . Damn he still died. Fucking drugs! Awh, de just tried to swallow he evidence
How she alive if the damn bomb core blew up? And in one piece?
Oooh, Locke the Smoke Monster!
Aww, Sawyer. Guess he gotta kill Jack now.
Why is Miles so clean?
I hope Sawyer don’t do nothing to Hurley since he knows he won the lottery.
Where is Michael, Vincent, and Walt? Why is Kate going to LA if she killed old dude in Iowa?
Poor Locke all paralyzed. His evil ass daddy!
Look at Hurley with all his conviction.
Jack scared he gon’ die. I can see it on his face.
Ooh, how did they not put the body on the plane! They lost it!
Where did these Others come from?
An Ankh?
What? This makes no sense? Sayid ain’t dead. Poor Jack. He better be a spirit or something when this comes back from the commercial break.
OMG, they put down the ash, the smoke monster. Locke is bad? So Lock really is dead? Damn Smoke Monster. When did the Monster take over Locke and he bet not be done killed Mr. Echo.
OMG, he hurt Richards! Sun and Lepidus know that ain’t Locke.
AAHHHHH SAYID IS ALIVE! I KNEW IT COULDN’T GO DOWN LIKE THAT!
Monday, February 1, 2010
Why I'm here Ike? Why I'm here?
2/1/10
You ever wonder what is this thing that we live on. What is it? What is it all about and why do we exist? The reason really isn’t obvious to me because every morning I wake up my feet don’t hit the floor with purpose. When you lack passion and interest-you might as well be dead because then your life lacks meaning.
Shout out to Henrietta Lacks!
I need some sex so I can sleep better.
You ever wonder what is this thing that we live on. What is it? What is it all about and why do we exist? The reason really isn’t obvious to me because every morning I wake up my feet don’t hit the floor with purpose. When you lack passion and interest-you might as well be dead because then your life lacks meaning.
Shout out to Henrietta Lacks!
I need some sex so I can sleep better.
Camera's and Red Eye
Can they make a camera or program that gets rid of blue eye. I sometimes have blue eyes in dark pictures and I can't find a way to remedy it. Camera is racist, ha!
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